Dochtersions: Hello everybody! Under the name "dochtersions" I started, at the suggestion of my dear husband, in sharing my photos, fractals, and also some paintings, and other 2D art here at Renderosity. That was in January of 2010. I still use my two owls as avatar, which is a reduced image of one of my oil paintings.
The name "dochtersions" came into my head as only one, when I was looking for a name for my blog that I started in 2007.
This name is not that strange, as I know that God is my real father and mother at the same time, and I know that God loves me more and deeper than a man can aware of (or at least I think this way)
I live in the South of The Netherlands together with my retired husband. I've had various occupations. In my last job, I was working as an assistant to a paediatrician and a rehabilitation specialist. When I had children, I graduated "health awareness", and gave lectures on various topics, plus vegetarian cooking classes to teenagers.
My husband and I have together two daughters and four grandchildren. Which all live abroad, to be precise in Lacey (WA-USA) and Davos in Switzerland.
I've always been busy with all kinds of creativity. As a child I drew a lot, later pottery, needle art, tapestries, weaving, batik art, macramé, etc. Painting with oil was my last great hobby.
Around about the year 2000 I started having unexplained physical symptoms as well as insomnia, which was later diagnosed as having PTSD. It turned out that I had repressed a traumatized youth. However, the physical symptoms made that I no longer could be busy with my passions, the real painting, and other activities (f.e. reading books, gardening, travelling), which I was doing without a limit.
What I can stay doing well in limited form, is playing music on my mandolin and my guitar, and also to enjoy/listen my favourite music, which is including the cantatas of J.S. Bach and his sons , f.e. also music from G.F. Handel, G.Ph. Telemann, a.s.o. This is also the kind of music that my husband (on its church organ) and I (on my mandolin) play together.
After being diagnosed with PTSD a lot changed and I was forced to look for alternatives in which I could express myself. That is, that for years I started writing, and poetry, which go quite intense and as a sort of automatic. Unfortunately, my knowledge of the English language is not sufficient enough, so I write in my mother tongue, with sometimes a few exceptions. The thoughts come to my mind right at unexpected moments, and it’s wonderful, to surrendering to your train of thoughts.
In the encounter more and more of impossibilities, in connection with, f.e continuous pains, I learned to shift my gaze. Searching for distractions and alternatives, I learned to focus my happy mind on all the wonderful and admirable little things in the world around me.
My husband since 1968 Karel (kareldg on RR) bought a small pocket camera for me, and taught me to work with Fractal Explorer. Through my little Sony camera I learned to look differently, to see deeper; to see the details, the structure, how refined, and just so unique the small ones are in God's creation.
What is one of my daily tasks is trying to support people who suffer from PTSD, but they suffer more in an emotional way, and I can understand them and listen to their story (digital) they trust me.
Renderosity: What projects are you currently working on?
Dochtersions: Of course I would love to take more concrete technical knowledge to me (to acquire), and follow tutorials, how to work with Ultra Fractal, Mandelbulb, etc.. The capabilities of PSP investigate and experiment with it.
The manual of my current camera (Canon PowerShot SX50HS, and as pocket camera Panasonic DMC-TZ35, since 2020 I use a Canon PowerShot SX70HS). I would like to sift through, and experiment with it. But exactly that kind of things, such as reading comprehension, concentration, makes this especially, by the constant dominating intense facial pain, really impossible.
All in all, I continue to look for improvement, while in the meantime trying to be light-hearted, happy and hopeful, to be open to everything that's coming my way. I enjoy art, stay in the nature, the outer man/woman in me, the love that I've been given, to realize this, and to be thankful for. Wherever I am happy with is that I am able to meet so many lovely people through RR. Unfortunately, only digital, but I'm also grateful.
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Comments (15)
miwi
mininessie
Wow! Sorry to hear that... But happy you are safe... I hope you can get all fixed.
durleybeachbum
Gosh,Mies, what a horrible set of happenings ! So much to cope with when you are already stressed and unwell. I just love this image, it is one of your very best , I think!
beachsidelegs
Absolutely stunning image my friend love it, Sorry to hear you are having bad weather we here in the UK are getting flash floods Mother Nature is having a hissy fit at the moment :)
jmb007
belle
kgb224
Outstanding post work Mies. God bless.
farmerC
Verbazend Prachtig werk.
helanker
WOW! WHat a gorgeous image you have created here, but I am SO sorry, all the bad things have been happening to you. I do hope your home can come back to normal in no time and so your flowers.
rbowen
Wonderful!
Glendaw
Wow I am so Sorry and sad you had such a horrible series of events.
You will be in shock for a few days as I was when we had our basement flood.
The destruction of so many things is hard to take in and digest all at once.
We had a T storm but not nearly as bad as you, lots of water in a short time but no lighting.
The water was gone the next day because we are so dry--- there are many fires still burning around us, some out of control.
Oh I do hope that Karels organ can be fixed, it is something he has had for many years.
Luckily outside usually takes care of itself after the debris is taken away.
Very happy you made it home safely and nobody was physically hurt.
Your golden flower looks beautiful surrouned by all the pretty puple irises and colored leaves.
Once again you choose the perfect dream style, super well done Mies.
xoxo
SunriseGirl
What a day!!! My goodness. I am so glad you survived the storm. I hope things soon get repaired and brought back to normal. I love the story of your photo of how you cared for this hibiscus all winter and then the storm devastated it, but now you are giving it love and care and you have the faith that it will recover. I think it can be so in life as well. Often times the "storms" almost destroy us, but with a little love and care we can grow stronger again and show our beautiful blooms.
Sterkte, Jacomina
auntietk
Oh my dear! What a thing to have to deal with! I’m glad you and Karel are okay.
This image is absolutely perfect. I will add it to my jigsaw!
RodS Online Now!
This is really lovely - it looks like a silky blanket with beautiful embroidery - very beautiful!
Wow - sounds like you had a nasty storm! I feel your pain - it's never good to have a flood in your home - even a small one can have you doing repairs for months. Trust me on that...
ia-du-lin
beautiful presentation
anahata.c
I read this when you posted it (I see everything you post, usually within a few hours of when you post it). Your storm was like a Midwestern storm: It's huge, violent, and leaves nature turned-upside-down. It's pretty frightening to be in a storm like that. And it's stunning to see what it does to nature, when it's over. I'm glad you and Karel are ok. And your home and beautiful grounds are doing ok, in its aftermath...(In Chicago, trees will be torn out of the ground, after some thunderstorms here.)
Your picture is masterful, once again; when you posted this, I thought it was a painting; but then I read your description, and of course it's a manipulation of a photo. But you got deep textures and very organic forms. Everything in this image is alive and moving and undulating. The center flower is primal...and it emerges out of this pulsing 'mire' like a triumphal messenger. The surrounding plants are pulsing with all kinds of organic forms. This is primal, just as some of your other recent images have been. Primal, from the core...And, once again, it's amazingly complex. Great work, Jacomina. These images seem to come from a very intuitive place inside you...