I walk the darker path that many fear to travel. I do not see my way, I feel my way, and many times I stumble. But that's okay for the more I fall, the more I learn, and eventually I can skip the trouble. The darker path is the longer path, but it makes all worth while. The brighter path is easier and hence it is more traveled. But also it is crowded and filled with confused people. I move among the shadows for the shadows move with me. It is quiet here and I can hear the woods around me. They speak to me and tell me things that none could ever hear in the light. I do not ask you to join me on this darker path, until you are ready. It is not for all, for some can not bear the falls. Please take your time and prepare yourself if you wish to travel. The darker path is there and will be there when you are able. If you do not wish to walk with me, then don't try to understand. Just accept me as I am, and move it a litte further along down the line.
My free time is usually consumed by making loops into music and the occasional writing.  I don't render anymore and my photoshop skills have been lately confined to business.  My true art lies in my soul with my music, which I document as regularly as I can at my website: http://www.van-dan.com (absolute lunacy, just realized I had changed the text of the link, but not the link itself, it still pointed to the old site. Just updated it to point to the correct site, lets see how this goes!) Facebook too! Stay tuned, insanity to pursue.
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--edit of Dec 2, 2010--
Usually I have to go back every once in a while and change my descriptions as my perspectives on life change over time, but the above was written over 3 or 4 years ago and I can't change it. It fits fairly well. All I really did was remove an outdated reference to MySpace, and update my URL to my new homepage.
I also wanted to add a link to my completed album, Flight of the Airlynx, of which the mp3's are freely available to download but you can buy the professionally produced album from CreateSpace: https://www.createspace.com/1823112
It should be available on Amazon as well, but I actually earn a few extra dollars if it sells through my direct store since Amazon takes a larger commission.
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Comments (6)
Matrus
In my oppinion, the human kind has not yet risen from the animal behavior. All weaknesses and strengths of humans are in quality comparable to those of any other mamel and differ only in quantity. We are also driven by the instincts of survival and reproduction, which drives us to deeds which secure the availability of both. The difference is, that we secure these needs through the help of our stronger brains with more extreme deeds. Resources and power are hereby the best insurances for our needs. To gain these two insurances, and here is the point, where we could do mucht better with our brains, we act immorally and selfishly, which might even end in murder or war (sometimes direct, sometimes indirect). So if animals would be just a little more intelligent, they would live and kill each others like we do.
KarenJ
Interesting... I've certainly been living by "Don't shit where you eat" for several years - and that was hard-won knowledge...
Shadowmonkey
I answer to your question: What animal? Well for me the wolf is one I hold in high regard. The reasons being such as you stated about there hierarchy system of rule, but also there nomadic life. I dearly love to wander and have done it all my life, from path to field, to mountain high I wander far and wide, but only in my mind. I like the idea of the free spirit and to one day join the hunt.
eternalwytch1
My two animals are both hunters, the Wolf and the Owl. The Wolf is a pack animal, fighting, living as one. The Owl is a silent hunter, able to see virtually all around it at all times. The Wolf is loyal to the pack, driving out those that would put the whole at risk, some Owls may mate for life, but hunt alone. Confusing no? From the Wolf I get the fierce protectiveness for those I consider part of my pack. From the Owl I get the silence, the stealth one needs to be safe in today's world.
Wolfspirit
I enjoyed the writing here thank you for sharing. My personal opinion, within and of everything living a lesson waits for discovery. Awareness is vital followed by proper communication per living entity/being are the keys. One is a given, as in it is there waiting the discovery of it existence as well, per living being, entity. The other sometimes gifted, although often learned. Utilizing awareness once understood of its existence, is determined solely by the living in which that is experiencing the moment. Seek and find. Listen and learn. Be aware and awaken. Mature, develop, progress, change, and become wise. Within everything and nothing is a lesson.
BlueLotus7
Born under the Scorpion, I defend my surroundings including my family and true friends of which I count 5 in my lifetime. My mind is the Eagle with Vision and Wisdom gained through experience. My soul is the Red Dragon. I am the eternal soulmate of the Black Dragon. Synchronicity has given me the domestic cat as companion--they come to me. But my heart belongs to the horse.