I walk the darker path that many fear to travel. I do not see my way, I feel my way, and many times I stumble. But that's okay for the more I fall, the more I learn, and eventually I can skip the trouble. The darker path is the longer path, but it makes all worth while. The brighter path is easier and hence it is more traveled. But also it is crowded and filled with confused people. I move among the shadows for the shadows move with me. It is quiet here and I can hear the woods around me. They speak to me and tell me things that none could ever hear in the light. I do not ask you to join me on this darker path, until you are ready. It is not for all, for some can not bear the falls. Please take your time and prepare yourself if you wish to travel. The darker path is there and will be there when you are able. If you do not wish to walk with me, then don't try to understand. Just accept me as I am, and move it a litte further along down the line.
My free time is usually consumed by making loops into music and the occasional writing.  I don't render anymore and my photoshop skills have been lately confined to business.  My true art lies in my soul with my music, which I document as regularly as I can at my website: http://www.van-dan.com (absolute lunacy, just realized I had changed the text of the link, but not the link itself, it still pointed to the old site. Just updated it to point to the correct site, lets see how this goes!) Facebook too! Stay tuned, insanity to pursue.
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--edit of Dec 2, 2010--
Usually I have to go back every once in a while and change my descriptions as my perspectives on life change over time, but the above was written over 3 or 4 years ago and I can't change it. It fits fairly well. All I really did was remove an outdated reference to MySpace, and update my URL to my new homepage.
I also wanted to add a link to my completed album, Flight of the Airlynx, of which the mp3's are freely available to download but you can buy the professionally produced album from CreateSpace: https://www.createspace.com/1823112
It should be available on Amazon as well, but I actually earn a few extra dollars if it sells through my direct store since Amazon takes a larger commission.
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Comments (3)
beachzz
Well said!!
TallPockets
''But inevitably a new normal will arise, and hopefully I can make it into something where I'm making a lot of money, or at least not living in a box on the street, I'm not greedy. So, what is normal? It's whatever you make it and I guess it's up to you to decide whether you want to be normal or not.'' (experimental). EXPERIMENTAL: SALUTE! By saying you're NOT 'greedy', you MAY be considered ABNORMAL by today's 'standards'? SMILES. I'm reminded of a song line by Alice Cooper in a song called, INMATES, We're ALL Crazy: "WE talk to OUR shrinks - THEY talk to THEIR shrinks - No wonder WE'RE up the wall!". WINK? This DUMB old man operates on the LIFE principle that WE ALL are CRAZY in SOME way or another .... But a FEW just PUBLICLY ADMIT such .... As this OLD GRUMP now DECLARES. GRINS. HANG TOUGH! .... If YOU ever 'question' YOUR NORMALCY, just watch a few 'REALITY' t.v. shows, a few 'soap operas', or C-SPAN! .... WINK? My BEST, KIND SOUL .... TallPockets/brian.
Chipka
Normal is a small town in Illinois...a rather boring town, despite the fact that it's also a college town...and by simple geographical truth, I am NOT normal, since I am not a geographic location. On the other hand, normal is such a fluctuating concept, even when it's not a town, and I suppose the best we can aspire to is contentment in whatever form it takes. Well written piece! I loved reading it!