"Forsakened" Why is it when you walk away from me I'm the one who has to feel ashamed Why do I have to always be the one To take your falls and take the blame Why do I always feel like I am The only one here who even cares And like when I tell you I love you That you just laugh at me and stare And that when you say you love me That I hear that tone of uncertainty Like your just saying those three words To make up for everything that you have hurt And I just keep feeling colder everyday I sit and just hope that it will wash away And just hope that through this I will live Through all this forsakenship you give (chorus) You've forsakened me all these years I'm in pain and drown in my own tears You've killed me and now I try To make everything end alright Now I wonder why things have become So innocent and yet so cold We let the past control the future Everything is so far from neutral And now I start my violent shaking I'm tired of my heart always aching Once again I am forced to hide my feelings For now everything has just hit the ceiling And now that we are so miserable You seem to laugh, I don't get the joke I sense that you had this planned all along And now your plan is starting to unfold I see your evil side start to show How was I suppose to know That all along I was just being used Now I quit, I can't take any more of your abuse (Chorus) Now I see You've forsakened me You've let me go And now I know All along You've played me too So all I want Is to just leave you (Chorus) x2