BIO
Hi there (LOL) this is me Susan This was about 41/2 yrs ago I still look the same only my hair is shorter:) I have been married for 25yrs to Danny and have a son Bruce 31,by my first husband, I am also owned by my wonderful confidante, Winston my darling daschaund and Mere Kitty the new Persian kitten:) I am a Breast Cancer Survivor, was in remission but it has mestastized from my breast to my spine (bone cancer) Can't operate or do a biopsy even due to the location....My Dr told me if they were to go in...and do a biopsy ,they know air would touch it and well that would be all of me.........and I would soon be down for the count...my family Dr said he thought it was just wonferful..
I am currently taking chemo and stay in pain a lot of the time.....please forgive me if I don't answer your ebots right away.......Somedays I stay in bed for 2 to 3 days.....and wake up in the middle of the night crying in pain....I am trying to have a cheerful attitude with this and just thanking God I can wake up every day and try to smile and enjoy life..
I love to garden, read, take pics and play with my daschaund..I also have poems on Allpoetry.com under the name of Blushfulmoon......Would love to get them published someday....If you go visit me please tell me your from Renderosity.....Thank you for all your comments and keep me in your prayers..I need them so bad.....Oh I forgot to mention I am 52 years old....born March 25th 1955 making me an Aries..I am very true to what the astrologers say about the sign..........I make friends easy..sometimes quick tempered but cool off in a manner of minutes.....I can't stand anyone being mad at me........LOL.......I am so thankful for all the friends I have made here on Renderosity.....You are all special in my heart:)
Love all of you all
Hugs n love
Susan aka Blush
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Comments (59)
jayfar
A wonderful poem Susan and I admire your fight and the way you can talk about it. That must be a good thing. I wish you and your family well and keep up the fight.
STEVIEUKWONDER
Sometimes the chemo, is worse than the cancer itself Susan. I advise you to think very hard after your first trial Susan. Your welfare and comfort are more important than these awful chemicals. Rest well and think about YOU for a change. I daresay your well being is more important to all of us who know you as a friend, and others who comment on your work. Chemo, is not the be all and end all my friend. Did you know, that out of 100 Oncologists asked if they would themselves go through a treatment like they dispense to others with cancer, 76% of them said THEY WOULD NOT PARTAKE in the treatment. Try and make do without if you can Susan. You are weak right now and I think it would knock you for six. Perhaps wait until you have regained weight or feel stronger. Remember, your body already has toxins from the last regime of chemo you endured. I am fully experienced in palleative care for cancer patients, so I speak only with your well being in mind. Steve ;)
renecyberdoc
all the best susan to you and bruce and the rest of the family. also interesting read what steve wrote.
Chipka
I'm glad to see a poem from you; I love a good entry into the writer's gallery and this is a wonderful, heartening poem...it's no surprise that you'd craft a poem, since your comments to other artists are always poems, little emotional snapshots in themselves, and so it's only natural you would tackle a somewhat more formal bit of poetic expression. I'm glad that I read it and enjoyed it. I'm happy to see you here and my thoughts are with you. All the best to you and hugs from Chicago.
kgb224
Wonderful writing Susan. Happy Easter and my you get better. God bless.
Sunflowers159
I really admire you. You're one tough cookie :). All the best - whatever you decide to do. Thinking and praying for you.
flavia49
wonderful Happy Easter!
dakotabluemoon
I am so sorry to hear about this Susan but as they say God has a plan which we never see or know and some suffer more than others i just wish all the suffering would switch over to the people that do the wrong and bad things in this world but maybe this is how he tells us we are one of his angels.Lovely poem and i do hope for u to get better and live the life u want.
Faemike55
Very beautiful and inspiring poem Susan. Sorry to hear that you're hurting but I hope that you get good news from your doctor. I wish you a very Happy and Blessed Easter. As always, my thoughts and prayers are with you.
LivingPixels
Sue what can I say except just keep hanging on in there my friend keep on enduring and time will take care of the rest Always with you Susan x
magnus073
That was a very lovely Easter form you created, Susan. I will continue to keep you in my prayers during this time. Have a happy Easter my friend.
barryjeffer
This was a most warming gift to find this morning Susan. Thank you for sharing your poem with us all. My wife and I will keep you in our prayers and thoughts.
eekdog
love your poem dear sis, wish you had one of your wonderful shots to add for the great poetry. as you know Susan i have you in prayers always, and do support you in any way. please get better and take care hon.
Shozai
Happy Easter :) and nice poem :)
wparrott1
Beautiful!
sharky_
Wishing you and Bruce good health. My prayers to you both. Happy Easter! Aloha
romanceworks
A very lovely poem, Susan. You are such an excellent writer. Wishing you the best with you cancer struggle. My best friend is also going through treatment and it is very difficult. Happy Easter to you and your son.
pimanjc
Susan, Very moving. Please know that there are many who care. May your prayers be answered.
dragonmuse
It always brings joy to my heart when i see you post. Lovely poem dear. I am glad you had a nice birthday :) {{{hugs}}}
UteBigSmile
~ Wonderful poem dear Sis ~ Happy Easter to you and yours ~
evielouise
The poem is beautiful : I agree some of what steve is saying,It depends of course on you not anyone's choice just yours ,My sister was giving the news a month ago if she decides no treatment she has 4-6- months of life now I would say if that's the case there is only one choice to go ahead and try to save her life, we all know it's poision,and that's what is dragging you down not the cancer but the many chemo treatment as it's killing off your good cells With lorraine they are building her up right with holistic measures as she is skin and bones and they will not go near her: So think about it ,it's not giving up,it's about how everyday goes and to be in pain everyday and on drugs for pain is making the cancer cells stronger we feed those cells with things were not even aware of Everytime we take something as simple as tylenol it goes right to our liver: your always in my prayers of a very long list right now: hugs :
mgtcs
Very, very beautiful poem Susan, you are a very Brave lady and you have all my respect and care! My prayers and thoughts are with you always, happy Easter. P.S. Any treatment that has a chance of ridding you of your disease should be endured to the best of your ability. I do know, though, that it can be very hard. Hang in there, we are all praying for you.
jendellas
Happy Easter to you both Susan. Please take care & a happy belated birthday. xxx
tryky5carla
"A feeling of joy instead of despair" resembles the Jesus' advice. Great poem, interesting and beautiful prayer !!!!! Thank you, my dear friend ! Happy Easter to you too!
emmecielle
Wonderful poem, Susan. Sorry to hear that your health is still not good. I hope you can feel better as soon as possible. You never lose the hope, dear friend! You will always be in my thoughts and in my prayers! A big hug Maria Concetta
adrie
This is a very beautiful poem dear Susan, you will be always in my thoughts and in my prayers dear sis.....I am so sorry to hear about the hard and difficult thime you going true....i hope you will never lose the hope and also your son Bruce....never give up the hope.....hugs Adrie.
tennesseecowgirl
beautiful poem Susan..... and I am thinking of you and your son.. LOL at the Clampbettmobile we need a photo of that one.. have a great day!! raining here doesn't feel much like Easter Happy Easter
FaeMoon
Happy Easter, Susan! It is a beautiful poem and I hope you will gain strength for the days ahead and not have to take that medicine.
sandra46
SUPERB WORK!
Jalen
Oh my goodness girlfriend I have been away so long myself. I admire your fight and prayers are always going up for you and i will add your son Bruce to it. I have always loved to read anything that you write. Keep writing sweetie because you touch souls when you do! Love ya Jalen aka Laura