I am sorry to have to say this, but for anyone unaware Mike sadly passed away in Decmber of 2009. He will be sorely missed by us all, Martin (Stepson)
It is, I suppose, inevitable that my upbringing has had a profound effect upon what I am, and in turn how my approach to art has developed.
My early years were spent in the Valleys of South Wales - a schizophrenic environment when the landscape of miners' terraced houses clinging to the hillside segues seamlessly into crags and fern-garnished mountainsides, vigorous brooks and secluded woodland. Musicality, lyricism and a love of spoken language are all part of my Welsh heritage and I think they are all discernable in my written works. My father was killed in WW2 and my widowed mother married a man from Manchester in the north-west of England. To say this development was a culture-shock to me is an understatement - I hated my new home, and my new family. Wales was - and remains - the place I call home, though we only visited there each summer holiday every year until my mid-teens.
Apart from those early years and visits, a further two years living semi-rough on the resort coast of North Wales, three years at College in Chester, and a single year working in the Fenlands of East Anglia, I have lived and worked in Manchester. The earthy and grounded tones in my work are directly attributable to my childhood and adolescence in the back streets of this soot-stained, grimy industrial city. My passion - and my life's work - for the education of children with special educational needs arose purely by accident: during the summer of one of those years on the North Wales Coast I worked at a Holiday Camp., and was asked, as a favour, to be 'Uncle' and look after the guests' children, arranging activities etc. The problems of one or two children who simply didn't fit in affected me deeply, and pointed me in the direction of my future career.
If asked what my influences are I could be ridiculously trite and say 'life' and given that I've lived more than sixty reasonably eventful years, there'd be more than a modicum of truth in that. However, in terms of literary influences, here goes: I've always been a voracious and woefully indiscriminate reader, although until I was in my late teens my reading was almost exclusively non-fiction. I was a typical back-street philistine late-fifties teenager interested in birds, booze and Buddy Holly - in that order. It wasn't until I reached my late teens that I began to read anything of interest, but when I did I devoured everything - Satre, Camus, Kerouac, Dostoyevsky, and Nietzsche. Poets included the beat poets Ferlinghetti et al, Blake, Gerard Manley Hopkins, Baudelaire, Rilke, Lorca, Cummings and a selection of contemporary British poets, Dylan Thomas, T S Elliott, Christopher Logue, Ted Hughes and [ironically] Sylvia Plath. Of these, I think only G M Hopkins and Dylan Thomas had any stylistic impact on my work, and then not deliberately.
Until the age of 18 art was of minor importance only - I wrote the odd poem purely as an elaborate 'chat-up line' - but my main academic interest lay in science. It was assumed that I'd go to University and end up in medical research. However, a chance friendship with an art specialist changed all that. After a few visits to pubs I discovered that I was moderately skilled in sketching likenesses: this led to portraits with pastels and then oil-painting. I was hooked. My friend sent a folio of my work to an art college and I was offered a place, much to my mother's dismay and disgust, because I'd also been offered places at Oxford and at Aberystwyth Universities to read sciences.
The upshot was that, after a catastrophic row, I turned down all the offers, left home and for two years drifted aimlessly in North Wales hardly earning enough to feed and house myself let alone afford to buy art materials. The experience with children in the holiday camp seemed like the answer to my problem - I could have a 'proper job' and still have time to make pictures and write. I made my peace with my mother, did a year's unqualified teaching to be sure I'd made the right choice, and as a compromise accepted a Teacher Training Course specialising in Art and in Human & Social Biology. At college, I exhibited and sold my first pictures and also had some poems published in college magazines.
For ten years I combined committed teaching with a moderately successful period of art production. Headship, however, requires a great deal more involvement, and the amount of spare time for painting and writing diminished year by year, until by my mid-forties I was totally wrapped up in my work to the exclusion of every other interest. My son's suicide changed all that. Art provided an essential outlet for the mental devastation of this tragedy, and for the trauma of a distinctly nightmarish final year of teaching leading to premature retirement. I don't exaggerate when I say that Art - pictures and writing - and the opportunity to 'publish' online saved my sanity.
There has been more than one defining moment in my life:
a. my sudden switch to art, leaving home, and the final choice of teaching as a career
b. my marriage and horrific divorce after 15 years
c. my son's tragic suicide [aged 29]Â - my promise to him led to online publishing
d. my premature early retirement after gross mismanagement by my employers
I'm married for the second time and have a stepson and stepdaughter, in addition to my own two daughters - and 8 grandchildren [to date!]
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Comments (18)
mickuk50
becoming a necessity to read your work .superbly written :o) mick
Chipka
Your description of how you compose a poem is as compelling as the poem itself! Both are fully engaging and filled with wonderful, smart flourishes. Beautifully done on all counts!
beachzz
It's hard to explain where the words come from, but not only did you explain it, you did it with grace, humor and a whole lot of feeling!!
dhanco
Such a wonderful explanation and poem, Mike. A perfect way to begin a day and wish I had just a tiny bit of your talent. Beautifully written.
RodolfoCiminelli
Wonderful and creative realization my friend....!!! I like the very beautiful colors and the textures
helanker
OHH! Sometimes I wish I was born English Speeking. Today I really wanted to understand all that you wrote. Unfortunately I dont. But I still I sence some of your mood and feelings in your words. Il have to do with that. In this case I wond rely on a translater. :)))
hipps13
Hi Mike so many words flow if one understands where is the fun to learn to grow wonderful work many thoughts and a smile sweet weekend to you warm hug and love, Linda
leanndra
Mike, You write so eloquently of a process that produces beauty as the final result. A wonderful metaphor for what you bring forth from your inner self. To share oneself so keenly, as you consistantly do, takes personal courage. I salute you! Lea
auntietk
Huh. That's an interesting question. Every once in a while I realize I'm composing a few lines of poetry in response to some received input. If it doesn't go away, I write it down, and keep going until I'm done. So the original nugget sort of forms itself around an idea (I suppose like nacre around a grain of sand) but once I've recognized the irritation and thought about it for a while, I just sit down to write and it all flows out. There isn't much conscious process between the grain of sand and the finished poem. I love your explanation. It makes for wonderful poetry! :)
amota99517
Beautiful art and wonder pros. I can relate to the unfolding of the words that come from within. For me it akin to taking dictation. Splendid work!!!
Meisiekind
What a graceful and amazing flow of poetic words to describe what I believe flows from your heart and soul everytime you write a single line of poetry. Brilliant my dear friend - absolutely brilliant. And the image touches deep! Hugs, Carin xx
algra
Beautiful image and a nice text.
romanceworks
A marvelous poem. Though research stimulates ideas, and is the perfect food for a vivid imagination, somehow I still believe, and have experienced, that the flow of words comes from some magic place that will forever remain a mystery, as beautiful a miracle as the transformation from fuzzy fat creature to winged beauty. CC
avalonfaayre
Chrysalis Concept. I used to get 'inspired' at the most inopportune times. I don't know if it was an escape or something developing from a twitch or a scare that sent my "sorry caterpillar all of scurry to find a comfy corner" but eventually when I kept putting it on the shelf for a more opportune moment, I found it had dried up and blown away. Nothing left but a smile. Kind of like the Cheshire Cat. Well, I love this. I understand it. I wish I had your way of painting with words. It is an art in itself. Lovely image as well.
AusPoet
Oh, I like this one, Mike. A great depiction of something which is frequently indescribable. If someone were to pose this question to me, I would struggle to find a suitable answer. Well done Mike!
amirapsp
Just Beautiful!!!
busi2ness
You make it sound so simple yet again Mike, even if I followed your advice to a Tee I would not be able to reproduce what your chrysalis is bringing forth, every time. Keep going, you combine more than one art form masterfully.
lucyjo
Beautiful!