In Loving Memory of My Husband Danny by Blush

Photography • People • posted on Jul 28, 2012

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This is breaking my heart as I upload this pic I have tried to go and re size it....it is not a very good pic and I tried my best to get it all corrected.......a lot of the grain would not come out.....so I did the best I could with it....As for me I am doing so so.......the new guy that has taken over his route came by to see if I had the keys to the paper box where he went to get his Sunday papers and I have no clue where they are..I haven't been back to my house to pick up his clothes anything..I have not been able to touch his sock drawer,t-shirts,his dress shoes under the bed.....and when the man left with the box I broke out into tears......... I had such a wonderful husband.......He couldn't see well so every morning after breakfast he would have me read his daily meditation and the goal for the day........He would always try to fufill the goal before the end of the day.........sometimes he said I didn't help anyone today I didn't fufill my goal...but so many other days he did........He doesn't realize how much he is missed....... I want to thank everyone on Rendo for the phone calls the food, flowers, money,cards,I am blessed with wonderful friends......My girlfriend has my home now in the hands of Homeland Outreach Society to see if it will qualify to be fixed up..She told them what a bad state of repairs it was in...and they asked if they had funds will I allow them to tear it down and them build me a new home......I cried my eyes out......This is a Christian Ministry Group if they have fund it could be this coming summer or if not the next one..it depends on their funding.......... My Pet Scan also showed my cancer is still there... But it hasn't got any bigger or any smaller and no more signs of any new cancer anywhere..... I still have to pay off my hubbys funeral bill and also get a double headstone..Had no idea headstones were so high until I was looking them up and I looked at a lot....Right now money wise I doing okay........It is just my nerves that off balance.........been having really bad nightmares & I never dreamed until Danny died....... I know I could of done this pic better justice had I had maybe better software to do it with..so please forgive flaws and the size..Just not too swift with that kind of thing.....I did try however........... My 1st cousin Leslie lost her husband last week... he had back surgery, came home started to hemmorage and he passed away...it was just too soon for me to back to the funeral home...I feel so sorry for her as they had a 10 yr old son...it seems some one has died every week since Danny has.. I am not ready to die yet........but if and when I do I know I will be going to heaven....I am going to fight this with all I have..I have gone to far to give up now....and I do know Danny would not want me to give up.... Will not be able to answer ebots Monday as I go to the Cancer Center........ Please continue to keep me and Bruce in your prayers............. Again thank you for all your support and many acts of kindness through the death of my husband...I miss him so bad...Seems like he should be walking through the door things just aren't the same here.........so quiet and lonesome.........some times my heart aches so bad I can't stand it...but I keep on trucking...Just can't give up.......... All post work done in Paint Shop Pro9 enlarged some in Photobucket..........added borders and text........ Thanks for your comments and also if you favorite this image...... Hope everyone has a great weekend........ Hugs Susan aka Blush~ Hubby Born September 2 1954 Died June 15th 2012 complete obit at www.foster-toler-curry funeralhome.com and click on obits

Comments (86)

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blinkings

12:18AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

My condolences. All the best to you.

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romanceworks

12:32AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

Such a handsome man, and from your description, a gentle and caring soul. I'm so very sorry you lost your beloved husband, and I do know how your heart is broken, Susan. Your husband was the same age as mine when he also had a massive heart attack. There is no understanding why, or going back, only going forward the best you can, one moment, one minute, one hour at a time. I wish you courage, faith, and love on your journey of grief and healing. And know my heart and prayers are with you. Hugs, Carol

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odile

12:48AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

Beautiful tribute to your husband , Susan! My thoughts are with you.

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alida

2:13AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

loving tribute. hugs to you

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STEVIEUKWONDER

2:21AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

My heartfelt condolences go out to you Susan. The pain will go and will be replaced by fond memories in time. Stay strong Susan. Steve :)

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renecyberdoc

2:43AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

you are in my thoughts susan.ute has depression now and i have to take care of her.rough times.

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rainbows

3:44AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

This is a beautiful tribute to your Danny, sweet Sis. You are always close to me in heart and prayers. Gentle Hugs. Di. xx

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jendellas

4:01AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

Susan, this is a beautiful tribute & picture to Danny. Please take care of yourself. We are all here to help. xxxx

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dakotabluemoon

6:29AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

U done a fine job on this Susan and i know the pain is still very fresh just take it day by day that is all we have here on this earth take care girl.

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jayfar

9:35AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

A wonderful portrait and a great tribute Susan. Still thinking of you.

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dochtersions

10:01AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

Its heartbraking all the suffers, dear Susan. Thank you for this wonderful tribute. You are still in my thoughts and prayers, dear friend.

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odie

10:01AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

So sorry for your losses. Many, many peaceful prayers your way. The image is wonderful.

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pennykay

10:14AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

Sis, I am so heartbroken to hear this devastating news!!!! May God be with you and your son, and shower you with peace and comfort!! {{{{{{{Many Hugs!}}}}}}}

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evielouise

11:48AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

Not in any way a inadequate photo it's beautiful hang on tight to god and like all of us have loss our loved ones time does not heal but sure makes the acceptance some what easier talk soon! love and hugs to you ps/how's your son doing it must be so hard for him ttfn

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mininessie

11:57AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

big hugs dear Susan...God bless you and give you strength!!!

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jocko500

12:07PM | Sun, 29 July 2012

sorry to hear this and the people you know too are dieding. best to keep believing Jesus and do go to Heaven. wonderful image

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dragonmuse

12:10PM | Sun, 29 July 2012

Oh Susan, I had no idea.. {{{hugs}}} This is a lovely image. Your tribute is so much from the heart. I will add you to my prayers dear.

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jlgarcia0

1:35PM | Sun, 29 July 2012

A lot of people with you. W e a r e n e v e r a l o n e. Best Wishes. //JL

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meinen

1:49PM | Sun, 29 July 2012

A beautiful picture and tribute. I am so sorry for your loss.

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drifterlee

2:44PM | Sun, 29 July 2012

Beautiful dedication, Susan!

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MarciaGomes

5:43PM | Sun, 29 July 2012

Preciosa e comovente homenagem ao seu marido a foto é maravilhosa,é muito triste ler o seu texto não consigo imaginar perder alguém que amamos,você transmite toda a dor em seu coração,meu coração sofre com você. Susan você e seu marido continuam em minhas orações

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ToniDunlap

5:54PM | Sun, 29 July 2012

Dear Susan, all that I can say right now is that I have experienced all that you are going through. Reading your words bring make the memory of that time. Eventually my dear it becomes a bit easier only because you have no choice, you are breathing. And that you will do until you don't'. My heart is with you. I shall pray for your strength. Everything else will be as it will. Honesty I send you my love. Toni

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gypsyflame

6:16PM | Sun, 29 July 2012

I wish I could find the words to describe what I am feeling. You've been through so much in your life and now this to contend with too. It's never easy losing someone you love so deeply. I wish I could be there to embrace you as you cleanse your soul with your tears. I'm so sorry Susan.. life just isn't fair sometimes and we all seem to feel it's more than we can bear but the truth is, God is always there and His promise is He'll never give us more than we can bear. As so many others have said before me, take your time healing and take one day at a time. You're such a strong, loving woman and I know you will get through this with time. We all love you here at Renderosity and we'll always be here for you, so take your time dear sister. You did a beautiful job on the portrait...

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RodS

6:27PM | Sun, 29 July 2012

A very touching dedication to you husband, Susan. I'm so sorry for your loss, dear friend. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. You are a very strong lady, my friend, and you have a wonderful courage.

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morningglory

6:35PM | Sun, 29 July 2012

You have my continued prayers, Susan. You uploaded a wonderful tribute to your husband.

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Angelwave

6:38PM | Sun, 29 July 2012

Susan we are all with you in spirit and your cousin May the arms of comfort wrap you all of your days and he that goeth before, alsothy walk in the light

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FaeMoon

8:02PM | Sun, 29 July 2012

Susan, I have been and continue to pray for you. You are a very special person and this portrait is so lovingly done. Danny sounds like he was a wonderful man and I am so sorry for your loss. I know you will be together again after this life. If they have to redo your house, know that he would want the best for you and for you to be taken care of in his absence.

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