I am 30+ Libra (w/ Leo rising) and a Rat born in the hours of the Tiger; writer, amateur photographer, a single mom, a daughter, a sister, a friend and an eccentric individual.
BTW, the pics I use here (and in my gallery) are taken by me and copyrighted by me unless otherwise noted.
Please also note that I have a thing about eyes, especially my own...
This pic is a portion of some writing I did on the apt bldg I lived in last year with my son's chalk... BIOpics of my friends, family and other things
(I'm so lazy, but it's much easier putting in links so if you are really curious you can satisfy your curiousity fully) ;>
I love all types of music but prefer dancing to old school goth and industrial. I read alot, mainly sci-fi, fantasy and horror.
I take a ton of pics with my digital camera (which you'll know if you went to my pic site).
I love cats and am indifferent to dogs.
I have classified myself as a pagan for a number of years but wonder if even that is too much of a label and am rolling around "spiritualist" as my new self-imposed label.
I am a survivor.
Got the diagnosis on my son on Dec 16th 2004 and he is autistic though they think he's mildly so and will be higher functioning...
My adoptive Mom died of cancer on Nov 2, 2004 and words cannot convey how I feel about that. Though I do a lot of various emotional purging with my poetry.
I may also write about how I feel since I ended my marriage in January of 2005.
I also tend to be rather opinionated and have no qualms about sharing those opinions and it's possible you've come here after reading a comment I've left on your work or something I've said in a forum...
P.S. I write #1 for myself, mainly to purge things that poison me (so it's usually dark stuff) and with the occassional sweetness or humour-filled one thrown in. I also write and share my work so that other people who may feel the same or similar to the way that I do, whether or not they've had the same life experiences, can realize that they are not alone in this world and that other people do understand.
Comments (14)
Sophies
I am so sorry for your loss.Dont really know what to say but i think your mother it's free now and she dont have any pain more.Take care.Sophie
Rooster
Can feel your pain through your poem. Take one day and each moment one at a time. Take care. HUGS!!!!
dido6
My thoughts are with you. This poem has so much emotiong in it, wonderful writing. HUGS!
DarkGalaxy
Sorry for your loss.
TallPockets
My best. PEACE.
Diago
hugs Your loss is felt, your in my thoughts.
servo
May the Lord Jesus wrap his arms around you and comfort you in your time of pain. I will pray and keep praying that you are comforted, protected, and cared for in this broken world that so often does not seem fair. I grieve with you, and so does the Lord, who has not forgotten you.
netsia
Follow your heart....let the pain and the tears flow. There will be moments when you will be in the midst of sobbing and, in a second, you will be laughing because of remembering something your Mom did that was funny. I have a daughter your age, I there is a feeling that comes on the passing of our Moms....we become the Elder in our existance and things are never the same. Cherish every memory....know that she is there, in Spirit, with you. Talk to her, she hears you and , in your heart, will answer. Look for a rose....when you see the rose, you will understand my words and you will smile. :) My Mom sent one to me. I still have that rose, dried now.
Doodles
I am so sorry for your loss Cara. Remember that those we love will always be with us. They live in our heart and we live our life to honor their memory. You and your family will be in my prayers.
jwdell
Wow!! Your poem is touching and beautiful!! Sorry for your loss... hugz and a vote
classyladytwo
Beautiful Cara filled with natural emotions as it should be yes there is pain, hurt, fear everything you have touched on here. Beautiful writing Hugs and know you are in our prayers*V
Blush
A wonderful and beautiful poem sweetie V I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers Love n hugs Susan~
DirtyFairy
hug im so sorry for your loss
cagewench
thank you everyone