BIO
Hi there (LOL) this is me Susan This was about 41/2 yrs ago I still look the same only my hair is shorter:) I have been married for 25yrs to Danny and have a son Bruce 31,by my first husband, I am also owned by my wonderful confidante, Winston my darling daschaund and Mere Kitty the new Persian kitten:) I am a Breast Cancer Survivor, was in remission but it has mestastized from my breast to my spine (bone cancer) Can't operate or do a biopsy even due to the location....My Dr told me if they were to go in...and do a biopsy ,they know air would touch it and well that would be all of me.........and I would soon be down for the count...my family Dr said he thought it was just wonferful..
I am currently taking chemo and stay in pain a lot of the time.....please forgive me if I don't answer your ebots right away.......Somedays I stay in bed for 2 to 3 days.....and wake up in the middle of the night crying in pain....I am trying to have a cheerful attitude with this and just thanking God I can wake up every day and try to smile and enjoy life..
I love to garden, read, take pics and play with my daschaund..I also have poems on Allpoetry.com under the name of Blushfulmoon......Would love to get them published someday....If you go visit me please tell me your from Renderosity.....Thank you for all your comments and keep me in your prayers..I need them so bad.....Oh I forgot to mention I am 52 years old....born March 25th 1955 making me an Aries..I am very true to what the astrologers say about the sign..........I make friends easy..sometimes quick tempered but cool off in a manner of minutes.....I can't stand anyone being mad at me........LOL.......I am so thankful for all the friends I have made here on Renderosity.....You are all special in my heart:)
Love all of you all
Hugs n love
Susan aka Blush
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Comments (87)
miashadows
This is so beautiful Susan,looks like something out of a story book !You are always an inspiration but you are human too.Sorry to hear things got so hard for you but i am glad that you are still here.Hang in there sis...big hugs....
dorothylee
Awww, poor little cold guy. Saw a squirrel a few days ago hopping in the snow in a neighbor's yard. Too cold to motivate and get my camera, ugh winter. Hope you feel better soon - I don't think I could through all the things you have been through.
mgtcs
This is so cute, adorable image and a excellent shot! I disagree with you about the results of the CT, the only think we have in our lives is our thoughts, we can do anything, be anything and make anything in our minds, so please redirect your thoughts and make the results be better. I know that it can seem easy for me to say that, but, believe me, I know it's very hard and I say this from the bottom of my heart. You will be in our prayers!
evielouise
Such a darling picture ours seem to be hiding becuase it's cold and then when it's too hot they come to my yard and sit under the trees for shade funny little creatures indeed: If you have given up re:your incident..You would never have seen this creature,never see the sunrise again,never have gotten all these wonderful messages on these post never is a sad word for this subject *** Something no one has suggested here is amazing to me perhaps they are thinking it not saying it but sometimes that's too late if one does not speak up and so, I will say it--you need more than a friends help at this point,,seek proffesional help I know what I am talking about ,as you know I lost a brother 3 months ago he actually was saving up morphrine pills I got help for him right then and there: and he did last a few more months but did not do himself in when jesus is ready for any of us that's when he wants us not before until someone walks in another shoes can not know what brought you to that dark place ,however, pain. iilness,.divorce..death of a loved one just anger,frustration sometimes a whole bunch of things may bring anyone to it but the smart thing is for any of us is to seek the right kind of help: get help please....hugs :
traceyjane
Great shot of a cutie. Don't feel ashamed to ask for help or say that this life ain't fair and you're having a hard time coping, or that you are feeling low. I can't say I know how you feel or know what you are going through, but I can say that with the love and support of your nearest and dearest the love and light will shine through. Also know that lot's of love and healing prayers are heading your way from all around the world. wishing you love, light and strength to fight and overcome your health problems xxx
madame
What a cute capture... lovely soft lighting ! Courage Susan, there is a light in the end of the tunnel, don't lose hope, hang on ! You are in my thoughts :)
adrie
Very lovely photoshot Susan, hope your will feeling better soon my friend...and i will have you in my prayers....hugs Adrie.
Miska7
Very cute! Great capture!
alida
cute creature.)
Kyms_Cave
You know Bub! you are never out of my prayers..even when I am missing in action here at Rendo I am still sending everything your way.... Just remember you never have to be sorry for being human..a close family member also tried reciently..just remember no matter how hard it gets..there are sooooo!!! many people who love you and want you around for as long as we can have you.. You know I laughted out loud when I read this title..see you have brightened my day up a thousand fold with this and believe me I really needed it right now.. Love you heaps and hang in ther my friend...Hugs...K
decie
thats is cute and it looks as if its praying for no more snow. thank you for dropping by on my gallery. very nice capture and post work.
npauling
Your little squirrel looks to be trying so hard to survive in the cold and he is telling you to keep trying. I'm glad your friends were close enough to help you when you needed them. The chemo sounds to be a nightmare to cope with and my thoughts are with you. Take care Susan.
watapki66
Very cute squirrel!
davidoblad
This pic looks a bit squirrely to me. Also a term used when a person loses his or her mental stability. Now don't go getting squirrely on us.. ya hear Susan! You still have people that need you. Great pic and hope things get better. Bravo and hugs from Dave :^)
DennisReed
Darling capture Susan, and had me ROFLOL at the title. I am happy for the strength of those around you. Hang in there Hon, ther will be better days ahead! Hugs & Prayers
romanceworks
I'm glad you made it, Susan, and hope things improve for you. Your courage is inspiring. And this is such a sweet picture. CC
danapommet
Or at least frozen off. Super capture and frame. I like what Bill (Primal) said. Dana
Alex_Antonov
Very well done!
JaneEden
This is an excellent photo of such a beautiful squirrel and you presented him well dear friend. Now you need never ask for forgiveness dear Susan because I really do understand. You have been through a lot and have fought it well my dear friend, you are brave and strong, and I always keep you in my prayers. We all love you and are fighting alongside of you, we are there in spirit, and we will succeed. God bless you sweet friend, take care and be safe, warm hugs Jane xx
3x3
looks lovely Susan x
yakchat
awwww....soooo sweet...I love this picture :-)You are soooo courageous hon...I cannot begin to imagine all you have gone thru and I am sure a little insanity has to go along with all of this...please know that we all do care about you and you are always in my thoughts and prayers...hang tight hon...love you, Carol
scifibabe
Oh gosh, my heart goes out to you. Big big hugs to you. I'm so glad you're still here and had people around you who love you. I'm sorry to hear how sick you've been. I can't imagine how tired and frustrated you must be. I'd be 'nuts' too. Really love your cute picture. Such a sweet squirrel. Take care of yourself, okay?
three_grrr
Awwwww .. what a cute little fella! He does look like he's blowing on his fingers to warm them up, LOl! A wonderful capture, and beautifully presented. I'm so glad that you're hubby and your friend were there. I know it's selfish of me, but I've only just started coming to our gallery and would SO miss your beautiful posts if you had succeeded. Death is very permanent. The separation from the living is final. Have you looked into Hospice for help? It might be worth checking out. You are always in my prayers, and there is nothing to ask forgiveness for. You are human, you are loved, and you have the right to yell and scream and cry. I cannot imagine going through what you are going through, but I know it's physically, emotionally, and mentally exhausting. I think everyone here at Rendo has you in their heart and in their prayers.
sharky_
Very nice capture. Aloha
M2A
Funny capture and title. Keep up the courageous mind.
rocserum
And you're still seeing the little beauties of nature! My toughts are with you, RS
kgb224
Outstanding capture Susan. Just keep on going Susan.
DreamersWish
Your capture and title are perfect. Please know that you are in my prayers and I am glad you are still with us!
myrrhluz
You are in my prayers and thoughts, Susan. You are remarkably brave. I hope you feel better soon. Beautiful image and framing.
aureagle
Susan! Don't worry! You will be fine! :)