Well I made it to chemo today....Just hope I don't get sick later on tonight...In my last post I had talked about quitting chemo if the bone scan came back abnormal next month...But when I went to my Dr for my med refills, I spoke to him about it..He made me go get hubby in the waiting room...and said my case was an oddity...I am not your usual breast cancer patient...mine spreads...every so often...he and a brilliant surgeon who has operated on me in the past have talked about it and the surgeon said in all his life he has never saw anyone with breast cancer quite like mine...They said by they are amazed I am still here,taking chemo when all the odds should of been against me years ago....He did say if my Oncologist wants to treat it different to try it,and if I get sick I can quit for a short period of time...when he said that I agreed...He also stated that he would hate for me to quit...and it show up in more places, and then there would be nothing they could do if I quit the chemo altogether........ When he increased my pain meds,it has really helped..tho I had to get used to the higher dose...Haven't had to go to ER or even thought about going to ER for over a month..I am sure they are wondering what has happened to me..But I am still alive and kicking...I have lost 2 more family members this month..another cousin who had a heart attack,and my Aunt who passed away with cancer...couldn't make it to her funeral as I had the strep throat..I have lost so many family members and friends in the past month...seems my family is dwindling down fast.. Everyone that walks on my street is oohing and aahing over my zinnia's..When I got out of the van that takes me to to the Cancer Center for treatment all the people,rather lady patients asked me if my zinnia's was real.....and I laughed and said they were my pride and joy...But I did like this image of the bee on the cosmo and thought I would post this first...It has a bright cheerful image & after an e mail from PJ I felt guilty when she said e mail her my photos if I didn't feel like posting...so this made me get off my behind and upload them...I have a few more to upload but not as many as I did last year... I go Sept 13th to see my family Dr for med refills and then go Sep 16 for the bone scan..and hate that as it is an all day process...the getting up is what gets me as I love to sit up late and read..and sometimes I do browse the gallery's and finding some really good artists an cool renders.....Quite the talented bunch we have here........I am so glad I found this place when I did...and you all are all like family to me... Thank you for all of your love and support As usual all post work done in PSP9...Did one step fix photo..Brightened the image..and did 2 different color borders to contrast with the pic And as always thank all of you all for the comments..and for those of you who favorite the image.....It is much appreciated....Will try to upload some more here in the next week or so... I hope this finds all of you having a good afternoon...and pleasant night... Hugs n love Susan aka Blush~