Maybe on the outside
it appears I am smiling...
youd never look at me
on the street as I passed you
with my fake smile
my big brown eyes looking directly
Into
YOURS
and think
that inside
my
soul
~S~C~R~E~A~M~S~
Im a writer
Im a photographer
Im an artist
when I choose to be
sometimes
I wish I could write my own life
take a picture of my death
and paint a portrait of both
yeah....
BIOShackeled to the wall of the dungeon
she awaited her torture
with only her arms to support her weight
the bone seperates from socket
and dislocates
leaving her dangling there
with muscle and ligament
straining and pulling
against gravity
Her tormentor
places her dreams on the table
before her, polished and shined
so it glows brighter
looking even more lovely
than she ever imagined
the images of holding her dreams
in her hands
reaching out and touching it
are crushed
for every time she tries to reach out
she is reminded with excruciating pain
that she is chained to the wall
that isnt enough for her captor
a metal stake is slowly pounded
into her skull....
carefully
strategically placed
severing
so as not to kill her
but to penetrate
seperating the two
directly down the middle
she will remain alive
with her head
in place
so that she can not turn from her dream
so that she cant look away
so that even though
her dream is out of reach
she cant touch it
or hold it in her hands
it is forever in her site
every time she opens her eyes
she will see it
right in front of her
where she cant touch it
or hold hit
~~~out of reach
and that kind of pain
is torture
beyond compare
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Im me.
Not you
Not who you want me to be
Im who I am
and
I
wish
I
wasnt
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Comments (5)
bleachfix
This is a beautiful, touching, personal story, and thank you very much for sharing it. :)
darkstarhellion
Ah, another brainless robot for god the making. Terrific.
cynlee
a very poetic & thoughtful shot...really nice :) enjoyed the story too!
soul_scream
interesting comment there dark ;) I dont agree with the fact that his dad makes him go to church, because I think it should be his choice when he is older, to decide what he wants to do, however, just because he goes to church, doesnt mean he is brainless ;) It just means he doesnt have a choice right now :(
ReflectionofTRUTH
Beautiful image. It provokes a lot of thought, and no doubt will raise controversy between those who "believe" and those who do not. It is sad to see that a relationship between a man and his Creator, which brings him joy and peace, also brings him condemnation. Whatever happens to our childhood innocence, as you you noticed with your son, Christian? Do we abandon it, never to return? The heart of a child is the key to peace in this life. If we could look past our own hurts, failures, and distorted perception, we could again see the beauty of life. Or perhaps it should be out of our own inadequacies that we realize that there must be something greater than ourselves. Pausing for a moment, think about the purity of your child. Most will tell you that he is naive to the wickedness of the world, and in due time his perception will change. Who are we to rob the innocent and push our pessimistic views upon him? Why do I write all of this? Because in my own childhood I was a dreamer--always thinking bigger than myself. Yet I allowed other people to deter me from my vision, and let them determine my reality. Without someone there to encourage and fuel our dreams we lose hope. I have lived on both sides of the spectrum-- the innocent (or naive as I was called) who believed in God and later became a professing atheist, denouncing God and the idea of His existence. I am grateful, however, that there is such a thing as grace, where it does not matter what I have done or said. I can be forgiven and return to the innocence of my youth. Our beliefs and the reality that we live in are a choice that each of us must make. The point of this comment is not to provoke a religious debate. I am not here to defend my faith or to try to "convert" anyone. I am simply providing the oppurtunity to reflect. What was your childhood dream? Can you remember when you had the faith to believe? What is the purpose of our every day? Where is our hope? Are all things truly possible? What do you believe in? If nothing else is noted from my comments, I would like to say to "soul scream" : Encourage your child. Never diminish his dreams or beliefs. He does not have to know the fullness of the tainted world that we live in.