~`Personal Demons Getting the Best of Me`~ by shanpoo
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Hi everyone!! I have been not around for so long not even commenting on images. I have so many friends here as well as my fellow Dazney Landers that I thought I would explain.
I have thought long and hard if I would share whats been my troubles lately but have had my health problems out in the open before so here it goes....
The last 3 years I have major back problems that I have been taking extreme pain killers just to deal with everyday aches and pains. Last month I lost my health insurance and also thought it was about time to throw away the prescriptions. Needless to say I knew I was addicted but had no idea of just what it would be like going through the emotions of taking them away. Talk personal hell!! Even though it has been around 3 weeks the major hardship is gone. Thankgod!! I have found myself going through heavy depression to the point where I have no energy to sit at the computer as well as the broken computer chair hasn't helped any. (Which I was able to get a real nice computer chair by credit coming on 7/13). Cant wait.
For those of you who are real personal friends also know that I have a son who is 14 yrs old and has ADHD. Without the insurance you guessed no meds for him. The stress that my son is going through just breaks my heart and causes incredible insanity here in the house. The stress levels are off the charts.
I have had to delete alot of ebots and starting all over fresh and new and to try my best just to push myself to keep doing what I love to do. I also have finally straightened out my internet connection as well.
I feel like I have been just gushing out my emotions to the point I may not be making myself clear but hopefully you get the point of why I haven't been around. I am very sad that I have missed so much beautiful artwork but looking forward to your new ones. Hope you all have a good weekend!! big hugs
**Special credits: Lucca V4 by HM Design (Hedda & Makena) thank you so much located @Fantasies Unleashed.com
DAZ creds: Cynx & Vogue Hair, Vandra dress w/Fatale textures, Millenium Dragon 2
Background was a freebie dont remember where I got it from sorry!! If anyone knows please tell me so that I can credit them.
Comments (90)
STEVIEUKWONDER
It is plain to see that you have the support of so many on here Shannon which must help tremendously, when you're at your lowest. This is beautiful work and glad to see you're up to posting once again. Well done my friend! Steve :o)
kpage_739
Welcome back! And its awesome as usual
watchman2005
A problem shared is a problem halved, does no harm to let your thoughts out with friends. Picture making is good therapy and a nice way to share those thoughts, great to see you back!!!
mcv
Shannon so glad things are know looking a bit better and hope they continue to improve. Your wonderful high quality art has brouht so much visual delight into this world, which truely needs more art and beauty and less war, pain, greed, intolerance, etc. Love this finely crafted artwork!!! - More via email soon - mcv
broken-wings
Good to have you back here! Hope things will get better for you from now on!!!
Bossie_Boots
Very beautiful work hope things get better for you soon your in my thoughts andpreyers hugs lou x
Niha
DLG OH this is awesome Shannon! I wish you the best in everything! You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers as you already know. It will all work out for the best.. Keep your chin up sis! HUGS!!!
thotto
DLG, sorry to hear this from you, I wish you all the strength you ned to overcome the hardships. Don't worry being absent from internet forums for a while, we all need a break from time to time to sort out real life problems. Hugs, Thomas
DennisReed
Beautiful render Shannon! Bravo! Sorry to hear of your troubles, but it sounds like you are facing them, and that is a begining! Prayer is big medicine, have faith in it, I do, and will add you & your son to mine! Hugs, and God Bless!
Burpee
Sweet dear! I love your two ladies...superb imagery! So sorry about the health issues and insurance problems. I have simliar story so I know what you mean :( About your son....have you listened to him sleep lately? They have found that some children have sleep apnea and it makes them ADHD. Just a thought and a simple cure if he does. All my well wishes for you!
lethalliam
Wow awesome scene and work.
cole4965
You always sound so posative I woudl have never guess all that life is throwing at you. My heart goes out to you and I feel very humbled by how well you handle what life has dealt. I truly believe that what goes around, comes around and that all will be well. Take care and I'm glad you shared if it brings you some small comfort.
MKeyes
DLG... Wow, talk about being stuck between a rock and a hard place. This is unfortunate for you and your son. What agony. Are there any County Hospitals? That offer free care and free prescriptions? They can't really deny you treatment, especially your son. Look into that, you may have to travel a bit to get there, but sure they exist there. In Chicago, its Cook County Hospital that does this, does not every state have a county hospital? I hope you find a solution and fast. You are brave, as well a surviver! Where there's a will, there is a way! Find the way, surely it must exist! And the image, stunning as usual, dark; stormy; troubled. Very well depicted! Look for answers GF, they exist! Seek and you shall find, I honestly believe that.
Skydancer917
Welcome back Shannon!! Isn't it amazing how we find the strength to get through just one more day..and then another and another. God bless you and your child, sweetie! Beautiful image!!
leehilliard
hang on girl! things always get better.if ya need a shoulder ya know where to find me . lot's of healing hugs
lizzibell
Beautiful work...
RoseMoxon
beautiful work... on the personal front, im sure things will get better for you soon, all the best, rose
BarbieDahl
Beautiful work Shannon. I love the colors and textures. I hope everything works out for you soon Hugs
kodewarrior1
Awesome render, Shan. I'm sorry for what happened to u. I disappeared too for a while... i got my troubles too... I really hope thing will be better for u and ur family! Hugs Marco
DRAKELOT
Fantastic Shannon ... Awesome image and work !!! ... Antonio.
PositivelyCreative
Nice and expressive image Shannon.
lior
Excellent job and Terrific image!
amirapsp
DLG ---> Awesome scene and work...Hugs (Love you Shannon!)
Magick_Lady
a fav 5++++ and blessings to you both
sahejaa
Hope you are feeling better, beautiful image with Lucca and i hope that thing wil go better for you, hugs Hettie
Gor111
A wonderful created fantasy scene you have created and uploaded here! Bravo!!!
chimera46
I'm sorry to hear about your battle with pain killers as well as the stress you and your son are going through, I know you can make it through this, just hang in there.
nikita_s_cold
Well, they look like good fighters, like you. They will persevere and win their battles just like you will:) Inspiring image; I hope it mirrors your strong will and spirit to survive this rough time emotionally. :)
thelufias
Sorry I missed this one Shannon....My heart goes out to you and your family... A very beautiful creation even with the demons lurking about. Take care my friend and keep me posted.
bpclarke
Bravely said and beautifully created. It's not an easy thing to do, but you will be successful. Outstanding work. Bunny