Hi, Im the one darkness fears, wanna play :-) These are a few pictures of me and my multiple personalities. There is me playng with a rose, then Me pulling my hair up and making me a kitty, then me dressed up for holloween '03, then me pretending to be a diva.
BIOIm into dark things so most of my work will resemble that but sometimes I will surpirse you. Well I have been doing 3D stuff for almost a year now and feel im am improving greatly. Thanks for all your help JVRenderer, Jenni Sjoberg(my sexy sister), Crasher, Sprout, HellMark,JadedJane(my other sexy sister and goth scout leader),Bobbie25 anyone else i might have forgoten I love you all. Other News as of my birhday 02-14-04 I am officially engaged and will be off the market sorry guys but Chris is the love of my life and my soul mate. also im trying to get some people together to help me make use of my site www.darkescence.com, if interested and your a modeler, do textures or anything 3D get in touch with me take care and if you like to chat with my im usually in the chat room here.


There is Evil In us All
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There is a certian darkness that invades the lives of all people. It is not a physical darkness, though nightime will certianly enhance the spirit. No, this is a darkness that comes from within. Some call it evil, others call brutality. Still others ignore the darkness and seek to be rid of it by claiming it that it does not exist.

Yet It does exist, and it is inseparable from our humanity. Even those who know this would push this darkness away, attempt to quell the sangre negra that seeps into our veins. They do not realize that the very act of denying one's dark side is itself a type of evil. Others dive into the darkness full force, letting it overwelm them, and in the deluge they lose themselves. Overcome by the blackness, they forget how to see.

Most of us try to reconcile our two sides, creating a balance. By accepting the evil within us, we can control it and use its power. This balance does not come easily and does not come without cost. It is a constant struggle that overshadows the taperstry of our lives.

Vampires are the symbols of this struggle. These darkly beautiful beasts attract us like a murder scene. They feed our morbid curiosity and trick us into thinking we are observing something alien, when we are truely watching ourselves. Vampires mirror the state of humanity. They are at once beautiful and hideous, vibrant and unliving, powerful and dependent. They are cursed to stare their own evil in the face every single day, despising their thirst for blood, begging for the freedom of death, until they sheer weight of their immortality forces them to rise above their darkness and reach a state of humanity that is more than we can possibly hope to achiieve.

This why we both love and fear vampires. They represent the possiblity of a reconciliation between good and evil that we can only dream of experiencing. They experiance "life" with more art, passion and desire than can anyone who is mortal, yet they embody and express the evil we fear, that we know exists within all of us.