I walk the darker path that many fear to travel. I do not see my way, I feel my way, and many times I stumble. But that's okay for the more I fall, the more I learn, and eventually I can skip the trouble. The darker path is the longer path, but it makes all worth while. The brighter path is easier and hence it is more traveled. But also it is crowded and filled with confused people. I move among the shadows for the shadows move with me. It is quiet here and I can hear the woods around me. They speak to me and tell me things that none could ever hear in the light. I do not ask you to join me on this darker path, until you are ready. It is not for all, for some can not bear the falls. Please take your time and prepare yourself if you wish to travel. The darker path is there and will be there when you are able. If you do not wish to walk with me, then don't try to understand. Just accept me as I am, and move it a litte further along down the line.
My free time is usually consumed by making loops into music and the occasional writing.  I don't render anymore and my photoshop skills have been lately confined to business.  My true art lies in my soul with my music, which I document as regularly as I can at my website: http://www.van-dan.com (absolute lunacy, just realized I had changed the text of the link, but not the link itself, it still pointed to the old site. Just updated it to point to the correct site, lets see how this goes!) Facebook too! Stay tuned, insanity to pursue.
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--edit of Dec 2, 2010--
Usually I have to go back every once in a while and change my descriptions as my perspectives on life change over time, but the above was written over 3 or 4 years ago and I can't change it. It fits fairly well. All I really did was remove an outdated reference to MySpace, and update my URL to my new homepage.
I also wanted to add a link to my completed album, Flight of the Airlynx, of which the mp3's are freely available to download but you can buy the professionally produced album from CreateSpace: https://www.createspace.com/1823112
It should be available on Amazon as well, but I actually earn a few extra dollars if it sells through my direct store since Amazon takes a larger commission.
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Comments (2)
TallPockets
SUPERB written work! I've learned(over my years and through good and not so good times) that my 'test' for myself is a simple one: When I look into the mirror and the guy I see staring back doesn't blink or avoid my stare, I take that as a 'victory'. My BEST to you and yours, KIND SOUL. TallPockets/brian.
Chipka
Shephard Book (now there's a name) from the sci-fi series "Firefly" and the movie "Serenity" once said: "I don't care what you believe in, just as long as you believe in it." I tend to live by those words, quite simply because they're as true as what you've written here. I agree with TallPockets too...the most any human being can do is be humane. Too many people have lost sight of that and they allow weakness and greed to determine how they act and interact with others. We have people who SAY they believe one thing, but their actions prove otherwise...we have people who SAY they don't believe in anything, and they are, ironically, moral and loving people (in some cases at least) and it all just goes to show that nothing is as it seems, but it's all a lot simpler than we make it out to be. You've put your finger on that in the piece that you've written; it IS up to us to fill in the blanks and live the lives that are the most right for us. Some may disagree with that, but for those who disagree I always ask the one question that's impossible for them to answer: For whom are you living? If you can look at yourself in the mirror (as TallPockets puts it) and not flinch and look away, then you're doing pretty good. Thank you for posting this, it was a real pleasure to read.