Too Hard by lostandconfuzed

Writers • (none) • posted on Jan 17, 2005

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This pic was taken of my friend Gwen and I at our senior prom. It was probably the only time i would have been cought dead in a dress. Im the one on the right. Isnt she a hottie!!! heheh, gotta love me! ****************************************** You're pushing me too hard. I don't want to make that step. She's too close to me. Mumbling things under your breath, Thinking I don't hear you. I know your plan, I see straight through you. You wish I would express a kind of Love that just isnt there. Maybe she's not like me, Maybe she doesnt want me like that. I loath you for making me think this way. What if she does feel that way? What if she is looking at me Through love filled eyes? Why am I so blind to it? Too scared to pursue. Wait, you just want to use me To show her a way of life That she isnt accustom to. You desire to live life through her. Through a grown infatuation between us Your needs are met. Not for her, But for yourself. I despise you and your needs.

Comments (8)

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eternalwytch1

5:10AM | Tue, 18 January 2005

Fabulous piece. the line "I loath you for making me think this way." is my fav, it is so very powerful.

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Shadowmonkey

5:33AM | Tue, 18 January 2005

Oh there is power in those there words my dear. Excellently written ;0)

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meico

8:04AM | Tue, 18 January 2005

Very well written account of a very familiar interpersonal dilemma.

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NothingNess

10:00AM | Tue, 18 January 2005

Very expressive and well written.

miserys_extacy

2:25PM | Tue, 18 January 2005

Excellent piece! Some people live to cause chaos, and the absence of it will drive them to do completeley idiotic things.... I think, as I have been pulling into my posts, that every individual should go their own way, and if something isn't going the way you want, change. Dragging another into a crazy scheme they don't want part of is beneficial to no one. Don't listen to instigators! Great to see you back, hospitals are fantastic, aren't they??

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cagewench

5:11PM | Tue, 18 January 2005

This part kicked the most ass IMHO: "You desire to live life through her. / Through a grown infatuation between us / Your needs are met. / Not for her, / But for yourself."

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