Memorial to my Dad -- 09-23-02 -- Please Read by Iceshark39
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Today, with this photo collage, it marks, not only my 100th upload to Renderosity, but the sixth year of my Father's death to cancer.
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It seemed, somehow fitting, that this memorial collage should be my 100th image, even though I wracked my brain to the point of migraines trying to figure out something that would be a 'WOW!' or even remotely suitable image to commemorate something that has come to mean so much to me. When the day dawned, I realized that nothing I could have rendered could have ever come as close to meaning as much to me as my Dad did.
I remember so much that I'll never hear again:
Like how when you were in the service and you and your buddies took out a jeep to go cruising and drinking, you all made it back to your base, but somehow...the jeep didn't (don't worry, I'm sure it turned up off a road in Germany somewhere!).
Taking me to Father Daughter dances and seeing me off when I went to Senior Prom.
When we went to Vasona Lake and I tipped the damned canoe.
You teaching me how to build things (like that dog run in Atascadero and the lath house in San Jose)
Taking me out fishing -- both out on the boats out of San Francisco and off the beach and pier in San Simeon (don't worry, you're still the "Seaweed Catching Champion" I think we still have that rock somewhere).
Always being supportive of my artwork, even if you didn't really like the drawing.
I'd say teaching me to drive, but we all know that wasn't fun for you at all! (you know, I think I learned swear words that day I never knew existed)
Starling still looks for you sometimes, when we go to the condo, and she still loves riding in the truck.
And, in the final hours...I remember how useless I felt after I cut my foot when trying to block those darned windows in front of the house, and spent those last few days in a doped up haze of my own to deal with that pain from the stitches.
I remember, too, the morning you were gone...
I learned to love war movies and westerns - John Wayne, Clint Eastwood, Michael Caine (even though it got to the point I couldn't STAND to watch it, to this day, if Zulu is on, I watch it!!!), to name only a few.
And I think about all you're still going to miss...and I know a lot of these are selfish:
You'll not be there to walk me down the isle when I get married
Or see your grandchildren, should I ever have them
Sometimes, I swear, I hear your voice, even in my dreams
And nothing will ever take the pain of one thing away....
I never got to tell you, just how much I loved you
And I never got to say good-bye....
I miss you so much and miss you every day.
I'll always be your Little Princess and your little Srog.
I love you, Daddy~
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Photos are a mix of ones taken by my Mother and myself through the years.
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Comments (39)
Faemike55
Very touching
Darkwish
You did really great pics! 5
SWard80
Forgive me for I am finding it very difficult to find words that can do justice to this. Its a beautiful, very emotion tribute my love. My warmest wishes be with you and your mom today and always. Looks like your Dad was quite the character and I only regret never having had the chance to meet him. But you know as well as I that he'll always be with you. Congradulations on your 100th post, by the way.
myquad
A beautiful and touching tribute.
MrsLubner
A touching tribute. I have similar thoughts and memories of my dad and me. There is a special bond between father and daughter. I can see his zest for life, his love for you, his good humor and his protective nature in these shots. Congrats on your 100th upload as well.
mikeerson
They're never gone you know... you just can't hear the phone ring and answer it anymore... Life feels empty without them. My Mother has been gone 7 years now... I miss who I was the most... she hasn't changed - but I have. I dream about my Mother all the time... it's funny, something durring the day will remind me of what I dreamed and when I start trying to put the pieces together, somehow, my Mother is involved... I do believe they are there watching and waiting for us to bust a move - had to put some humor in there, My eyes feel a little moist. ...Congrats on #100!!!
3Dpixi
I would say congrats on your 100th ... but the message and words are sad ... Wonderful tribute to your Dad!!
lorddarkwolf
awesome dedication I think he would be proud of his little girl for this
lior
Very touching image!5*
mermaid
lacking the words right now and not seeing quite clear either...but this is such a touching and wonderful dedi to your dad... and somehow I feel he knows, wherever his spirit is now...
kimariehere
My father was born in 39 too and I lost him in 03 sigh -you think you can get over it but never really do - i still ache inside myheart and long to talk to him... this is a beautiful tribute to his memory though... 100 post is quite a milestone a great way to reflect with this collage and thoughts of your father
redflame
a great way to honor your beloved father. and you have all the beautful memories of all the good times you had with him.
mininessie
lovely!
lyron
Great tribute!
tennesseecowgirl
You choose a wonderful way to celebrate your 100th post, and to remember your father as well. Sure moved me to tears, sounds like a wonderful man and father. Take care!!
schonee
Congratulations on your 100th and what a great way to honor your dad...
magnus073
Stacey this is so wonderful and touching for your 100th upload and I know your Dad is so proud of you as he looks down from heaven :) Your Dad sounds like he was a really great man and missed by all who knew him and I think your Dad and I have the same taste in movies ;)
TwoPynts
Fabulous tribute, nicely done.
DarkStormCrow
Excellent, nicely done...
NekhbetSun
Wonderful and touching and I almost cried....both my parents are gone and I can understand how you feel....lovely images And congrats on the 100 !
cherokee1961
A very well done tribute, left me in tears. I lost my own father to cancer almost exactly 27 years ago (just 5 days before my son was born). The pain never goes away, but it does become less sharp over time...
rainbows
A deeply moving and beautiful tribute to your Dad. He will always be with you in your heart. Gentle hugs Diane.
dbrv6
Very touching tribute and our times and stories with our families are the best of those.
Richardphotos
excellent remembrance of loving memories
Syltermermaid
A wonderful collage!!! I know what you feel, I lost both my parents a long time ago and still miss them! A wonderful dedication. Hugs Ute
zaqxsw
Lovely tribute Stacey! Very moving!
BenBischop
Congratz on #100....Great Dedi...!!
Radar_rad-dude
Judging from all the marvelous comments you have on your 100th, I would say you have really touched a nerve! This is such a touching and marvelous tribute you have woven! It certainly made me think of my parents, and all the great times we had together. Bravo! Well done!!!!!
moonbunnie
Wonderful dedication and memories , I envy you for having such treasure- memories. I lost my mother when I was too young and i wish I knew her better.
kitzie21
Just from these image it's easy to see your father must have been a wonderful, fun and life-loving man. This is a wonderful tribute.