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What Now? (Final Dedication To My Husband)

Vue Atmosphere/Mood posted on May 15, 2010
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What now my love? Now that you left me How can I live through another day? Watching my dreams turning to ashes And my hopes into bits of clay Once I could see Once I could feel Now I am numb I've become unreal I walk the night Without a goal Stripped of my heart My soul What now my love? Now that it's over I feel the world closing in on me Here come the stars Tumbling around me There's the sky Where the sea should be What now my love? Now that you're gone I'd be a fool To go on and on No one would care No one would cry If I should live or die What now my love? Now there is nothing Only my last goodbye My love This song has been recorded by Frank Sinatra, Elvis Presley, Roy Orbison, and my favorite version by Agnetha F������¤ltskog. It can be heard here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sEH0qmXvIXI My husband told me last Wednesday that he wants a divorce. On May 29, we would have been married for eight years and together for sixteen years. My heart is breaking and I am drowning in an ocean of tears.

Comments (62)


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clbsmiley

11:26PM | Sat, 15 May 2010

So sorry for your situation my dear, But you created some great art here. :) Please continue to create. Life is full of so many emotions, Ride the wave dear.

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hipps13

11:51PM | Sat, 15 May 2010

the tears will flood soon will dry and you will smile one day will come wonderful work warm hugs, Linda

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CaptainNeatoman

11:53PM | Sat, 15 May 2010

Deeply moved by your art, your comments and your situation. If your marriage can and should be saved, then I pray that happens. If not, I pray that you come through with the strength and beauty you have showed here. Your art, as always, blows my mind. You have friends you don't know.

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machobubba

11:53PM | Sat, 15 May 2010

Life has it's ups and downs. Sometimes things happen and we don't know why or we just don't expect it. The world goes on we must continue to live...

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Kindredsoul

1:15AM | Sun, 16 May 2010

I am terribly sorry about the news. This artwork is a great piece of art, but it also tells me how sad you are...I know you cant see it now, but I know things will get better for you.

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interstellarvoyager

2:02AM | Sun, 16 May 2010

This moved me to tears. Great work inspired by great sorrow, but you have made the right move in not bottling it up. Such an open heart will find another one worthy of your love.

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Treasurer_and_Battle

2:35AM | Sun, 16 May 2010

Very nice and touching picture.

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Roywig

2:50AM | Sun, 16 May 2010

So sorry to hear your news, I hope it makes you feel a little better sharing your grief with friends

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jclP

3:25AM | Sun, 16 May 2010

So sorry for your situation and artwork is a great piece

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Umbetro38

3:26AM | Sun, 16 May 2010

So sad message here and your word touched my heart - and I agree with CaptainNeatoman : You have friends you don't know Umberto & Heike

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SIGMAWORLD

4:28AM | Sun, 16 May 2010

Very sad image.

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Stardust_Crossing

4:31AM | Sun, 16 May 2010

I'm very sorry to hear the news. I can imagine the stories around this scene.

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gibby.g

4:47AM | Sun, 16 May 2010

I'm so sorry to hear this. A couple of friends went through this a few years back and they've both found happiness again in time. I hope you do too. Keep your friends and family close, you will need them. Best wishes. Mike

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claude19

5:46AM | Sun, 16 May 2010

What a sad moment for you ! Two lifes are broken...it will be not the sames in the future !!! Great composition for this hard moment ! plendid poem for me !!! What a drama !

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aerodreams

6:09AM | Sun, 16 May 2010

nice work my friend, and I am wholeheartedly with you, because I like you saw the same ordeal as you, I wish you all the happiness in the world, and good luck to overcome I am sure all my friends, like you when things go wrong, I paint, then continued my friend

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A.C.Wolfe

6:34AM | Sun, 16 May 2010

Sorry for your pain, and I know it all too well. You have a brilliant mind with so many avenues to explore. Keep your chin up!

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Flint_Hawk

9:56AM | Sun, 16 May 2010

I'll say a prayer for you!

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cricke49

11:27AM | Sun, 16 May 2010

marvelous render, sad situation, i can relate and i'll say prayers for u and hope u continue to create this great work! shine on!:)*5

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lior

11:57AM | Sun, 16 May 2010

"... For taking in the rain when Im feeling so dry For giving me the answers when Im asking you why And my oh my For that I thank you For coming to my room when you know Im alone For finding me a highway and driving me home And you gotta know For that I serve you For pulling me away when Im starting to fall For revving me up when Im starting to stall And all in all For that I want you For taking and for giving and for playing the game For praying for my future in the days that remain Oh Lord For that I hold you..." (Jim Steinman)

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madame

1:42PM | Sun, 16 May 2010

I'm so sorry to hear a so bad news, your image describes so well your pain. Excellent work ! When you walk through a storm,
 hold your head up high,
and don't be afraid of the dark ;
 at the end of a storm there is a golden sky
 and the sweet silver song of a lark. Walk on through the wind,
 walk on through the rain, 
tho' your dreams be tossed and blown. Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart, and you'll never walk alone,
 you'll never, ever walk alone. 
Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart,
 and you'll never walk alone, you'll never, ever walk alone.

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velasco

2:52PM | Sun, 16 May 2010

Siento mucho tu situacion personal. Te doy animos para seguir creando arte, y utilizarlo como terapia

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Miska7

4:20PM | Sun, 16 May 2010

Very sorry to hear about your situation. Really nice scene. Great water, lighting and sky! Really well done.

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drifterlee

6:44PM | Sun, 16 May 2010

Oh, I am so sorry for your loss. Beautiful render. Keep your chin up!

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Danny_G

7:20PM | Sun, 16 May 2010

very cool image

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DAM3D

8:29PM | Sun, 16 May 2010

I really feel for you. Hope the weight goes from your heart soon. Well done on the image and poem. :)

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preeder

3:20AM | Mon, 17 May 2010

I am so sorry KT.

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Darkwish

8:25AM | Mon, 17 May 2010

Great work, very well done.

Butchr

10:46AM | Mon, 17 May 2010

I'm so late seeing this...at least I know you kept busy over the weekend. This is so sad. We a love dies it's never good or easy. No words or poems can take away all the pain I know. I do love the picture....all your pictures are awesome and inspiring. This one is no exception. I hate all this for you k. B

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tennesseecowgirl

10:57AM | Mon, 17 May 2010

Oh I am so sorry to read this. I was listening to my radio station last night and the host was giving some tips for people who are going through hard times. found this on his site: Do at least ONE THING you can completely control. It’s normal to feel like a victim, but you can start to conquer those feelings by taking up a hobby or pursuing a goal that involves your effort alone. For example, Ryan had a client whose husband left her, so she dedicated herself to running a marathon. Having something to work toward – that was up to nobody else but her - helped her feel in control and focused Hope maybe that one tip helps some. Hugsss

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autview

3:50PM | Mon, 17 May 2010

Dont know what to say ... Had this situation four years ago ... There are no words to describe it, except in poetry - and the language of pictures, as you did. Art is a way to heal your soul to help you to stay within the boundaries of sanity when everything around you seems to break away. Your pictures are so outstanding - and this one is one of your very best! Send you all the power I can!


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