~My Beautiful Nanna~ by originalkitten
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My Nanna is on her last few days. This will probably be my last picture of the year so I would like it to be to one of the most important people in my life.
She is having a horrible death. The cancer is eating away at her and she is a shell. Not my Nanna anymore. She is in terrible pain as she is allergic to morphine too. :O(
My sons and I are devastated and I can't sleep waiting for a phone call. Everytime I do drift off I wake up again thinking I hear the phone with "the call".
My Nanna is not only my grandmother but my friend and my confidant. She brought me up because my mum was too sick too. She makes me laugh when I cry. She unbroke my heart when it was broken. She is my rock. I have no idea what I'm going to do without her.
Nanna please let go. It's ok for you to go now. Nanna Lydia and Ariel are waiting for you. They don't want you to be in any pain anymore. It's ok to leave us and go be with them. We will meet again soon. I love you Nanna. Steven and Ian do too. We always will.
My Nanna - this was taken when she was a Nanny for the Banque de Marsh family in Spain.
Comments (28)
fishbelt
She has a sweet smile and am sure you were blessed with many good years with her. Such ending are very hard to deal with, as I have lost my share of family to canser. At times as you have done,telling them it's OK to go will help her a lot. Just keep in mind her smile and the good years. Bless and your Nanna. Will
Claywoman
Very nice!
lunchlady
Very beautiful lady! I'm very sorry to hear this news. My thoughts are with you.
PandyGirl
Oh sweet girl.. I know what your going through. Just remember she will still be there for you no matter what. And I will say this only because I lost a grandmother to cancer and a bad heart, even though we don't want them to go, even though we don't know how we can make it without them. You will.. she is never going to be far, as long as you have memories of her, she will always be there to pull you up. And those times she made you laugh, I can guarantee if you remember those times, you will laugh. It will take some time, but they will come back to you. You know how to reach me dear, if you just want to vent. I am there.. And that is a lovely photo of her to have.
M2A
I share your sadness and your wish for a mind liberty of your nanny. Cancer grows and hits hard, but our strength will always fight back this slack era health megablast. Kiss.
pc_artist
am sorry to learn of your grandmother who is so gravely ill BIIGGGG HUGGS nice photo though of her..
busi2ness
It breaks my heart because I understand what you're going through. May 2009 bring new hope, comfort and joy for you and yours! Piet
PapaSkip
What a beautiful lady. My mother went the same way 27 years ago. I am so sorry for your pain.
Viratelle
only one word for you and family... courage
JosephineAu
Bless you and your family at this time. I wish you strength and love Hugs Jo
awadissk
Very touching words, I'm sharing with you your pain my Dad passed away a while ago as well.
MKeyes
She was certainly a stunning woman, and it's terrible that she must face this kind of ending, as much as you might hate to face it, pray for a quick ending that her pain ends soon! You hang in there sweety, that's a new day coming and may it be the best for you and your family!
elfin12u
This is a thoughtful tribute. Cancer has a knack of ravishing ones body until there is little resembling a once hale and robust person. I also wished for my father to just let go in early November, his existence had no more quality or joy left in it, and that is certainly no way to live. Please take good care M'lady, I pray that this up coming new year brings you some new joys and friendships. Your Nana seems to be a remarkable woman,...as are you.
Daidalos
What a beautiful woman. OK, given my own grandmother raised me, and is not just my grandmother but my friend/confidant too, I can certainly understand what you must be going through. And am so very sorry for you. If there's anything I can do, please don't hesitate to fire off a sitemail to me. My prayers will be with you and your family.
Burpee
It is right to tell Nana to 'let go' and not be afraid of the light. Her pain will be gone and she will be at peace. I'm sorry for you and your family that you are losing such an important part of yourselves with Nana's passing. I wish that it could be painless for her. I will pray for her release and send you all my sympathies.
Star4mation
So that's where you get your good looks from Lou ;) Thinking of you hun, hope 2009 will be better for you and the boys :) xxx
bebert
I know what represents the loss of a very dear being. I wish you a lot of courage, and support you with all my heart. Hugs and kisses Robert.
Penters
Gh Lou...this is a really hard time for you, a lot of us have been in similar pain, I know it's very very hard but our loved ones are never far away, no matter what! You know we are all thinking about you here. x Dave The pic is beautiful
ericfarris
Happy new year Louise, beautiful tribute :)
sapat
Heartbreaking....... I am so sorry :( Will keep you all in my prayers. She is a very beautiful woman. Hugz, Suze
pixelmeister
Wonderful image, very nice! Happy New Year!
keeneye
Hey, be strong and take the lessons she's taught you and pass them on, that's what she'd want you to do!! She'll be pain free soon... and you too!!! hugs... Happy New Year 2009 to you & yours!!!!! May we all find peace this coming year!! Thanks for sharing your time & talents with us here @ RR!!!
Dave-So
your nanna is indeed a beautiful woman. Please that you accept my very humble good wishes to you and that you will comfort in all will be good for you. I cannot say I can truly feel as you must, but have seen friends and family go through this disease, and it is extremely hard to comprehend and deal with. Just know that we are all here for you and will try to assist you in any way possible...just ask.
sylki
An elegant and beautiful lady.
ds91202
What a beautiful woman. I am so sorry for you and your sons. Hope you both find peace soon.
debbielove
Thoughts are with you, babe. Comments on Devo.... X Rob.
Skipychic
What an awesomely beautiful woman.. my heart is with you Lou..
STEVIEUKWONDER
I lost my first wife and Mother to cancer, so I know only too well how you must be feeling Louise. I hope your fond memories of your Nanna, help you through the grieving. Take care!