Love me Two Times by eekdog
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I so highly appreciate your friendships, comments, likes and faves on my work. Thank you. Steve
My world seems to be crumbling alot lately, so many worries, with my mom, car, job and phone issues. Been trying to post but my phone says low memory cannot upload, then a few minutes later it's working.
My dear mother over the last three months has been feeling dizzy alot, she's had lots of blood tests hearing tests then finally a MRI last week, came back that she suffered from a stroke a few months ago. Has me worried highly, my car is breaking down and my job hours keep getting less. It's a PT job and normaly get 20 - 22 hrs a week which is perfect for keeping my medicaid benifits. But with the new stores they assigned me to I'm only getting 16 last week same week before, this week looks to be around 12 hrs.
There is not enough bread in stockroom to get me those hours. I guess will need to seek a different pt job with no more then 22 ' 25 hours so I can keep my health benifits.
My job also pays for gas mileage and on previous stores I did was getting pretty good gas allowance, now with my current stores to work at on days I work I drive about 30 miles but get paid for only 6 since you are not paid from house to my first store, they only pay gas allowance from store to store, and don't pay gas back to house from stores. 26 miles too and from stores twice a week, paid for 6 on my single shift day drive 12 miles get paid for 2. Bullchit!! Previously I was driving about 80 miles and getting paid for about 60 on my two day split shifts, my job is only a 3 day work week. Sun, wed, sat. Saturday being just 1 shift.
Depression is very high right now.
Thanks for reading if you did, and so sorry for thowing a violin on my situation. Just life I guess. On a 1 -10 scale my sadness/depression are at a 9.5/// Steve
Credits :
MDD Clarice by: Maddelirium
Amusement by: Propschick
Effa Hair by: SWAM
Pyrago by: DM
Attitude by: Kaleya
Outfit by: Emma & Jordi ( NLA )
Comments (59)
Tracesl
excellent
spdskool
keep your head up Steve! Bound to turn around. Nicely rendered, love to bronzes, brass and details.
Paulienchen
Ein sehr schöner Render
bakapo
This character is super cool. Her eyes and lips are so neat. I love her tall hat with the roses. You do steampunk well!
Hang in there, Steve, life is a roller coaster and all you can do is hang on, it will even out eventually. Prayers for you and your Mom.
lwperkins
It's a beautiful image, and I hope your situation improves--I know how stressful it can be!
zaqxsw
Delightful image! Sorry to ear things are still not going well, especially with your mom's stroke! I hope things improve for you!
Jean_C
Sorry to ear all your problems, I hope all will be better soon, Steve! Fantastic character and great render, my friend!
Leije
Wonderful steampunk portrait, Steve ! I hope the best for the job and your mother, and take care of you, my friend.....
farmerC
Exellente Creation.
aqua1955
Very pretty work
MagikUnicorn
BEAUTY
moebiustraveller
Great image, eekdog.. sorry to hear things are so bad right now :(
ontar1
Awesome setting and beautiful lady!
OkrimSlava
Cool Creation!
Faemike55
I wish I knew what to tell you, Steve. Just hang in there and keep on keeping on.
great image
Darkglass
Life always throws a curve ball at you from time to time.... ....and there is always something to deal with, you have many many friends, and believe me there is always something better just round the corner.....great image...as always, and its a pleasure to view.....!!
afsinatre
The head works well.. I think she can take 24 shapes in 24 hours! Well done Steve.
goodoleboy
A loverly reddish effect along with various good stuff in this cool image. Sorry to read of your and your mom's problems. You sure have a had some weird jobs. Hope things work out for you.
ZjaelingNytesong
Stunning image, you never cease to impress and amaze me with your talent.
My heart, thoughts and prayers go with you. Though I'm sure you're familiar with the poem 'Footprints In The Sand', during the most trying times in my life, I repeat the poem in my head and take comfort in the last verse:
He whispered, "My precious child, I love you and will never leave you Never, ever, during your trials and testings. When you saw only one set of footprints, It was then that I carried you."
hashdoc
Wow! Wonderful image!
PhthaloBlue
Beautiful steampunk image - excellent work!
goldie
Outstanding scene, Steve..Like how you've used Pyrago and Clarice looks so beautiful :)
Really sorry about your mom...getting old can be a bitch...but I think she's pretty tough :) As for your job situation--although some companies do pay commuting costs (which would be your gas cost), it is not a common practice. But you should certainly be reimbursed for the gas you use on the job. Sincerely hope things get straightened out for you soon and you can get out of this funky mood.
steve2
Beautiful work Steve. Sorry things are rough for you these days. 9.5 is dangerous and I hope you have someone close to talk with.
mtdana
That gas allowance policy is not fair - when the first store is so far from home! I hope your current job improves or you can find something better - good luck Steve!
MajinBoo
First let me say I'm sorry for all you current worries. I'm in a slightly better place than you and I hope things improve for and you find better employment and your mother's health. All the intricate details in this image show a lot going on which seems a reflection of how things are going for you. I'm no therapist or anything just my opinion. There's no getting over how good this piece looks.
Saby55
Wooow very beautiful work on this one..👏👏👏👍5️⃣⭐️
misty7j3
Awesome steampunk image Steve......I likey!! Sorry to hear about your Mom's health......now would be a good time for you to move in with her.....you could be a big help to her, and it might help you too. Think about it Steve......you only have one Mom.
starship64 Online Now!
I'm sorry to hear about the problems you're having. I'll keep you in my prayers. Things will get better.
Kordouane
Greatest creation !!
gaius
You're having a lot of problems, I'm sorry for you and your Mom. Great steampunk image.