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I Can't Wait To See You Again Sweet Baby Boy...

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Our son Steven Mills. If you met him, you were blessed, if you didn't have the pleasure to meet him, you really missed out. He had a special way of touching peoples lives, making his mark, an impact in a good way, and he didn't even try. Didn't even know. Steven was a very compassionate young man, was always compassionate. Huge heart. He always put other people first. Always the first to welcome new people at school. Was quick to make fun of himself to make other people relax and smile. He hated to see someone hurting or sad, and would do his best to bring a smile to your face. He didn't mind at all staying home on a Friday or Saturday night with his Dad, Mom, Brother and Sister. REALLY he didn't. Even at 17 he was quick to give us a hug and say I Love You whether his friends were around or not. Steven was FEARLESS. He scared the hell out of Mom and Dad. When he was in the single digits of his early childhood. The taller the tree, the better. The deeper and darker the woods, the better. The steeper and higher the hill, the better. Like we said, he was FEARLESS. Steven was VERY respectful. Yes Sir and Yes Ma'am were natural for him. Didn't matter if a parent of a friend, a stranger, or the 19 year old at Subway. Women and girls, TOTAL respect. Protective. Steven loved skateboarding, bicycling, fishing, his brother, sister, Mom and Dad. Family was big for him. Bicycling, he spent all his Christmas money this year on his bike, rode that thing EVERYWHERE. Orange City, DeBary, Gemini Springs, you name it. He was planning on a new skateboard. He would go off to the skate park with his skateboard on the handlebars of his bike...til his board broke. Steven was very unmaterialistic. As long as he had his skateboard, bike, hoodie, MP3, and Phone, he was happy. Steven LOVED Tacos. Steven loved to shout out “Taco Friday!” So much that he always wrote “Taco Friday” on his Converse shoes. Taco Bell commercials are hard to watch now. If we could have placed an order for a boy child and could pick all the qualities that we would want in that boy child, we would have gotten Steven. Another one of Steven's favorite things was GIRLS. Lord knows he knew plenty of them. And yes dated them. But he was very respectful. Never lasted long, they always were more friends, would break up, and be hanging out the next day, and talking for hours on the phone. That in itself is amazing. Steven was told by Mom and Dad that the pain of heartache was much greater than that of any physical pain. He was wise way beyond his age. He has an old soul. Steven valued life. Not only human life, but plant and animal life as well. Steven was (is) amazing. Steven's father really loved hanging out with him. When he would go to the store his Dad would say “Hey Road Dog want to ride with me?” And they would ride together listening to music. Steven was also always around the house, he would ask, “You going anywhere?” Didn't matter where, he just wanted to ride with us. Many times, I his Mom, would go uptown, and he'd ride, and we would plug in his MP3 and we'd listen and talk. Same with taking him to school in the mornings before heading off to work. Steven hated it when people made fun of other people. That truly hurt his feelings. We consider ourselves the luckiest people in the world because we got to spend 17 ½ years with an amazing, special, caring, kind, wise, all around AWESOME kid. We were and are blessed and honored to have him as our son. Our hearts are broken beyond repair. Our lives will never be the same. There is an emptiness that will never be filled. A sadness that will never go away. Everything is not going to be OK. How could it be? A part of our heart and soul are gone, never to be replaced. Our home has always been full of happiness and love, a close and loving family. Now, a piece is missing.

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FallenAngelLPN

6:28PM | Fri, 11 June 2010

I lost my Sweet Baby boy of 17 1/2 years on the night of May 22, 2010.  He was riding his bicycle home and was struck by a car.  That night, a chunk of my heart was ripped out.  I am a mess, dont think I will ever get over it, in a deep depression.  I have ALWAYS fought for my children.  One of the things keeping me going now is fighting for Steven...I am fighting City Hall and Volusia County for streetlights and sidewalks on the street he was struck on (Steven was struck and died not even a mile from home, several fatal accidents on this street, but he the first pedestrian)...these would have saved his life.  Not a week before Steven had told me he wished there were sidewalks to ride on...now I am fighting for them...for Steven.  So his gentle soul that loved children can now watch over them...We miss Steven more than words could ever come close to expressing. We feel as though we are at the bottom of a well. A DEEP and DARK well where sunlight cannot penetrate the darkness. We do not think that we will ever be able to climb out of, maybe, even worse, I am not sure I want to climb out. If I were to write everything about Steven that touched us, made him special not only to us, but to others, I believe we could write a book...what we have written is but the tip of the iceberg. ***Steven My Sweet Baby Boy...Mom MISSES you so much, LOVES you so much...can't wait to see you again...  

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violet

6:57PM | Fri, 11 June 2010

My heart goes out to you.....don't know what to say..... I cannot imagine how much pain you must feel.....loosing your child... Take care.....

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Steak

8:43PM | Fri, 11 June 2010

I too can't draw words and say anything. I can't even begin to know your pain. I'm very glad to hear you have taken it up to fight for the safety of those to come. I'm so very sorry and your whole family are in my prayers.

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tennesseecowgirl

9:30PM | Fri, 11 June 2010

I have a daughter his age, and I can not imagine your pain, he sounds like someone my daughter would have surely been best friends with, and I would have loved to have him over for tacos, my favorite as well, and a family favorite. I applaud you for trying to get sidewalks and street lights and I wish you the best with that, I certainly hope they will listen and do the right thing. I am so so sorry, he was truly an angel here on Earth and he will continue to be that now for others.

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zil2008

11:41PM | Fri, 11 June 2010

My heart goes out to you. I can not imagine the pain of losing a child. I know from my own tragedies that life goes on, but it is never the same. Please hold on to all those happy memories of your baby boy. I will pray for you to find the strength to cope with your loss.

MrsLubner

12:47AM | Sat, 12 June 2010

Your photo and your words break my heart. As a mother of a 37 and 38 year old boys, I can feel your pain. But there is also an exhuberance...for knowing an angel. What a wonderful thing.

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qmont

6:56AM | Sat, 12 June 2010

I am at a loss for words, this is a trageity no one should ever have to endure, my heart goes out to you, and your familey........

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jmb007

6:58AM | Sat, 12 June 2010

desole!!


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