BIO
Hi there (LOL) this is me Susan This was about 41/2 yrs ago I still look the same only my hair is shorter:) I have been married for 25yrs to Danny and have a son Bruce 31,by my first husband, I am also owned by my wonderful confidante, Winston my darling daschaund and Mere Kitty the new Persian kitten:) I am a Breast Cancer Survivor, was in remission but it has mestastized from my breast to my spine (bone cancer) Can't operate or do a biopsy even due to the location....My Dr told me if they were to go in...and do a biopsy ,they know air would touch it and well that would be all of me.........and I would soon be down for the count...my family Dr said he thought it was just wonferful..
I am currently taking chemo and stay in pain a lot of the time.....please forgive me if I don't answer your ebots right away.......Somedays I stay in bed for 2 to 3 days.....and wake up in the middle of the night crying in pain....I am trying to have a cheerful attitude with this and just thanking God I can wake up every day and try to smile and enjoy life..
I love to garden, read, take pics and play with my daschaund..I also have poems on Allpoetry.com under the name of Blushfulmoon......Would love to get them published someday....If you go visit me please tell me your from Renderosity.....Thank you for all your comments and keep me in your prayers..I need them so bad.....Oh I forgot to mention I am 52 years old....born March 25th 1955 making me an Aries..I am very true to what the astrologers say about the sign..........I make friends easy..sometimes quick tempered but cool off in a manner of minutes.....I can't stand anyone being mad at me........LOL.......I am so thankful for all the friends I have made here on Renderosity.....You are all special in my heart:)
Love all of you all
Hugs n love
Susan aka Blush
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Comments (88)
mgtcs
This is a brilliant photo Susan, lovely moon! You are a brave lady my friend good bless you, my thoughts and prayers go with you! 10*
mikeerson
It's great to see you get your first image in for the year.... and to see all the well wishers come to comment - there are some here that I rarely see comment, so you should know you are well loved by the community. I read that they didn't want to let air get to that spot you talked about - I think that's why my Mom passed so early... she was healthy, she had climbed up on her cabin roof and fixed a leak around the age of 70... she knew I was on my way up to the cabin too, but that's how full of life she was.... I never seen my Mom laying around - NEVER... she'd go to bed about 12:30 and get up at 4:30.... she only needed 4 hours of sleep - that was her, that was normal.... she never slept in = full of life.... her insurance made her go in... feeling fine... saw a spot on her lungs and called it lung cancer, cut her open and a year and a half later she was gone.... I really feel she'd be with us still today, 11 years later if they wouldn't of cut her open.... personally, I would not let them touch that spot UNTIL you feel it's time and get more than one opinion - like you just did = doctors aren't magicians - they're janitors cleaning = and some don't do a very good job at all.... I'm glad I checked to see if you were posting and contacted you = I put alot of smiles on your friend's face's - I see that.... I missed getting my upload up on Leap day too - well, we have four years to get it right next time - lol
brycek
Beautiful Susan..take care and you are always in my prayers!!
DreamersWish
This is such a lovely shot! I am sorry to hear of all that has happened, but I am glad you were able to visit and post. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
alida
it's nice of you to have a look here in RR.I can't imagine how tired you are ......take care and rest as much as you can.Keep us posted when your health and energy allow
jocko500
happy you doing better. pray works and faith with the pray
STEVIEUKWONDER
The moon looks fantastic Susan. Cracking shot! Stay strong! Steve ;)
sandra46
WONDERFUL SHOT! AND I HOPE YOU'RE GETTING OK!
flavia49
great shot
bkhook
A very beautiful moon.
scifibabe
First, Susan... I'm so sorry to hear about your latest health challenges. I really feel for you and you will be in my prayers. I'm sorry I haven't been 'on line' lately but I am on tonight and saw your most fabulous moon shot. So pretty. So cool. Please keep posting and keeping us all involved in how you are doing. I care. And I'm glad you're still plugging away and fighting to stay well. Big hugs!!!!
goodoleboy
Utterly outstanding!
evielouise
Really a GRRRRR-eat capture wow
katyee
Just beautiful. I love the moon and this is a fantastic image.
DennisReed
Sounds like your Pet Lab is doing OK Susan. ;) What is important is that you are feeling better, and that is Good News! Beautiful capture, now let's Pray the Sun Shines Through! Hugs
jadench
Glad to hear you are better. I was just thinking a couple of days ago that it had been a while since we had seen anything from you. Love the photo. I'm counting down the days to my "dark site" trip to try and photograph the Milky Way. I've had no luck with moon shots though. LOL. Enjoy the spring flowers. We still have winter to go here in the Northeast. (getting snow for my birthday...yuck.) Anyways. Hope to see more from you soon.
davidoblad
Never tire of looking at the Moon. Cool one Susan. Best wishes and hugs from Dave :^)
netot
Really beautiful image, and PW is great too. I,ll keep you in my prayers and hope you get better soon.
UteBigSmile
Lovely shot dear Sis, I hope things will improve for you, what can I say else, take care!?!?
myrrhluz
I was so glad to see that you had posted, though sorry to hear of all the pain and illness you have been having. I hope you are feeling better now. I greatly appreciate your taking the energy to post and give us an update on how you are doing. I keep you in my thoughts and prayers. I am sorry for the loss of your friend. Such a beautiful Harvest Moon! It glows with a warm golden light. The way you framed it is perfect. It draws the eye to the moon, but doesn't compete with it. Beautiful work!
rainbows
So good to see a post from you sweet sis, I am sorry you have been so ill. I love your moon. Gentle Hugs. Di. xx
Jollyself
I appreciate every comment you give my artwork..But you should be resting as much as possible. You are missed when your keyboard is quiet but we all know that you are very busy fighting to get healthy. Thats FAR more important! The moon always speaks to me and I love this image. :)
nefertiabet
I wish I could you give more than a prayer. But I will pray for them with my guardian angel for help. All the best Susan, big hugs Elke
bobrgallegos
Beautiful lunar capture!!
angora
such a beautiful image!!! Susan, what a -horror-story... so glad you're doing a bit better now!!! (!) would you please, plsssssss do me a favor? and start focusing on LIFE, not death! sure there are lots of people dying, (so very sorry to hear about your friend!!!!!), but no one goes before his/her time! and prior to that -except for some that chose to come 'here' as 'angels', MHO, forgive me for that?- we all have choices, we do. things come unto our paths... for a reason? cures, options as well! your paradigm is a choice as are your thoughts. and they have 'some' impact on the body -therefore 'better use 'em well'-. in my -native- world, all is energy (Einstein! ;-)), ALL. only frequencies differ. in all the great 'teachings' that is stressed (e.g. Buddha said, “The mind is everything. What you think you become.” Bible: “For as he thinks in his heart, so is he.”, etceteraaaaa) fear is never a friend!!! (what is good, feeels good!) Someone has done lots of people (in the 'normal world' ;-)) a favour by venting & summarizing all that in a book, a movie and another book... http://thesecret.tv/thepower/ which could be life-altering if that would be your choice, even 'life-giving'... I don't underestimate your burden, by no means!!! sincerely hope you'll understand what I'm trying to say (and nothing else...), it comes from the heart! I would so love to 'hear' you regained your health!!!!! since, of course, all is about YOU!!! seen so many 'miracles' happen, Susan, all 'impossible' acc. to doctors. know of so many cures!!! -on a fysical level-. (oldest example? http://www.whale.to/v/rife.html 100% cure rate. did they give him a medal? nope, they killed him for that!). I can only hope that perhaps you will feel like and maybe choose to read this (thePower) book and see what I mean? for starters... (and all you need can come unto your path... ) IMHO life is about Love... sending you loads & overloads of that & my very best, heartfelt wishes!!!
dragonmuse
Lovely image and beautifully presented. always good to see you post :) I feel for you for all the misery you have been going through {{{hugs}} Very glad there is a bit of good in it though. I am also very happy that you are having signs of dpring.. i know how much that means to you. I do think about you and keep you in my prayers. {{{hugs}}}
cymbidium
Beautiful photo, Susan! Glad you were able to finally post it. I am so sorry to hear just how ill you have been and still are. I truly hope that 2012 will be a better year for you!! Thank you so much for all your comments and favs in my gallery - I do appreciate it very much, though I'm not often around to comment and fav in the galleries here.
mariogiannecchini
A lovely moon shot ,Susan !!! My thoughts and prayers are with you !
JaneEden
Really beautiful moon Susan, you did a great work here. Makes me so sad to read how much you go through, and you can rest assured I always keep you in my prayers. hugs Jane xx
Arah
that is lovely! Hope you're better Real soon!! I'm Praying for you! :)