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Despair

Writers Atmosphere/Mood posted on Jul 10, 2007
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Despair. It winds around my head. It brings me down, I must lie down, I must rest. The heaviness seeps everywhere, my eyes close. But no sleep. Neurons and transmitters and glue. It's all there. In my head. No weariness stops the images from flickering, As mere exhaustion cannot make the memories stop. I just want to sleep. The day goes by. Nothing gets done. I rest. I try to think of what to do, of what I have to do. I try to think of anything but that, Which brought me to this state. Blame rests with me, weary and heavy and tired. I can find no excuses. I did this to myself. I fell down a spiral and see no way back up. I just want to sleep. They suffer too. The others. They fly from depression to rage, from love to hate, All within the space of a day or an hour. My god, what have I done? But rewinding my life, turning it back ten years then letting it fly, It would be different now. Different. And yet. And yet... The path would vary, but the course would be the same. The spiral, always downward, always wrong. The glimmer shines through. From time to time. Ambition and desire poke through the haze. Ideas. They are there. That light shines. I see it. I feel it. Nothing can undo what has been done, the harm I have caused. But I can move up, perhaps, through a different path. I can make progress of a sort. Yet, I feel so tired. I must lie down. I must rest. Despair.

Comments (3)


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cyanure

1:21AM | Wed, 11 July 2007

Well written and so treu!Well done!

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CrimsonDesire

9:04AM | Wed, 11 July 2007

A great image and words, but I hope that they do not reflect your mood, for there is always a light ahead if we push on, great work ^^

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AnteriorLobe

12:03AM | Mon, 23 July 2007

Thank you both very much. Poetry isn't exactly my thing, but this sort of popped forth one morning. I was happy in how it turned out, which is ironic I guess. Anyways, thanks for taking a look and commenting.


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