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Well I made it to chemo today....Just hope I don't get sick later on tonight...In my last post I had talked about quitting chemo if the bone scan came back abnormal next month...But when I went to my Dr for my med refills, I spoke to him about it..He made me go get hubby in the waiting room...and said my case was an oddity...I am not your usual breast cancer patient...mine spreads...every so often...he and a brilliant surgeon who has operated on me in the past have talked about it and the surgeon said in all his life he has never saw anyone with breast cancer quite like mine...They said by they are amazed I am still here,taking chemo when all the odds should of been against me years ago....He did say if my Oncologist wants to treat it different to try it,and if I get sick I can quit for a short period of time...when he said that I agreed...He also stated that he would hate for me to quit...and it show up in more places, and then there would be nothing they could do if I quit the chemo altogether........
When he increased my pain meds,it has really helped..tho I had to get used to the higher dose...Haven't had to go to ER or even thought about going to ER for over a month..I am sure they are wondering what has happened to me..But I am still alive and kicking...I have lost 2 more family members this month..another cousin who had a heart attack,and my Aunt who passed away with cancer...couldn't make it to her funeral as I had the strep throat..I have lost so many family members and friends in the past month...seems my family is dwindling down fast..
Everyone that walks on my street is oohing and aahing over my zinnia's..When I got out of the van that takes me to to the Cancer Center for treatment all the people,rather lady patients asked me if my zinnia's was real.....and I laughed and said they were my pride and joy...But I did like this image of the bee on the cosmo and thought I would post this first...It has a bright cheerful image & after an e mail from PJ I felt guilty when she said e mail her my photos if I didn't feel like posting...so this made me get off my behind and upload them...I have a few more to upload but not as many as I did last year...
I go Sept 13th to see my family Dr for med refills and then go Sep 16 for the bone scan..and hate that as it is an all day process...the getting up is what gets me as I love to sit up late and read..and sometimes I do browse the gallery's and finding some really good artists an cool renders.....Quite the talented bunch we have here........I am so glad I found this place when I did...and you all are all like family to me...
Thank you for all of your love and support
As usual all post work done in PSP9...Did one step fix photo..Brightened the image..and did 2 different color borders to contrast with the pic
And as always thank all of you all for the comments..and for those of you who favorite the image.....It is much appreciated....Will try to upload some more here in the next week or so...
I hope this finds all of you having a good afternoon...and pleasant night...
Hugs n love
Susan aka Blush~
Comments (82)
goldie
susan, this is one heck of a capture--the clarity, the color, and the cute bumble bee all make this really special...so glad to hear that you've reconsidered your treatment...you must not stop fighting, even though at times you feel you can't go one step farther...you've come so far, it would be all wasted if you give up now...and always remember, susan, you have many folks pulling and praying for you including little ol' me of course ;)
jendellas
So glad you came to a decision re chemo, hope all goes well & thinking of you. xx Beautiful pic, wonderful colour!!!
drifterlee
I am so sorry you are ill, Susan. Your flower is beautiful!
Charberry
I love cosmos flowers. Had some a few years back. Once in a while they pop up again in my garden, but not this year. Guess it is time to get more seed. This is a beautiul capture. Hope your chemo goes well. It is always your decision what to do. You are in my prayers, too.
Umbetro38
Your words touched my Heart and I will pray and God protect you - Good Bless Susan
tryky5carla
FABULOUS CAPTURE, THANK YOU FOR THE INFORMATIONS !!!!!
Sea_Dog
Wonderful image - love the color. And, please, please, keep fighting that disease - it's hard, I know; I went through it with my wife. But you're tough and resillient and you can do it.
bakapo
this is a wonderful shot. I love bees and you captured this one beautifully. you remain in my thoughts and prayers. hugs
scifibabe
First, love your photo. A beautiful little bee. Great colors and details in this. Second, big big big hugs to you. You just keep fighting this cancer thing. Remind positive and keep on fighting! That makes all the difference in the world. Keep being that miracle lady and prove the doctors wrong!!!
wonderworld
Beautiful shot Susan!!!!! Love your frame and that big fat bee:) Cosmos are the best- they are sooo photogenic!!!
dragonmuse
Lovely capture dear :) Am looking forward to the zinneas. {{{hugs}}}
jarmila
lovely and cute..double nice capture :-)) and cool summer colours
alida
ty for sharing:)be stronger:)fight it:)
Kyms_Cave
Pretty shot Bub! I thought I was the only medical mystery out there..nice to know I have company..ha! ha! this is a wonderful cherry photo to start my day with... you are always in our prayers you know... PS: my new car is going great..just have to pay for it now...that will be the hard part...we live out of town so a good transport is vital... Am going to see my doctor soon..got a suspicious growth on my leg?? anyway thinking of you..Hugs..K
tennesseecowgirl
Beautiful shot Susan and wonderful to see the support you have here and the friends we are all here.
tizjezzme
pretty pic Sue :)
prae
Beautiful vibrant photo
mariogiannecchini
Beautiful image! Wonderful detail and color! I hope you are not feeling sick after the chemo. My thoughts and prayers to you.
GOLDILOCKSUK
It reminds me of all things bright and beautiful. I hope youa re still keeping that chin up my friend you are so very brave :) Cathy xoxoxo
FriedaFelicia
What a beautiful shot. Orange somehow always seems to cheer me up!
MaraP
Beautiful
Minda
i love flower and love this one blush the colors is sooo beautiful ,amazing capture..
Jollyself
great title lol...he looks so focused and busy..super capture of him at work
capelito
Susan, this is a wonderful and beautiful flower. Great photo. So sorry to hear about your cancer. I will keep you in my prayers. Hugs Maike
Mondwin
God bless You my dear Susan.....Big hugsxx Whylma
Alex_Antonov
Wonderful!
evielouise
I only wish for you the news frank got after his last treatment to months ago and his surgery the scan/MRI is NEG: he is in remission and I am so happy he is a keeper when it comes to husbands:: wishing you well---great photo and renderL
artrager
I love this wonderful image! I admire your courage.
JaneEden
Susan just like this beautiful photo and bee that is amazing, so are you. You are an inspiration to all of us, and I wish you well from the bottom of my heart. love and hugs Jane xx
cosmoz
Susan this pure magic, sorry my late comment, lately my mind is in a daze~