Slipping through the traps of the future and the past Reality in front of me But just beyond my grasp I have become what I don't want to be I can remember when this wasn't me Searching for some truth Through my broken and shattered youth Insanity has ahold on me just won't let me loose I believed in your lies That you could set me free Now I see the truth That it was only you controlling me Boundries have been tossed What I called love had such a great cost Is there anyway I can get my life back Of all that I've lost Someone help me find my heart again Or has this lonesome soul died in vain The lies and deceit has left its mark and has caused great pain in my shattered heart Help me find my life or have I died in vain Angelheart @copyrighted