I can't seem to forget about, What you put me through. Lying here on the bed, thoughts running through my head I know i said that i hate you, But that was all a lie. tears pouring down my face at night, Just knowing that you were right. You were just showing me, all the things i did to you. Leaving me like you did, Broke my heart into. If i only treated you right, You would be here with me. Lying right next to me at night Living happily. My life is over now, Why should i dwell in the past. even though you are gone, a part of you will always last. If you could see me now, You'll see what ive become. Sitting in the rocking chair, i slowly lift the gun. Now i'm down to my last prayer, hoping someday you will forgive me. I take one final breathe, and i end my life at last.