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~`Personal Demons Getting the Best of Me`~

DAZ|Studio Fantasy posted on Jul 07, 2007
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Hi everyone!! I have been not around for so long not even commenting on images. I have so many friends here as well as my fellow Dazney Landers that I thought I would explain. I have thought long and hard if I would share whats been my troubles lately but have had my health problems out in the open before so here it goes.... The last 3 years I have major back problems that I have been taking extreme pain killers just to deal with everyday aches and pains. Last month I lost my health insurance and also thought it was about time to throw away the prescriptions. Needless to say I knew I was addicted but had no idea of just what it would be like going through the emotions of taking them away. Talk personal hell!! Even though it has been around 3 weeks the major hardship is gone. Thankgod!! I have found myself going through heavy depression to the point where I have no energy to sit at the computer as well as the broken computer chair hasn't helped any. (Which I was able to get a real nice computer chair by credit coming on 7/13). Cant wait. For those of you who are real personal friends also know that I have a son who is 14 yrs old and has ADHD. Without the insurance you guessed no meds for him. The stress that my son is going through just breaks my heart and causes incredible insanity here in the house. The stress levels are off the charts. I have had to delete alot of ebots and starting all over fresh and new and to try my best just to push myself to keep doing what I love to do. I also have finally straightened out my internet connection as well. I feel like I have been just gushing out my emotions to the point I may not be making myself clear but hopefully you get the point of why I haven't been around. I am very sad that I have missed so much beautiful artwork but looking forward to your new ones. Hope you all have a good weekend!! big hugs **Special credits: Lucca V4 by HM Design (Hedda & Makena) thank you so much located @Fantasies Unleashed.com DAZ creds: Cynx & Vogue Hair, Vandra dress w/Fatale textures, Millenium Dragon 2 Background was a freebie dont remember where I got it from sorry!! If anyone knows please tell me so that I can credit them.

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Cinnamon369

11:07PM | Sat, 07 July 2007

So sorry to hear that, hope all gets better for you soon. Best wishes to both you and your son! (((HUGS))) Have missed you but don't worry about commenting or stuff like that. Just do what ever you need to do, ok! Wonderful work, great finish and post work! :o)

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Brandi

11:20PM | Sat, 07 July 2007

I hope things start getting better for you guys soon, Shan! Hang in there!

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vincenthebert

12:44AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

Very nice!!!!!

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3Dillusions

12:47AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

I am sorry Shannon, I have been trying to get on Messenger but these timezones are a killer for me to chat with people. It rare I see anyone online when I am on, I am so sorry about your son.

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CrimsonDesire

1:11AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

The art is beautifulls, I'm so sorries for all your troubles, I do hope the situation improves a bit and that all works out for the best! ^^

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Makena

2:02AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

This is beautiful Shannon:-))) great work...I send you a IM...

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Philart

2:46AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

Hello, I am sorry for your problems of health and sickness insurance. I hope that you will restore you quickly to make us quite beautiful news images. For this one I would say to you that we have a beautiful image, the composition is interesting but damage which you forced on the black one what returns can readable especially in the zone of the dragon. The ground is also to improve because it loses too much in detail, damage.

Oncekilled

3:38AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

Shanny...write me or call me...check skype or Yahoo whenever you go online or try to mail time you will be online...I am here for you...don't forget...Hang in there !!! You saved my butt several times and was a beacon of hope while i was down...Lova ya girl !!! And i am worried sick about you !!! The quality of your images hasn't suffered from it is see !!! Wow !!! As always...a masterpiece !!! DON'T FORGET !!! I wanna talk talk to ya !!!

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Boofy

3:38AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

Gereat image Shannon. So sorry to her of your troubles. I have not been through depression and addiction to painkillers. (Giving up the smokes was hard enough, I have different demons to you but it all does bear down on a person) Allow yourself a bit of cg happiness with us mad bunch whenever u can and know that you have friends here. Jenny.

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theprojectionist

5:06AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

This is brilliant Shannon,and keep yer chin up.

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HADCANCER

5:20AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

you artwork as always is stunning. I am sorry to here of your problems the sound very much like my wives before I married her. before the internet there were BBS's and she vented like you just did. My heart went out to her and my intent was to buts some things she made so she could at least get meds for her son, but I ended up Marrying her instead which solved the insurance problem.

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Antonio57

5:21AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

Beautiful image !!!!!Fantastic render!!!!!BRAVO

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MUSEWORX

7:01AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

Gorgeous work!

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callad

8:30AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

DLG :) Wonderful image Shannon!!! Girl, you're going trough a rough time right now and I wish you the strength to face all the hardship.. If you want to talk, well.. you know where to find me :)

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doarte

8:44AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

TERRIFIC IMAGE, BOLD AND VIBRANT! Hang in there, things will get better!

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jif3d

8:55AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

I hope these two warriors have been helping you overcome life's obstacles, I'm wishing all goes well for you from now on and that new computer chair has got to be a plus, as for your sons ADHD, all I can suggest is steer clear of processed food and takeaways and eat fresh veggies, or grow your own, it's very easy even in an apartment ! LOL & ~Cheers~ :o)

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DiYanira

8:59AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

Everything looks perfect in this picture, GREAT work.

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yakchat

9:03AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

Oh hon...am so sorry to hear of such hardships and pain....I have an adult son who is a special needs young man and a brother who has adhd and emotional probs...so I do understand....Back probs here too...not on pain meds tho....just managing the pain with anti-inflammatories..been there done that with the addiction thing too....prayers and thoughts are with you hon.... Beautiful art here...lovely characters and background...Glad you are back....lotsa love, Carol

janedj

9:05AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

Beautiful Scene...Amazing work width colors!!!! Hugs Jane

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Amethst25

9:14AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

DLG~ Amazing render from an amazing woman. You have a lot of support after reading all the messages people have left here, I am also here to lead support as well. Things will get better, hang in there.. You got friends!

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Mondwin

9:28AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

Fabulous piece my Dear!!!!Bravissima!V:DDD.Hugsxx Whylma

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mhossack

9:35AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

DLG Excellent work! All the best to you and your family.

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GARNETROSE

10:07AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

DLG;0]) Beautiful image :0])

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Surama

11:06AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

Missed you!!!!!!!!! Grat to see ya posting! Wish you all the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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awadissk

11:11AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

Fantastic work!!!!!!!!!!!

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Erynn

11:24AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

Really amazing :) Good job!

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spm91g

11:25AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

Just glad to have you back!! Sorry to hear about all of your troubles, I can relate to the back problems though. Great artwork and hope to see more soon!!- Your friend Shawn

electriclady20

11:35AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

I really like this color palette. Great work, and I wish you and your son well.

Kuiski

11:49AM | Sun, 08 July 2007

It makes me happy to hear again of you Shannon, Really I hope that your problems disappear. Have a great day and a pretty week!

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Star4mation

1:17PM | Sun, 08 July 2007

Top render Shan! Love the curves on the blond :) Both girls have super expressions, there looking right at me, inviting me to come to them. The Dragon is also looking at me. His expression seems to say. " One more step closer Star4mation, and I'll burn your balls off!!!!! LOL :)


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