My artistic life in as few a words as Possible.
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Before my first computer (a Macintosh 1600, one of the first of the so called Power PC's Apple put out), I did pen and ink work on my regular spot...  this being the steps of the First Presbyterian Church across the street from San Francisco's "Hard Rock Cafe".  I used to tell people I was between a Place and a Hard Rock  (I know, it didn't get any laughs then either) but after a few days sales skyrocketed.   As I got better, and MUCH quicker, at doing ink drawings of Wolves, Bears and other High end Animal Predators sales was a never ending sequence of 20 minutes of drawing (and making between 10 and 20 dollars in the time it took to make a picture ,because of people stopping to watch me draw and giving contributions of not less than a dollar at a time) and taking less than 10 or 20 minutes to sell them at the cheap price of 20 dollars, I was averaging about 40 to 60 dollars an hour on the street or my church steps.   To aid me, and because the police frowned on anyone standing or sitting in one spot, the church gave me an exclusive, signed and stamped letter saying I could be there 24 hours of the day.   At the time, and because I was then homeless,  I ended up not only drawing but eating sleeping and conducting all sales from that spot.
    Soon the word spread and people started to call me the "Wolf Man" because I could turn out a great wolf drawing in about 10 minutes, tops.   People would order pictures in the mornings and come back to pick them up on their lunch breaks or on their way back home in the evening.  Â
    Sadly at the time I had a bad addiction to some of San Francisco's finest drugs.   I would start drawing at 5 in the morning and end about 2 in the next morning.   As you can see I was not getting very much sleep but I was, how shall I put it, DRIVEN to do as much as I could and with the amount of money I was able to make kept not only my habit but those of a few "friends", if that is what you could call them.   When one makes about 500 dolars a day and can't even afford to rent a room then I say that is a SAD state to find one in.   My so called friends loved it..  I on the other hand started to feel like a hamster ion a tread wheel.   All that running and I got absolutely no where.   My state of mind because of the drugs and lack of sleep caused me to have a slight break with reality and so I eventually ended up in the state mental health programs.   I was already bipolar but when I started to get mad at people that were not there the outside world began to take notice and the church folk who supported me in my art endevours decided I needed help.  One day while screaming at the top of my lungs at someone that only I could see the church, which was having a Sunday school meeting inside decided that I fit the police description of what is called in California a 51-50..  A person that is in danger of hurting themselves or others because of a mental problem.   After the police arrived and sent me off to the hospital for 6 months of observation and treatment I was released.    Though I was making a lot of money I had come to realise that I could never get clean in San Francisco so I went to the coast hiway and left.  I made it just 90 miles that first day and ended up in Santa Cruz, California..  I had become determined to beat this problem of mine and though I would always be somewhat biPolar I knew that I must stop all drug use..  I did really good and though I didn't make as much for my artwork here (I wasn't driven by the drugs anymore) I did alright.   One thing lead to another and I soon met my wife.   About a year or so later we had our first child and my life settled down a lot.  I have continued to remain drug free for the last 15 years and now have a beautiful, and VERY smart daughter.   It was the best thing I have ever done.   I then dscovered the computer and photoshop.Â
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I have been doing this for about 12 years now. Â Â Started out on Bryce 2 (not counting Photoshop) and went all the way through the most modern versions. Â Â I picked up a copy of Poser 3 along the way and at first was not too happy with my inability to understand how to use it. Â At first I just used it to populate Bryce pictures but then I started to catch on to a lot more of the possibilities that this program contained. Â Â As my use increased my understanding of what was possible with Poser. Â Â I am now so addicted that I have bought every upgrade that has come out. Â Â As with Poser, most of the other programs I have bought along the way have been a real challenge. Â Â I have (regretably) given up on most and remained with only Poser. Â
   I invite you all to partake of my gallery and, PLEASE, read the stories as well.   They give a whole other dimension to the pictures themselves.  Â
Life has become a totally different thing for me now.  I Own a very nice two story home on 3 acres, I have helped my wife start her business (she is a great animal groomer and a vetinary technician and my daughter is going to a College preparitory school, well on her way to a university of her choice (gets all straight A's and A+'s)  so I would say what ever  God there may be has smiled heavily upon me.   My health is not great but Hopefully I won't up and die in the next couple of years and my family is set for life.  On this note  I will end this little story and give my wish that you all stay healthy and safe and keep on doing your artworks as well...  Luv, GENE
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Comments (14)
lyron
Wonderful colors and scene!!
Shalimar-Cherie
Amazing fabulous in Colors , Light , Scene details and Chracter ! Cool Story also , fine done all around .
M2A
Your render is stunning, i like the punch it gives. Figures are great too. Good job.
bakapo
I think they are a cute couple. :) the colors is this really stand out. I like the castle a lot, too.
Roboman28
Interesting picture and storyline. A good perspective.
Grimslade
excellent scene and story; more layers to the story than first meets the eye; great job mon ami!
RodolfoCiminelli
A fantastic and spectacular realization, impressive render have a impressive detail....!!!
tamburro
Fantastic colors!!!! Excellent scene and story!!!
Thetis
awesome scene, excellent
bazza
Lovely scene and the castle looks superb as does the ship..excellent work on the characters also and the story is first class, Well done my friend!!
Tracesl
excellent scene
jocko500
sorry to hear you can not sleep. i know a man like that and the doctors give him a machine that sounds like a AC window unit. he turned it on and sleeps like a baby. he say if he know that he would had bought a AC window unite for his bedroom years ago. cool image too
genefleeman
What I have is not helped by Air conditioning.. I DID, however, use a machine called a CPAP machine which forces air down your throat to keep you breathing as I sleep. That did nothing more than keep me awake further because it DID force air down my throat (which I must say is not a good experience at all). When I stop breathing at night while asleep My body dumps adrenaline into my system to make my body gasp for air. It does not fully awaken me but does keep me from reaching any REM sleep so I never dream and slowly become more and more fatigued till I can no longer stay awake in the daytime and spend most of my day passing out over and over again. It is part of the reason I have gone from a picture a day to one picture every 4 days.. It kills me that I can't do more artwork and it usually kills any works I start. Not dreaming has the added feature of totally messing my ability to imagine new ideas and by now I no longer have any fresh ideas. A permanent block on my ability to have an imagination, something I once prided myself on. So I am not sure an AC would be of any value. There is NO cure and, other than the CPAP machine, no treatment.. I will be like this till I die of a stroke or a heart attack. That is how most people that don't respond to the machine end up... I once heard this woman, Nancy Grace, the right wing TV celeb say she doesn't understand how someone could die from SNORING.. She has no concept of what it is she is talking about since s snoring sound is all that it has in common with SNORING. People make a snorking, snoring sound when they finally catch their breath after a minute of suffocating with this disease. That is the only similarity. Over the years I now feel that ANYTHING would be better than to continue on this way. I know a dead person has no life at all but being passed out and not even dreams going through my head is pretty much the same thing. At this stage I have 4 hours a day of LIFE and for the other 20 I am for all purposes pretty much dead...
Savage_dragon
Beautiful work. You are in my Prayers.