Tears in Heaven/repost(for my dear friend Susan) by eekdog
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i do not know where to start, i'm so lost for words and so very hurting right now. my/our dear friend Blush/Susan has lost her very, very long and painful battle with cancer, not sure if it was friday or Saturday yet, i will be calling her son in Kentucy to express my sadness, and i have only reposted images maybe twice since being here, not much into that. but i'm so mentally drained at this moment and have lack of any idea what to create so i searched my gallery for something that fits my feelings for my dear friend. i cannot explain how sad i feel. she has had several bouts with this killer disease and did loose the battle with it. forgive for any mistypes or spellings, very hard to write with tears in the eyes, and this small azz comment box sure does not help. some of you know her by her extreame kindness and her top notch photography, in my honest view she was one of the finest photographers ever. i so much respected her work and kind heart. when she lost her husband Danny last year on June 15th i think she really had alot to deal with. but she is a angel in heaven now and i guess best of all if those words are right, she no longer ever has to suffer anymore. i ask god to take me instead of so many wondeful people on this earth from cancer. cause i feel i'm not really a good person. can't elaborate on that. my heart is broken and i feel Susan was my real lil' sister to me and i have lost a very dear family member, i cry, i cry, i cry. i know at times she mentions her condition to me and in comments on other fine works and on her posts when she did them. i recall a few years back some artist gave her crap about posting her condition and that so pissed me off. i honesty have prayed every day for her for several years now and still will.
i'm not going to link a post from my last image here, but will link my dear little sis's gallery link below, please, please visit and say a prayer for the Vessels Family, her son has lost both his parents in a short time and i do not know him, but i'm sure that pain is unbearable. i have never ever met her but like i mentioned she was a family memeber to me and i grief alot, back in 1999 i lost the dearest friend KIm and sweetheart and the love of my life, but never was a girlfriend. she was killed by a car in the street. and i feel equal pain and grief. and i'm not sure if i can create another beautiful image for Susan at this time, so i elected on this repost. forgive me. i completed a great image last night, but it does not convey the sadness for this moment, but i know dear Susan would still have loved it for this moment. i thank you all for reading this if you did and hope you can share a thought and a prayer for one of rendos best people ever. i will be sending a card to her son, and if anyone of you would like to do the same plz site mail me and i will share her kentucy address. just wish i had the cash to send flowers, unemployment sucks and still have not recieved a thing. i will post the image i made on Monday. then try and come up with another for my friend. her gallery link below. many thanks for the visit and thoughts.
http://www.renderosity.com/mod/gallery/browse.php?username=Blush
i might catch some flack about posting the song by Eric Clapton below but right now. i feel so much grief and this song is so beautiful.
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong
And carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven
Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way
Through night and day
'Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven
Comments (95)
bebopdlx
Excellent dedication Steve.
DennisReed
A wonderful dedi for Susan!
renecyberdoc
the song you choose is perfect my man. R.I.P.Susan.
UteBigSmile
Marvelous dedication to our dear sis Susan, may she rest in eternal Peace!
A_Sunbeam
Beautiful image
illkirch
Didn't know her, but it's sad to learn such news. Condolences
rhol_figament
Sorry for your loss Steve, keep strong.
LivingPixels
Touching steve and very sad but happy in a way cause she is at peace now and in a better place i think we should probably be happy that her painful fight is over and the promise is god will resurrect her so bro dont be too sad Im sure she would want you to be happy for her my friend very moving image she will be missed much!!!
Celart
Lovely artwork
morganahope
Words are sometimes distant and not always able to express our sorrow for the loss of a loved one, a friend! Sometimes silence is the best answer to our prayers and heart .... will be recorded forever in our memory strength, courage ... and the word forever friend Susan! When my back pain I remember her, his courage, his fight .... then I see that my pain was gone! Thank you Lord Almighty for letting us live with someone as wonderful and inspiring! Take care of her please! Fatima Morganahope Brazil
3dpoetry
Sorry for your loss, beautiful dedication
ontar1
A beautiful dedication, outstanding work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
caty77
I'm sorry for your great friend, Steve. You have chose a beautiful picture!
goldie
thanks, Steve, for passing on this dreadful and such sad news...dear Susan went through so much these past years, both with her cancer and with the loss of her husband...through it all she was such a trooper...I am, like you and certainly many others, simply heartbroken...since she had fought the big C for such a long time, i thought just maybe she would triumph over this ugly disease...i am not one who is totally sold on the belief in the existence of heaven, but just in case there is such a place, i am certain that is where she is, finally not suffering...dear Susan, you and your wonderful spirit will be sorely missed and I will miss the anticipation of waiting for your next wonderful photo which you shared with us over these years. RIP dear lady.
tennesseecowgirl
Steve we all feel your pain, this is so painful. She will be missed but lets never forget.... and please don't put yourself down like that, we all here no better, you have been an amazing friend to me and so many here and your friendship and encouragment gives so much to others. hugsss
erlandpil
Very lovely erland
Mad-Mike
I myself shed a few tears reading what you stated above. yes I must of felt your feelings also. although I did not know her as much as you. she indeed sounds like a wonderful lady. At least she is painfree and with all the angels now my friend. I wiish you the best through this, and everyone as well, and of course her family as well. Great Dedi!!
Belladona
Sorry for the loss, only people who have been through them they know what they want to say a word of support, it seems that we we saw them two very similar shapes, beautiful work
Cyve
Fantastic creation... It's just marvelous !
Navi
Really sorry for you Steve, I didn't know your friend, but your text says it all (that makes a lot in one year for one people...).
Minda
even i didnt know her ,,,i am sorry for your lost my friend..this is amazing tribute for her.
danapommet
An excellent choice for this posting Steve - my heart breaks for your loss. I've seen you call Susan "L'll sister" so many times over the years. We all loved her and experienced her pain over and over. She is in a softer place and with her horrible pain. Think good thoughts!
AGentleMuse
beautiful tribute!!!
doarte
Life is Strange Steve, but the embrace is value. You are the wondrous entity and I value all you present. (*wonderful dedication)
Drakkendark
Excellent work.
Rainastorm
Oh no I did not know...rest in peace dear Susan...we will miss you.
tuxedomask
Beautiful dedication .
Pierrot_Lunaire
Beautiful dedication!
npauling
I haven't been into RR for ages and then to see that Susan has died, has really upset me. A very patient sufferer at rest. I talked to her a few times on the phone but it was always hard to get the timing right with the time difference. I will really miss her and seeing her postings, she had so much talent. This is a lovely dedication to her.
bluart
very sorry and sad for you steve, it is realy touching me every time someone lost a battle against this unfair desease,beautiful work and words