This was my first post in PS7 to accompany the poem I wrote about my soulmate...We did have another go at it, but life has forced us to going back to be friends... Thanks for viewing...all comments and suggestions are welcomed...God Bless Jalen No Doubt I can't beleive that you have returned to my life... There has been so much heartache and strife... Will we be able to get past it and regain trust again... Wondering will we reunite in love or just remain friends... Whatever the outcome that we agree for the turn out to be... At least at last I can move forward,finding closure, free... You gave me the reason that I had for months been longing for... Admitting that neither of us can ever know what life has in store... I only know that when I see your name log on, I smile... I defnitely haven't been able to do that for quite awhile... Please know that all of the deep bitterness has melted away... Really great that we again can open up and share the end of each day... There's no doubt in my heart that you aren't genuine and glad to be back... I pray that we can be able to restore and get our love back on track... If it never does I want to let you know Mike I choose to never forget... The time we shared together nor regret... Now that I know the behavior you showed was the correct one with me... I can finally turn those ugly tapes off in my head and let everything be... The ones that kept trying to convince me that what we had was never real... Finally confirming that what we shared was genuine and "the real deal"... Somehow overtime I realize my darling we both fell off our mutual roads... Forgetting to always share the long and unbearably winding and heavy loads... I want us to succeed and both choose to allow the time it takes to love... Unconditionally the way it was created to be, effortless, from our Creator above... Unfortunately many obstacles including other people were put in our path... Inevitably when it destroyed our love what a mess,it left quite an aftermath... Now all that we can do is go very slow and take it one day at a time... For I want to make sure that we are able to avoid any other hidden mines,,, As mush as we would like we can't just take up where our relationship left off... Too much pain has been felt and also the 100% trust has regrettably been lost... In my heart I never stopped loving you and now I find its even stronger than before... I just want you to know Mike that "on us" I am standing in front of an open door... Whether or not we are able to fall in love again or we just remain friends... Starting our mornings and ending our nights I never want to see that time spent, end... Wanting to see you genuinely happy in every area of your life and be present in any part... One thing is for certain you will always be a large portion of my very guarded heart...