I am sorry to have to say this, but for anyone unaware Mike sadly passed away in Decmber of 2009. He will be sorely missed by us all, Martin (Stepson)
It is, I suppose, inevitable that my upbringing has had a profound effect upon what I am, and in turn how my approach to art has developed.
My early years were spent in the Valleys of South Wales - a schizophrenic environment when the landscape of miners' terraced houses clinging to the hillside segues seamlessly into crags and fern-garnished mountainsides, vigorous brooks and secluded woodland. Musicality, lyricism and a love of spoken language are all part of my Welsh heritage and I think they are all discernable in my written works. My father was killed in WW2 and my widowed mother married a man from Manchester in the north-west of England. To say this development was a culture-shock to me is an understatement - I hated my new home, and my new family. Wales was - and remains - the place I call home, though we only visited there each summer holiday every year until my mid-teens.
Apart from those early years and visits, a further two years living semi-rough on the resort coast of North Wales, three years at College in Chester, and a single year working in the Fenlands of East Anglia, I have lived and worked in Manchester. The earthy and grounded tones in my work are directly attributable to my childhood and adolescence in the back streets of this soot-stained, grimy industrial city. My passion - and my life's work - for the education of children with special educational needs arose purely by accident: during the summer of one of those years on the North Wales Coast I worked at a Holiday Camp., and was asked, as a favour, to be 'Uncle' and look after the guests' children, arranging activities etc. The problems of one or two children who simply didn't fit in affected me deeply, and pointed me in the direction of my future career.
If asked what my influences are I could be ridiculously trite and say 'life' and given that I've lived more than sixty reasonably eventful years, there'd be more than a modicum of truth in that. However, in terms of literary influences, here goes: I've always been a voracious and woefully indiscriminate reader, although until I was in my late teens my reading was almost exclusively non-fiction. I was a typical back-street philistine late-fifties teenager interested in birds, booze and Buddy Holly - in that order. It wasn't until I reached my late teens that I began to read anything of interest, but when I did I devoured everything - Satre, Camus, Kerouac, Dostoyevsky, and Nietzsche. Poets included the beat poets Ferlinghetti et al, Blake, Gerard Manley Hopkins, Baudelaire, Rilke, Lorca, Cummings and a selection of contemporary British poets, Dylan Thomas, T S Elliott, Christopher Logue, Ted Hughes and [ironically] Sylvia Plath. Of these, I think only G M Hopkins and Dylan Thomas had any stylistic impact on my work, and then not deliberately.
Until the age of 18 art was of minor importance only - I wrote the odd poem purely as an elaborate 'chat-up line' - but my main academic interest lay in science. It was assumed that I'd go to University and end up in medical research. However, a chance friendship with an art specialist changed all that. After a few visits to pubs I discovered that I was moderately skilled in sketching likenesses: this led to portraits with pastels and then oil-painting. I was hooked. My friend sent a folio of my work to an art college and I was offered a place, much to my mother's dismay and disgust, because I'd also been offered places at Oxford and at Aberystwyth Universities to read sciences.
The upshot was that, after a catastrophic row, I turned down all the offers, left home and for two years drifted aimlessly in North Wales hardly earning enough to feed and house myself let alone afford to buy art materials. The experience with children in the holiday camp seemed like the answer to my problem - I could have a 'proper job' and still have time to make pictures and write. I made my peace with my mother, did a year's unqualified teaching to be sure I'd made the right choice, and as a compromise accepted a Teacher Training Course specialising in Art and in Human & Social Biology. At college, I exhibited and sold my first pictures and also had some poems published in college magazines.
For ten years I combined committed teaching with a moderately successful period of art production. Headship, however, requires a great deal more involvement, and the amount of spare time for painting and writing diminished year by year, until by my mid-forties I was totally wrapped up in my work to the exclusion of every other interest. My son's suicide changed all that. Art provided an essential outlet for the mental devastation of this tragedy, and for the trauma of a distinctly nightmarish final year of teaching leading to premature retirement. I don't exaggerate when I say that Art - pictures and writing - and the opportunity to 'publish' online saved my sanity.
There has been more than one defining moment in my life:
a. my sudden switch to art, leaving home, and the final choice of teaching as a career
b. my marriage and horrific divorce after 15 years
c. my son's tragic suicide [aged 29] - my promise to him led to online publishing
d. my premature early retirement after gross mismanagement by my employers
I'm married for the second time and have a stepson and stepdaughter, in addition to my own two daughters - and 8 grandchildren [to date!]
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Comments (23)
RodolfoCiminelli
Fantastic and very expressive realization Mike, this work have a very beautiful and creative postwork....!!!! Beautiful graphic aspect.....!!!!
auntietk
I was going to pick a favorite, but couldn't. They're each the best, depending on which one I'm reading! You have an amazing talent, my friend.
helanker
Yes, you certainly know how to use words, Mike. So beautiful poems and sad too. Very touching.
dhanco
Such true and poignant words, Mike. They express the emotions of loss and separation elegantly. Beautiful, all of them.
hipps13
Hi Mike I do not wear shoes so no slipper will fit me the words and image brought many thoughts and a smile or two for life's obstacles wonderful work sweet weekend to you Thanks for caring warm hug and love, Linda
romanceworks
You say so much in a few short, perfectly chosen words. The greatest joy comes from loving and we want to forget the pain. Guess that's why we never really give up on it. CC
leanndra
These are so sad! I think many of us have felt just those things that you express so well, and so personally. Sometimes life kicks you in the butt! I say kick it back! ;) Keep that flame burning brightly. Lea
Meisiekind
There is so much emotion and pain in these poems Mike. I cringed while I read them - especially the last one. Wonderful play with words dear friend. Hugs, Carin
VDH
Creative and Beautiful work!
novelist
Good for you for standing up again. And poetry and art help us do that. Those of us who have had similar experiences in life understand those feelings well. Lovely verses with universal appeal. I could see you writing a poetry or chap book about loss, one about heritage, among other subjects . . . and how unusual that you also have the gift to illustrate them yourself.
lil_t
Ummmm... what to say here...a loss of words comes to mind. Maybe it's the relativity... such expression and talent in your writing! Blessings for you then and now, although I do believe you have come past these words you expressed and were witness to long ago! Thanks for sharing them with us!
amota99517
Your pros are filled with such heart felt thoughts and move the reader to want to see more. You paint such lovely images in the mind with your words. Splendid work and then some!!!!
tallpindo
Humble beginings are blocked by ill fame. For me it was Thornton. I found a brand of gas in Virginia ???? nope! But it led to a dead wino in the owners burned out truck and an empty cash box in Front Royal. A neighbor? he died leaving a yellow Cadillac and a black BMW to his widow. Finally I saw it in the paper yesterday in a book review. Captain Thornton was attacked by a Mexican cavalry unit to begin the Mexican-American War. That is how Colt looks to a Cuban. The reviewer said it was like the Tonkin Gulf incident.
vlaaitje
yes you have say so much within less words......wonderful so as always
elisheba
I like the bitterness of those words, "Slightly used" is as short as effective...
e-brink
Excellent illustration... great words. I particularly like 'Luck's a Lady'.
A_Sunbeam
We all live in hope - get knocked down and get up again! Nice work!
algra
Great Mike, both your words and the excellent picture!
tizjezzme
Beautiful ... I love your writing. ((((Hugz))))
Wolfspirit
Mike, the last one provoked a thought. I have discovered often while attempting the role of a lady, ladies don't love their self. Today I can promise you as anyone else a truth. I'm no lady! As far as who ever came up with the term "lucks a lady", is the fool.
beachzz
OH, it seems sad, but I also feel that spirit that defines you, the same thing that let you go on to write these words, and jump right back in. Even to have loved and lost.......I'd rather fall head over heels, savor every moment, then be burned spurned overturned than to never feel that kind of emotion.
amirapsp
Fantastic image and composition...Hugs
LovelyPoetess
Very succinctly written, without resorting to maudlinism. Bravo on your trio of works. : )