Love me Two Times by eekdog
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I so highly appreciate your friendships, comments, likes and faves on my work. Thank you. Steve
My world seems to be crumbling alot lately, so many worries, with my mom, car, job and phone issues. Been trying to post but my phone says low memory cannot upload, then a few minutes later it's working.
My dear mother over the last three months has been feeling dizzy alot, she's had lots of blood tests hearing tests then finally a MRI last week, came back that she suffered from a stroke a few months ago. Has me worried highly, my car is breaking down and my job hours keep getting less. It's a PT job and normaly get 20 - 22 hrs a week which is perfect for keeping my medicaid benifits. But with the new stores they assigned me to I'm only getting 16 last week same week before, this week looks to be around 12 hrs.
There is not enough bread in stockroom to get me those hours. I guess will need to seek a different pt job with no more then 22 ' 25 hours so I can keep my health benifits.
My job also pays for gas mileage and on previous stores I did was getting pretty good gas allowance, now with my current stores to work at on days I work I drive about 30 miles but get paid for only 6 since you are not paid from house to my first store, they only pay gas allowance from store to store, and don't pay gas back to house from stores. 26 miles too and from stores twice a week, paid for 6 on my single shift day drive 12 miles get paid for 2. Bullchit!! Previously I was driving about 80 miles and getting paid for about 60 on my two day split shifts, my job is only a 3 day work week. Sun, wed, sat. Saturday being just 1 shift.
Depression is very high right now.
Thanks for reading if you did, and so sorry for thowing a violin on my situation. Just life I guess. On a 1 -10 scale my sadness/depression are at a 9.5/// Steve
Credits :
MDD Clarice by: Maddelirium
Amusement by: Propschick
Effa Hair by: SWAM
Pyrago by: DM
Attitude by: Kaleya
Outfit by: Emma & Jordi ( NLA )
Comments (59)
VDH
Superb creation, nice lady, love also the background !!
rbowen
I hope that your mother will feel better soon. I wish you strength to go through all the difficulties that you are facing. Your image is wonderful, Steve! Good luck!
Deva3D
Absolutely wonderful image!
bucyjoe
wow really good
beachsidelegs Online Now!
Srtunning image my friend :)
anahata.c
I assume your title is from the Doors...if so, another tribute to that great group...in those days, the high production values weren't in effect that we have today; and the groups sounded rawer, more 'messy'; but they also had a wonderful rush to them, a live feeling of exploding energy; and the Doors were one of the best...Love this bronze-tinged, rose-gold steampunk image: Love the detailed gears, tubes and rivets...and your model takes on that same rose-gold hue: She's beautiful here. And Iove that Mad Hatter's hat, with the clock and chain, etc. You even have her hair falling down in perfect sync with a lantern. This is expert work, Steve. And as I said in a note, I truly hope things start improving for you and your mom. The same thing happened to my dad, and he was fine after that; I hope the same's true for your mom. And I wish you the best too, Steve. In everything. All my best, and another terrific image!
byteline
The best wishes for you and your mother, dear Steve.
Outstanding work!
vitachick
So Sorry to hear the little black cloud is taunting you...Things will pick up!!
Wonderful render :)
kittybabe
i am sorry steve, i understand 'coz i have depression too!
GrandmaT
Cool image!
RodS
Fantastic steampunk image, Steve! You really knock the socks off any genre you tackle - super work, buddy!
Man, it sounds like Fate and Crapluck are visiting you now... My little issues are nothing.. Got you mom and you in my prayers, bro - things have got to get better - you've had more than your share of crappy stuff. Hope you can find something that gets you the hours you need. There comes a point where a job just doesn't pay enough to make it worthwhile. Hope it improves for you very soon.
Richardphotos
try allowing the phone to dump the memory nice render, if creepy
romangirl
She is a beauty, but I would never kiss Her! Great scene. Hang in there, Steve!
Wolfenshire Online Now!
Hang in there, buddy. Sorry to hear about your mom. Fantastic image.
pchef Online Now!
very nice steampunk
renecyberdoc
sorry to hear about your issues brother,i do hope that something comes up,need to worry about averything wears you down and will take a toll on you with the time passing,i sincerely wish you all the best steve.
KarmaSong
Wonderful impressive composition, Steve! I really hope you will pull through despite the hardships and worries that put you down at the moment. Trust yourself, and trust your precious skills that make you create such invaluable and fantastic works of digital graphics, throughout your superb gallery...
dakotajaroo
excellent composition, good job
LadyLight
Very nicely done, your lighting is great :)
anitalee
Excellent
UteBigSmile
Super ingenious Steam-Pun-Portrait Steve!
Since unfortunately only half of our "good friends" here read our comments, I feel, as you do in your case, concerning your work and the care for your sick mother, this is for me already more than shameful and disrespectful, but wait, these people still will also get their package to suffer and then who is there to give them courage? Nobody, because they will have earned what they deserved! This gallery and not only this one, which were once something like a small family, have been degraded for years more and more to egocentric communities!
I can only tell you: If you think, it is no longer possible, a little light comes from somewhere, heartfelt greetings, Ute
rajib
Very nice work Steve. Interesting character you have created.
IceDragonArt
Love this!
Desgar
It's like the Victorians figured out how to create a lifelike clockwork cyborg.
To butcher a lyric from U2's Acrobat: "Don't let the fates grind you down." You and your mom are in my prayers.
3dpoetry
The Doors, Love it
jancas
Excellent
Yolie
Wahou .... J'adore, splendide réalisation. Courage, j'espère que tout ira bien mieux pour vous et pensées positives pour votre maman.
bugsnouveau
Super cool stuff
miwi
An extraordinary image,full of details!!!!!!!!