Irreplaceable - for my Aunt by ilona
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Description
9 days ago my aunt left us to take her final trip and it felt like the most special rose of the garden had been ripped out and suddenly everything around just perished. No more colors, no more sounds... just that empty feeling of a big loss. I know that in time the garden will blossom again and life will take its course... but there will never be another rose like her again... and the garden will never be the same.
Goodbye aunt Dane (Helaine).. I love you now and I will love you always...
"Who can say for certain
Maybe you’re still here
I feel you all around me
Your memories so clear
Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You’re still an inspiration
Can it be (? )
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above
Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you’re there
A breath away’s not far
To where you are...
I know you're there...
A breath away is not far to where you are...
... (To where you are - Josh Groban)"
Thank you all for your support and forgive me for exorcising my darkness at the moment... I just had to take it off my chest..
Ilona
Comments (83)
elfin12u
"exorcising my darkness" is an interesting but accurate way of putting it, also something I have yet to do,....almost three years after losing two brothers within a month of each other. The pain will ease with time, but you are right in stating that the garden will never be the same. Change is never looked forward to fondly, but the ironic thing in life is, that the only constant....will be change. No need for apologies, I'm glad you could express yourself, much healthier than just stuffing everything down inside. This is a great tribute! Thank you much for sharing....and for helping me to realize that I have unattended issues to deal with yet.
Iceshark39
Most deepest condolences for your loss, but a beautiful tribute to her memory.
Avalonne
Sweetheart, never EVER apologize for letting your art take the hurt from your soul...that is what art is supposed to do. Your dear sweet aunt is looking down at you from her golden place and she is so proud and so happy that such a talent as yours was used to create such a loving dedication to her. You know something? Before I ever even read the words below your post, I made this a Favorite, and I said it spoke to my soul...and it did. This is the purest form of art....Art born of emotion. The hurt will fade my friend...I promise you that. But believe me when I say that this image will reside on my desktop for a long, long time....as testament of the Power of Love {{{{{Hugs}}}}
BigKat70_
So sorry for your loss sweetie, losing someone is never easy. You and your family are in my prayers. lub ya Kathy
fabiana
you have the power of make the roses bloom again... not that rose in the material world, but yes in your soul that actually is a garden... all what I can say is that we love you and always will be there for you. You already knew that but is good to say it again :) No one of us is safe from this kind of pains... life must go on. Love you a lot, sister :)
MidnightStorm
I'm so sorry to hear about your aunt my friend... big hugs My thoughts and prayers are with u always my dear friend.....
45Cool
I'm so sorry for your loss. She would be proud of the image!
MarciaGomes
MINHA AMIGA QUE TRISTE QUE VOCÊ PERDEU SUA TIA SEI A DOR DE PERDER ALGUÉM QUE AMAMOS AGORA ELA DEVE ESTAR BEM JUNTO DOS ANJOS. TUA OBRA É MARAVILHOSA MAGNIFICO ANJO,UM LINDO TRIBUTO PARA SUA TIA.++++++++++5
mixart
Stunning ! ! !
PhilW
A lovely image and a wonderful tribute - I hope your many friends here will help you through it.
MadameL
Nunca mais o jardim será o mesmo, mas a lembrança dela sempre trará perfume às nossas almas.. sempre...
A23D
Irreplacable... beautiful title, words and very atmosphereful touching render for her you made Ilona. So sorry for your loss.
lyron
Amazing work!!
geechy72
A very wonderful tribute Ilona. Thank you for sharing this. You have my deepest sympathies in this time. As many have stated, nothing can take the pain away, only time can help numb it.
bebert
splendid image !!
Sylvia
Incredibly ~Beautiful~ PURE MAGIC!!! You have an Angel now in Heaven watching over You
kasalin
Very beautiful - character, lighting and pose !!! Marvelous dedication !!! "V":5+++++ :):):)
kenmo
A very beautiful image....
Atom
Sorry for your loss dear Ilona, great image t dedicate!!!
julesart
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. But she is now smiling down upon you because she is in a good place. This is a wonderful dedication in her memory. Great render!
DonaKuka
I'm so deeply sorry sweetheart. Wish I had some magic words so I could make you feel better in this moment, I have not but, my heart, my thoughts and my prayers are with you! Big Hug Kuka
MagikUnicorn
Lovely work!
icerian
Great work, magic night colours. Very good! 5+