Thank you all for the incredible posts and sitemails. My birthday was amazing. This community is like no other in the world. Not only are the people on this site the most phenomenal artists, photographers,and writers, but you all have the most beautiful hearts and souls. When I was down you rallied around me and lifted me up. Now I have HAPPY tears. I don't remember the last time before this was that I had happy tears. You all made me feel so loved. I can't ever thank you all enough for what you have done. I love you all with all my heart. Update: The lack of insurance is about to come to an end. I applied for Badger Care Plus the day this started. There was a lot of red tape to go through. The states of California ( where I was born) and Wisconsin (where I currently live) did not want to cooperate with each other. I was chasing around trying to get a certified copy of my birth certificate, also my employer has not paid taxes in for me at all this year, so I had to prove my employment status. It's been crazy. Finally I need to show that my son is still in school and a senior in high school. At that point they will tell me what my premiums will be and back date it to the month I applied. They will pay what is left out there and reimburse me for part of what I already paid. Then we can move forward, which ironically is the name of the insurance card. I thought it would have said Badger Care. By the way, I found this all out on my birthday. Like I said my birthday was amazing, between the news and the love and support. Thank you all for caring so deeply, may you be blessed with the highest love and peace, Cheri