My name is Majavae, and I live in Sydney (though I was born in Russia), Australia.
If I come to summarise the origins of my art I always return to an incident five years ago in which I was incapable of leaving home.
The majority of my artwork is 2D, oils or acrylics but I prefer not to post them for their personal content.
Thus I work minorly on Poser 5, and PhotoShop 7.
I have also begun to explore Photography (Canon Powershot G3).
BIOAs you may have noticed many of my images are under no specific category, I prefer the context to be left up to the viewer...
Secondly I want to say thank you- especially to all those who have contacted me to lend their support or just to talk, you know who you are...
I never wanted to inspire pity, or attention towards myself through my photographs. I merely aimed to try to show my own perception of my, admittedly confused, world.
It was with this explanation that I said Goodbye. There had been many things which had changed with and around me in these last years of which I came out of my lurking status. However subdued my return is, I still continue to admire all of your future works.
With deepest gratitude,
Maejavae.
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Comments (19)
cynlee
oooh... owe... looks painful... sorry, hope all will be alright
gofer
Looks like someone has abused you mmm... not good... I hope whatever the cause you'll be alright! Please take care!
kiresiwel
hopefully the cause of the pain is gone and the healing can begin. The photo captures the trauma.
Misha883
I think we do have to ask. Was this an accident, or did someone hurt you? If someone hurt you, we can help you. In any case, I do hope you are feeling better soon.
Gwyn Tyger
i'm sorry for your pain.
blackaradia
Hope it was an accident...need some help ?
danob
Dump the bastard sweetheart nobody is worth this!!
Nilla
Hi! I am sorry to see this, I really am. I want you to know that love does not hurt, or hit or leave black and blue marks on you. I would like to offer my ear in private of course. Please feel free to E mail me through here. I do want to talk to you, before it is too late and you wind up with a toe tag.
meico
You write "don't ask." You eyes say differently. Talk to any or all of us ... or anybody who is close to you. Please take action, please get away from this, please seek help.
pscott
You are telling us not to ask yet you are posting a picture of obvious abuse. As one who knows all too well what you are going through, and has survived to become happy in a new life, I want you to know you are doing the right thing. The first step, is to stop hiding it. I'm sure this image will generate a great deal of instant messages, and I hope they help you to know that help really is out there. Some of us have the answers .. some just want to let you know they are there. Whatever the case, I applaud you for your bravery in posting this image. Embarrassment and shame and low self esteem keeps the door closed for too long ... and doesn't let anyone in who could help. Stay angry ... and let someone get to you before it goes away. You are not alone ... you have a large sisterhood of survivors out there. Your image shows you want to be one as well.
Maejavae
Alright, Here I Am. I think I should explain. Seeing what alot of comments said- I should say that no one did that to me: no boyfriend, family member etc. I did it to myself, it's hard to explain and most people just don't want to hear it. I haven't been well for a long time. For the last year or so I've been seeing a doctor but recently it feels like I'm sliding back. I guess I posted the image as a sort of rebellion- I am so tired of people pretending they understand what it's like for me, I'm hurting and the photo is the truth- without any underlying pretence. But thank you all for facing me about it- without false sympathy that some other people of whom I know have tried.
SoulSearcherr
Your eyes is deep with emotion..face covered with pain. You have touched the ppl here and they have responded in the way they know best in this digital world. Be well and vent how you know best
RobertTheoret
How can such young eyes that should show so much happyness, reveal so much anguish and pain. The windows to your soul are showing only a desperate plea for understanding. If we can help then please let us. If you need to talk we are here, as close as a PM. Nothing is so bad that it can't be replaced by some joy, and a smile.
Wildflowers
I have as badly as you... my wounds are inside... what I live at home it is psychological violence! I can say to you that it is extremly suffering. I try to going out to leave me this hell... and I am alone or almost! You are young person and beautiful woman and you have much future in front of you. I do not know what you live but... I really understand you! Well (silence) i hope you feel better ok! Friendly Wildflowers
Darkangel764
I wish I could understand the pain and turmoil inside of you. I don't know any easy answers. When I first saw this image it brought back some very painful memories that I'd really rather forget, but they are a big part of what made me ME. I have a teenage daughter who suffered at the hands of her father the same way I did. She has very low self esteem and is hurting herself too. Although I know what she went through I cannot get into her mind and help her, she simply won't let me, she won't let anyone help. My heart goes out to you and the bravery you have shown in posting this image.
mcgeedo
Let someone help. Someone you can trust... Someone... Wonderful photo, but that isn't the point.
chrisuribe
I seriously hope that you are not a victim of domestic violence (or any other type of abuse) it hurts just to see you like that :(
twisted_angel_9
Your eyes are haunting. Be well :)
raven_nightmares
pain is pain