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Wide Awake - for Seth and Liz

Poser People posted on Jul 28, 2012
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This beautiful song of broken love by Katy Perry really speaks to me. A few months ago I agreed to help some people out that I loved and trusted. They thought they needed a warrior, but when they got one they couldn't handle the consequences of doing battle and so they dropped me cold. Not that I couldn't see it coming but it still hurt me a lot. Changed my artistic focus for a while, had to change out something I had some positive control over. Have to say it feels good to be back doing poser again. Nothing releases my inner spirit like poser does. And I did get some light work done while touring the dark side; I rediscovered my love of photography and grew a new set of friends here. There is always light in the dark side; that's what Katy is telling us. See her video here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k0BWlvnBmIE This is for BarryJeffer (Seth), a really beloved friend of mine here who shares my intense love of the dark side and who has in the last several months really come to find his own voice in his imagery. I am honored to include Seth in my sacred circle of friends. Blessed be. Also for beautiful Liz (Zil2008), it's her birthday tomorrow. I owe Liz more than she probably knows. It was Liz who first really got me going on postwork and who gave me my first on line lessons. I wouldn't be where I am today if Liz had not stepped in and guided me near the start of my artistic journey. Thanks hon! We both love cats so I always put a kitty in my birthday images for Liz. Wide Awake I'm wide awake And now it's clear to me That everything you see Ain't always what it seems I'm wide awake Yeah, I was dreaming for so long I wish I knew then What I know now Wouldn't dive in Wouldn't bow down Gravity hurts You made it so sweet Till I woke up on On the concrete

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Comments (32)


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Faemike55

10:24PM | Sat, 28 July 2012

Very beautiful image and powerful story. your narrative speaks volumes. I'm sorry to hear that your friends decided that the price was higher than they expected (be careful of what you wish for?) I am glad that you are back into the 3D realm again Peace be with you and your loves

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barryjeffer

10:53PM | Sat, 28 July 2012

Ahhh... Roxy, I am blessed to have such a friend. It was you who stepped in when you saw I needed a helping hand here. You, and a couple of others, ( I won't mention names) who shared your talent and gifts so that I could learn the things I needed so that I might better exhibit my visions. You know that song "all my ex's live in texas? well, all my friends live in cyberspace, in a place called Renderosity... and I like it that way. I love this picture, and I am honored by both your gift and by your friendship. Blessed Be

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magnus073

10:59PM | Sat, 28 July 2012

Roxy you did an outstanding job on this amazing dedication to your friend. As always you poured so much you're yourself into this one and I'm certain it will speak to a lot of people. So sorry about the hurt you went through recently and hope you recover soon. You're a wonderful lady and a dear friend to so many and you deserve to be happy

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zil2008

11:02PM | Sat, 28 July 2012

Oh so nice to see a Poser image from you Roxy. So sorry your good intentions where received negatively. We here at Rendo know your a passionate person and approach things with a warriors spirt. So sad it was misunderstood. I know the feeling well. I hope you put your disappointment behind you and look ahead to a brighter place. You have much to accomplish. Thank you for remembering my Birthday and the beautiful render and a trip to the dark side. I always appreciate a kitty in the image.You and I have and have had some very special kitties in our lives. Today my sweet lovable Shadey is keeping an eye on the going on in there. Looks just like him. Sending you comforting hugs. Welcome back to the 3D world but I did enjoy the photographs and sharing your travels and photographic skills with us. Hugs Liz

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Blush

11:21PM | Sat, 28 July 2012

This is just awesome It kicks butt.... Love it sweetie Def a fav with me TY for your comment on my new image to my hubby as well Hugs Susan~

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vyktohria

11:47PM | Sat, 28 July 2012

I'm so sorry to hear about this. If it's any consolation, I've been through similar myself in the past. It doesn't make it any easier or less disappointing, but it too shall pass... BIG hugs to you!

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eekdog

11:50PM | Sat, 28 July 2012

always a unique style hon, sorry about them troubles hon. i solidly agree with above comments on this Roxy. s mentioned in my last post for Ute about keeping chins up and smiling, got alot of that to do myself now my friend. i'm so glad you decided to render your work again and this killer dedi is for two super artist and friends. take care..

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SidheRoseGraphics

11:54PM | Sat, 28 July 2012

You haven't lost a thing while you were gone away, Roxy. Not even a couple of friends who turned out not to be worthy of a friendship such as yours. You gained much. We always 'lose' things when we go through the darkness, but as long as we come out the other side, really we've gained. This is a beautiful image and dedication. So very unmistakeably 'you'. Love the beautiful rich colors in this.

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icerian

12:35AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

Well done!

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odile

12:53AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

This is a beautiful composition,Roxy! The zoom is a must to admire the richness of the textures. Excellent magical work!

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MineFujiko

12:57AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

Beautiful and fanatastic work! Roxy-sensei I've ever said, I'm agree with Faemike55-san.

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Heitaikai

2:28AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

I am happy to see you post 3D art again. Your images are so beautiful and this one is no exception.

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renecyberdoc

3:13AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

a most fine work Roxy and dedicated to two fine persons,yes liz and seth have been among the first to support me,way back in 2008. hugs to all.

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galung

6:36AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

Wow very great dedication, this stuning poser

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vintorix

8:39AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

Very nice with a dreamy atmosphere I like. It is not immediately clear what the picture means and that's good because it force people to think. Perhaps it is a female Diogenes? "I am just looking for an honest man". Nevertheless it is good to have you back. No more vacations. work work work! Your experience will probably turn out to be an advantage, see it this way, you are not so innocent anymore! I also like the cat, you should always have a cat somewhere in your pictures, like that other artist, Her name eludes me just now but she is world famous, she always have a little fox somewhere in her paintings!

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3dpoetry

9:34AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

Incredible work, awesome effects

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bakapo

10:04AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

well done, there's so much to see in this scene. I'm gald you didn't let things keep you down.

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twelvemark21

10:05AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

Stunning scene!! I've enjoyed tremendously the journey you've taken us on with your photos but have sorely missed your renders and stories. Thrilled to see your epic visions realized in poser again.

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Tracesl

10:50AM | Sun, 29 July 2012

excellent scene

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FaeMoon

12:03PM | Sun, 29 July 2012

Hi Roxy! I'm so sorry that you received such treatment - it is sad when you are trying to help and then it gets so muddled and the ones who need the help suddenly change their mind/intent. I think some people like to complain, but they don't really want to change the circumstances. I've had a few instances of this myself in my life. Anyways, it is not fun to be in that position. hugs This is a gorgeous dedication. Seth's work is quite something, always trying something new. He is a wonderful artist. I will have to check out Liz's gallery since you admire her, it must be good! I love the detail, the lamp in her hand and her searching for him even as he thinks of her. So much emotion and beauty in this image and your trademark 'glow' about the piece. I'm very happy to see your artwork again.

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drifterlee

2:47PM | Sun, 29 July 2012

Very beautiful work and dedi!!!!!!

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E-Nomime

4:33PM | Sun, 29 July 2012

Интересно и красиво сделана работа. Загадочный сюжет и прекрасная техника. Браво!

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RodS

6:47PM | Sun, 29 July 2012

It's soooo good to see your wonderful work again, Roxy! It's a real treat seeing both your art and your photography. Your talent with both is massive, my dear friend! Sorry to hear about your treatment by those you cared for. It happens often in this sad world - I've been through the same, many times.... Slow learner I guess... You are a strong lady, my friend, and you will overcome anything that comes your way.

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adorety

8:28PM | Sun, 29 July 2012

A beautiful image. I love all the detail and props you use. Also your trademark 'soft' lighting and effects make a wonderfully illustrated narrative. I don't know what the narrative is, but there looks to be an interesting tale in here. Sorry to hear about your 'friends'. That's gotta hurt, but it does make for a strong muse, which could be part of the light out of darkness. Love your photos and history lessons, but it is great to see more Poser art.

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vitachick

5:16AM | Mon, 30 July 2012

Your postwork is always fantastic...Liz was a great teacher and you the abosolute perfect student!!

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erlandpil

6:44AM | Mon, 30 July 2012

Very beautiful image erland

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StudioArtVartanian

12:39AM | Tue, 31 July 2012

Fantastic work!!!!

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Chipka

9:46PM | Tue, 31 July 2012

This is amazing and so full of rich, dreamy details. I really like the mood this has, and the sense of cinematic color and real-world depth. Brilliant work. It seems that things happen in clusters and clumps. I'm going through some rather horrendous stuff as well...probably more horrendous in what it implies than what it actually is, but it's kicked my muse into overdrive (despite my inability to do anything about it right now) and it's also given me insights into patterns of behavior and all of the gritty, grotty, less-than-wonderful things that make up human beings, who are, themselves, rather splendid. Ah, but humans assume too much, and sometimes those assumptions are negative and destructive and so we get an odd sort of victim...such victims are usually the people who believe their assumptions and do the things those assumptions force them to do. They act like jerks, pricks, and other assorted vulgar things, which is ultimately a detriment only to them. I see it in the situation I'm in. I'm going through somewhat dire straights and will get through with new perspective and new insights, and a new drive to do what is necessary, which will also be the one thing that leaves a bunch of people alone, laying on the bed of nails that they've meticulously constructed for themselves. Now, as for this image: you've crystallized something marvelous and given it life. THAT is more important than anything, when the deal goes down. A particular friend of mine (more than a friend, actually) once declared that artists are mortal gods as artists create, whereas everyone else does a lot less. If you can say, at the end of the day, "I made something" then I think you've done quite a lot more than a person who simply functioned in accordance to some kind of turn-key operation and "made money" or even made a killing on Wall Street. It doesn't take much to manipulate something that's already in place, but it takes a LOT to give physicality to something that only exists (for a time) in your thoughts. Who, but a god/artist can do that?

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art-digital

7:19AM | Wed, 01 August 2012

sublime bravo

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kittykat1963

3:33PM | Wed, 15 August 2012

Great image! I love the cameo ghosting over the guy sitting. Very beautiful. 5+

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