I was born and raised here in central Wisconsin, and always loved art. My high School art Teacher thought I should pursue it as a career, I decided not to, and have regretted that decision ever since. I stumbled across this site a few years back and became enthralled with all of the amazing artwork on display, I was in Nirvana, able to shed the days stress by viewing what everyone was doing. It didn’t take long before I started saving artists to my favorites, and in doing so, started to add stress back into my life. The list had grown so large, that it soon became impossible to always comment even with just a few words, for the work they all had posted.  So,…if you’re reading this and wonder as to why I don’t always remark on something you’ve done, it’s not because your talent or post wasn’t worthy, but simply because I don’t have the time. For that, I apologize most sincerely.
I am divorced, with three incredible children, my youngest is now seventeen, going on 28. I don’t think I’m going to allow her to date until probably her forties. I’m currently in a relationship, and have been for more than just a few years ( too long to not have a ring yet,….at least in her eyes. ), with the most amazing woman. It’s nice to feel loved and cared for, but I don’t feel as if I deserve her sometimes.
Cheri is a new member here, posting under elfin14doaks. It took me well over a year to get her to check this site and you all out, but now that she has, I think she's found her niche. Thank you all so much for welcoming and accepting her, I don't recall ever seeing her happier. I may have helped to create a monster though, used to be she rarely turned her computer on, now it's the first thing she does when she gets home. Her first endeavor, is to scan through all of her folders of photos, to try and find something worthy of you to post, then she'll spend hours going through the galleries, commenting on everything that catches her eye. You all have helped to create and instill a sense of purpose in her life,......for that I thank you!!
I’m hoping to finally be able to purchase that which I feel I need, in order to someday be able to start creating and posting art of my own. Until then, I really don’t feel as though I could ever be critical of anything someone posts here, it wouldn’t be fair, to not have exposed myself to the same. I love this community and the people in it, I don’t think it possible to find such a large and diverse group of caring and nurturing individuals anywhere else.
I came because of the art,……..but stayed because of you!!  Â
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Comments (17)
elfin14doaks
I don't know them all, nor do I know them as well, but they have all treated me like part of the big family we were. Hopefully everyone stays in touch and the renegade Christmas party will include them all.
micajo49203
Wow! As much as you say it...it's not always good. The tears keep coming. You would think that the body would eventually say enough...but not yet.
auntietk
This hits hard, my friend. I can feel how it must be. I've been at the same place for 18 years, and know how hard it would be to lose a friend that way. Take good care, my dear.
beachzz
You describe this so well, the emotions and the fears--beautiful writing!!
ZanderXL
Excellent words.
wysiwig
No one is safe my friend. I was laid off two weeks after my 30th anniversary. When I went to the lay-off briefing there was not one person in the room under 50. The atmosphere at work was/is so miserable that I was actually ok with being let go. If you visit my gallery you will notice I am spending a lot more time on my photography (which is really what I want to do anyway). Tell your friends that this to shall pass and they will survive.
TallPockets
WELL said, KIND SOUL .... Being a MICHIGAN resident, we have a SAD but TRUE saying: "Last one leaving Michigan turn out the lights". ~SIGH~ TallPockets.
2121
Its the same world over, depressing really, it seems that all the time, energy and devotion we put into these places just gets thrown in our faces....so sad. What i want to know is who will pay???? Its just not fair
jendellas
My friend Julie, (red boys) her husband lost his job a couple of months ago after 27 years, just like that, BYE BYE!!!!!!!
tofi
A beautifully put, and carefully composed written piece that tactfully and painfully describes the emotions, the confusion, bewilderment and resentment so very well, without even having to use those particular adjectives within. The metaphor for losing one's "familiar" for Darkness is indeed most perfect.... and the poem sets a foreboding, sorrowful mood and atmosphere.. begs of one to think about all those lives affected by one decision..... Prayers are with all of those in the situation, but ofcourse, it's true that in same way, shape or form the "end" is only a beginning of a different chapter--- Wonderful descriptive, emotionally charged writing!
giovanino
Beautiful my friend,
clbsmiley
Great writing, captures the emotions. I have friends who are in all stages of that. It is very scary. Thanks for the Happy Birthday message.
ShadowsNTime
Super writing, I have been in your shoes and understand the emotions so well. Thoughts and prayers to all including you! Sorry I missed this, I had you as a fav artist but did not get notified! Doing again!
moochagoo
Great words :)
mrestey
Oh WOW! I hope you are still employeed! Though sad, this writing shows your skill as a Bard.
chasfh
Ouch! I know how they feel. Not a good place to be, especially at the moment with things so tough already. I hope that for you at least, things are well. Excellent and heartfelt words my friend. All the best to you and your friends...
Digitaleagle
This hits home for me too I was laid off 6 months ago I quit a job that I had been at for 17 years to take a job I thought for job security it lasted 3 months. The company I was working at is closing thier doors. Well written and these are dark times Hope all is well with you and yours!!