Lonewolf by FormingInYourMind223
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Description
Back when I was in middle school, I wasn't really liked.... in fact, I was the punching bag for every bully in the school, so to say. Now, I'm not like that, I'm alot cooler, and alot calmer, but every now and then somebody's gets my blood boiling, and I feel like "someone is taking over my body". This explains it, and most of it is true, seeing as how I only write about truth, because the truth is the poison and cure for the sickness called life. Hope you like it :-)
"Lonewolf"
Prisoner to my own mind
I wish I knew how to set myself free
But I have a total new side
He's evil and twisted
I do not like him
Everyday it is a fight
To keep his chains real tight
And make sure he doesn't take control
So no one really has to know
But he is getting angry
I don't think I can hold him anymore
I think he might just break free
And take control of my mind
And hurt everyone I love
Will someone give me a cure?
It's all their fault you know
The kids who picked on me back then
I had to create him
To stop them from hurting me
Now I just wish he would go away
You may be wondering: What's he like?
He's evil, he's psychotic
He's tried to kill even me a couple of times
It took all my strength to put him away
Into the dark corners of my mind
Now I hear him inside
He's yelling at me
I hear all of his threats now
He's mad I've told you
I don't think I can take anymore
So if I become evil
If I become what he is
Then I am sorry everyone
Because he will destroy you
And I can't do anything more
Comments (6)
TallPockets
Here's hoping lonewolf finds a pack that appreciates it. Excellent.
netsia
'So if I become evil If I become what he is' you are so much stronger than that....besides, 'he' doesn't write as well as you do :) V
miserys_extacy
"He's tried to kill even me a couple of times" I understand this feeling completely. There is an innocent quality to this that shows a helplessness against this "evil one". This side exists in everyone, just the extreme to which it exists seperates us. Amazing how consuming it can become, though.
tony_br22
masterful written :-) .. superb done
NothingNess
A very insightful piece. Sounds like you have amazing self control for being able keep this side of yourself in check. That's very admirable, most people would just let their dark sides take over. I really do applaud you for handling youself so well.
FireTemptress
Its horrible when circumstances or other people, can create this part of yourself in a formerly innocent person. I applaud you for recognizing this, and for choosing to live otherwise. Incredible writing....