The day you walked out of my life by KristiS

Writers • Romance • posted on Apr 09, 2008

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I am so hurt and empty inside because of what you put me through all I ever wanted was to be happy and spend the rest of my life with you. When I realized you weren't coming back I felt like I was going to have a heartattack. Years later I still have feelings for you when I think about what you put me through I feel stupid and ashamed. The games I fell for that were played by you I am the only one to blame. To you it may have been a silly game but to me, I felt and still feel allot of pain. Sometimes I would get a sinking feeling you were thinking of me I realize now it was me wishing and hoping together again we'd someday be. All you ever told me was probably a lie and when I think about the fool I was, it tears me apart inside.

Comments (7)

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KristiS

10:37AM | Wed, 09 April 2008

I wrote this in under a minute. It's amazing, when you have such strong feelings about something...it's so easy to write. Most of my poetry I write is about the pain I've felt and still continue to feel. I know some of it might be depressing and I'm sorry. I'm going through allot right now and this is how I release those feelings so I do not take anything out on someone that doesn't deserve it.

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ToniDunlap

10:40AM | Wed, 09 April 2008

Great therapy. Smart thing to do. I hope that soon you can write about the smiles that you have in your heart and the happiness you feel!!!

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D.C.Monteny

6:19PM | Wed, 09 April 2008

Very strong, honest and powerful writing.

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meico

1:09PM | Thu, 10 April 2008

Betrayal and loss of love too often lead to plummeting self-esteem, guilt and just plain heartache. You are right ... such strong feelings pour out all of a rush - almost overwhelmimg in sheer depth of emotion. Mike

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beachzz

7:01AM | Wed, 16 April 2008

Powerful, sad, but exactly the right way to banish these demons, very well said.

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STEVIEUKWONDER

2:49AM | Thu, 20 August 2015

You are certainly NOT a fool! That guy is the FOOL, big time! He will get bitten and hurt, ten times as much as you were!
(At least I hope he does, very soon)
Murphy's Law I guess!
Enjoy the rest of your wonderful life! You're FREE of the LIAR!

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