Contains Nudity (I need a shave) fiddling in the dark reaching for the slot found my way this morning after trancing around halfassleep thinking about all those yesterdays futures chocolate cake and ice cream treats after much white zin squeezing grapes up late alamode clicking spoons held up miniature fencing matches between bites plates on our bellies nibbles licks tou-che(s) sticky ears folds skins crumbs through the night you on your stomach as I cross the room by this morning light shadows and curves your lines stir me... brushing teeth remembering (contains nudity) tag as we laughed outloud grackled cackled crackled hooped and hollered at the world at nobody at us with all this crazy visual realm we exist/live in it is not who you are but more at what you : look at look like look you! you sees/seens/seems that defines that defiles that defies as all it all goes... again once again with that bright refrain with tilts and spins again ancient distant cyclic pains with burden clear strings and strains again gripping constant intense the pain cannot explain again grabbing tearing apart confused drained weakness remains then again as sunshine that arrives after heavy rains all again this too shall pass as the way abides kindness allow lay all aside pass through as a screen all attached all things return to recount try again until the right and proper turn once again from longbefore "...work out your own salvation with diligence..." rings thru again Big Sky large days with large nights large skylight on the slant of this old cabin roof first light stirs focus not moving much prone from good sleep see: Trapper Peak from my pallet morning chill by the cold faded fire framed all for me provided muchlater moving around hike up bythe creek in mountain air afternoon stretching out on by the outgrowths along/by the Bitterroots ______________________________________________ no misgivings with no regrets pain is living suffering is a given the price is due as the train always nears the station the mentally ill has until now, referred to individuals within a culture not considered having normal development if your god is not willing what happens can a whole culture be mentally ill some will say : if it can be imagined... replicant Roy Batty talking about Being near the Tannhauser Gate An area where Distance is nil Here to there the same Lightyears, boom There Roy Batty Wanting to meet To meet His maker And To ask To ask some things... Why? and Can I repent? and Can you extend my stay? "All those...moments will be lost in time ...like... tears in the rain..." Orgullo (you must figure) toma todo pride is so all-encompassing so total that you sometimes miss the obvious the sublime the loneliness' outline in the rain mirrored with pain on the drops those energies with continuance transcending constant transform quiet please some thing died yesterday gone back into the mix that strong energy those multiple vibes with styles and spins now and again coming back many numerous energies combined thrown at the world at us at all of us those brightprides those orgullos that play upon our individual spins Paul is Dead how much of the word(s) is the word actual ONLY as you cannot hear these words empirically yourself to the originator ascanbeheard cancelled long ago when I knew everything an old man was saying after just using in conversation the word - yesterday "...let's get back to that word -- yes-tee-dee... Like in - How - dee! Yes-tee-dee ! Not -- yes-ter-day? He was from? English I believe Another country SingSong round here Not sound right "yes-tee-dee" ~ this in no way mocks or attempts(on any level) to ridicule any person people place thing only to describe with words this voice voices here now you create