WTF Is On Our Six by HADCANCER
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Description
Something I did shortly after I left.
Well I think I may come back here though their is no art in my hearrt. I confirmed yesterday what I suspected for some time. My wife no longer loves or cares for me. I am too poor for a divorce so I am stuck here. I started smoking again yesterday. I went through a pack in less than a day. I was surprised how easy it was. I also stop taking most of the pills and shots keeping me alive. Just a long suicide really. Not sure how long I will last. probably a year or so I think. Anyway hope everything is better with you guys
Song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v4EFddbHkRo
Comments (16)
mikeerson
you know this.... Women will tell you they don't love you but later change their mind - they like to play mind games..... now, if you're a woman reading this, this message is not for you - lol - I'm just reminding Rick of the Mind Games Relationships pull.... Do I feel all women are like this? no.... My Mother didn't do this crap, but most of the women I've seen with family and friends pull this sh-t. = lol ....and Rick, get off the pitty, save your money from cigerettes and buy something - a shirt, a hat, new shoes... go see a movie.... but don't smoke, it's too expensive and it's a total waste
cvrad
Sorry to hear you are so down but you shouldn't give up on life! It is always a blow to the ego to find out your significant ther doesn't think you are that significant and you feel like you have nothing in life to offer others but believe it gets better try going to the gym or exercising turning those negative emotions and frustrations towards a physical outlet through sports. You may not feel like it at first but do it for a month and it will give you something to look froward to. all the best and keep your stick on the ice! Chris BTW Great looking foo fighter
ronmolina
Pic is well done. Sorry about your troubles.
braynes
Fantastic
drifterlee
NIce render. I bet your wife does love you. Try to cheer up if you can!!!!!
magnus073
Rick, your wife still loves you I'm certain. What she needs is for you to show her the guy she fell in love with long ago is still inside. Trust me a lot of us have gone through similar situations, and what you need to do now is put the smokes away, get back on your medication, and show her that you still love her and are deserving of her love. We all lose ourselves from time to time thanks to blows that life deals us. That is when we need to talk to our friends, and draw strength from them to help us get back on our feet. You have a lot of friends here, including me that care about you, Rick. What you need to do now is learn to care about yourself again, and stop punishing yourself my friend. I'll keep you in my prayers, and ask for God to watch over you and your family during this difficult time.
bakapo
this is a cool render, I like the clouds. go for a walk to get some air and hold your head high... show the world you are worth loving. for other people to love you, you need to love yourself. you are worth loving. please don't smoke, please take care of yourself... look at the people here who care about you. hug
Faemike55
Very cool render Rick. as for the issues in your life, I think Mike Chris and Dave and everyone else who will come after me will all say that you should not give up. and I agree with them. Hang in there my friend! please...
RodS
What has been said above by Mike, Dave and the others echos what I would say to you, Rick. You should never give up, my friend! You are very talented, and have a lot to offer - yourself as well as others. Life can be a cruel mistress at times, but you have to rise above it, and show you are stronger than anything life can throw at you. This is an awesome image, my friend, and it shows the level of talent you have. We care about you, buddy! You are in my thoughts and prayers, my friend.
renecyberdoc
keep it up bro.
Jean_C
Superb image, and take care of you, my friend!
Cyve
Marvelous creation... WOnderfully done !
ldgilman
I am so sorry to read about your issues, I will say my wife does not play those "mind games". You are living thru tough times and have every reason to be depressed. Most important quit smoking, my Dad, 80 years young, just died because of smoking. There are better and less painful ways to die. Who will add songs to pictures, ZZ Top is one of my favorites, I would never have made the connection you made with my picture. You do a great job with your posing and lighting. Especially the lighting, that is what I am having the hardest time with. Once I have dad's estate squared away, I can get back to lighting my scene correctly.
Crudelitas
Aww, what a beautiful piece of art! That is one of your best! I'm really sorry to hear that it is not doing so well. I can well understand that a serious illness, wear also the partner down. But who really loves them dearly, accepts the fate. My partner did not leave me when I became seriously ill with MS. For that I am grateful. And when he had a massive heart attack, I was there for him again ... Rick, my friend, I hope it dislocates everything again. Do not give up, and smoke less. I would be very sad if you would let yourself guided by irrationality. Unfortunately I have already lost a lot of friends. I would love to have you for a little longer on my friend list. Keep your chin up and do not let it get you!
debbielove
Well life sucks huh? I know that feeling.... This render rocks, do more like this! MORE! lol Rob
three_grrr
This is so awesome! I'm not usually a fan of airplane images and such, but this is such cool sci-fi, with those awesome clouds below .. i love this!! I'm just so sorry that you are going through all you're going through, and I just keep praying for you. I don't know what to say that hasn't already been said, just to say that I'm so glad I found a relatively recent post from you, and hope there's more coming. There's a lot of us here that want to see you stick around for a lot more years.