BIO
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I have fluctuated between writing things about my state of mind and writing about my life as we know it. Most of the time I'd just delete everything and leave it all blank. I've decided to just ramble on from time to time and let the crap stay. Kind of a log file, just as hard to understand, and just as worthless to most...
May 08 2009: Posted an issue I feel strongly about. Alienate a lot of people. Need to talk to someone. Tried talking to friends but we are all dealing with the same s#it - the loss of a friend. Tried here on Renderosity. Nobody will talk.
May 14 2009: Took some time off to let go of some anger. Hope to post again. I really want to delete everything. Been a member since 2003 so I know how it works. I am just getting so tired of everything.
May 18 2009: It's so desperately sad that my life has come to this. I had hoped there'd be something better for me. I used to think I had something to say. But my private ideologies gave me away. I tried to keep my mouth shut but it's always the same over and over and over again.Today I got it wrong again but it's not surprise. Once more heaven has forgotten me. So everybody clap your hands together and close your eyes, as I watch my world collapse. Don't waste your sympathy on me because I made this mess. My mistakes happen with so much success but I drag you all down into my sorry mess. I said I was sorry but it's always the same over and over and over again. I have been doomed from the first time I tried to find something to say I kept hidden inside. It would be much better if I just smiled and lied. ...
June 5, 2009: Things are not good. I know I should blog. No body reads this. Most web users skim at best. So I am safe in leaving behind scraps of mental illness in my wake. Things are NOT good..
July 10, 2009: It's all turned the s#it - i'ts ALL s#it.
November 25, 2015: I am amazed that I still breath. Whenever I begin to feel as if I have no Hope, I hear a whisper in my ear that reminds me I AM STRONG.
...at least for one more day.
Comments (13)
jamesrsmith
i see the image as complete as is. What is bothersome to me(opinion) Is the text. I would rather let my mind guide me in the story the image tells rather than the artists guiding me to a conclusion I may not feel for... otherwise. I love the grain the profile is lovely and the tear is perfect. the Knee does not seem like a knee when i first look but comes together as i examine the image. nice work regards james
Vestmann
I disagree with Mr. James. I always like seeing a good image with nice poetry with it. Perhaps Im just not that good reading images;) Anything missing? Maybe some more contrast in the image, sharper whites. Other than that I wouldnt change a thing. Excellent work!
Synapse
I too like ambiguity in imagery but in this case I believe the text is absolutely required as you are communicating something specific: without it your message would be lost. Despite its bittersweet edge this is beautiful Yo, it speaks of love, no more, no less. Truly poignant.
A_
what abeautiful image. full of hope. i think it's perfect, the composition is so "right". excellent.
Zabeth
What a stunning job! Marvellous work! Don't know what you can do more...but expecting some great art! Felt the same this weekend... Have a great day....
gunsan
I love it just as iy is Yo, beautiful for beautiful Anna.
titta
Beautiful, and touching. The light is soo great - the line of the profile fascinates my eyes and my thoughts. The text brings so much to this image, it definitely belongs there. I'm not sure if you should add anything more there - there's something missing as you said; but maybe that something ought to be invisible; it's something outside the image that the viewer is trying to find... And what is so clearly seen there is love. Deep love. And great artistic experience. Incredibly beautiful work!
cbender
hi Yo... this is another strong piece of yours... not question... it has a deep and strong feeling behind... i guess jim said it... :) i love the light here too - as titta mentioned... you ask for improvement... i'm not sure... it seems to be quite "finished" already... you could try to work with some colour in here... or some tones - just a hint of colours for her - or instead some touch of colour in the frame... not sure.. i gues any further improvement would include a lot of play and try and take back...
Prinzessin
I can see nothing missing... a wonderful poetry, a wonderful gift of love deep from the bottom of your heart... and thats it! Lovely presentation, great toning - creates a wonderful mood here. No angry psycho-shit, just love... :-) U still want more....? Thats the aim - love in some way...
shutterb
Great image... Excellent pose and expression...
briarwitch
perhaps you feel something is missing because it doesn't have the anger, so you feel uncomfortable with it. ~lost
divee
Great image! It looks finished to me!
SoulSearcherr
she is very lovely....it is finished...and thinking you should be a writer...you bring everything to life..you have an amazing gift..rub a lil on me please..lol..