Pondering The Pebble
by heartnsoul
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Have you ever walked a pathway and come upon a small stone or a single pebble, one that looks seemingly out of place? Out of all the pebbles in that path this one pebble is right smack in the middle of your path. And wonder; is it really out of place? Or has it been put in the exact place it needs to be for you to happen upon it and take notice of it. While that pebble is alone in a sense, it truly isn't. For you have now noticed the beauty of that pebble. You just took in its contours, the way the sun casts its shadow upon it and given it even more depth. Pondered that pebble, looked at it in relation to the grand scheme of life. A child may come by and unwittingly kick that pebble. But was it unwittingly? To be moved to another place where another person may take notice of it's grace. Life is here for us to enjoy. I believe it's not enough to just observe, but to be a willing participant of it. For me there lies the beauty, the wonder. It is moments such as this that one finds another pearl in our oyster to add to the long stranded necklace we create.
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Not too long ago I posed this thought to an Egyptian friend of mine. He studies Reike healing, it's a common interest we have. We had a very interesting conversation over this and how it could be applied to our everyday lives. Shortly after this talk I was out on one of my many long walks. Actually to clear my head and get a cohesive thought about a poem I was working on. As I walked over a drawbridge out of the corner of my eye I spotted a pebble alone. Now there were pebbles all over the walk but this one was all by it's lonesome under the metal rail. I smiled as I walked by it and thought about my conversation with my Egyptian friend. Only having my camera phone with me I thought I would take a picture of it on my way back and send it off to him telling him of the coincidence. What are the chances? I walked about ten feet past it and suddenly I stopped, realizing what I had just done. Here I posed a question and I was about to ignore my own words. This pebble may not be there when I get back.
A little history here, I have a definite fear of bridges. While growing up my friend's idea of fun was to stand on the break in the bridge and wait for trucks to come by and bounce them around. Me, well I would high tail it to the other side. I was a weenie, scaredy cat, you name it I was it! As you walk over the bridge underneath you there is a stone quarry, a railroad and the river. The break in the bridge is directly over the water. The bridge starts out as a stonewall becoming a metal rail over the water. I am not a happy camper at this spot. This spot on either side of the bridge is also famous for those wanting to depart from their earthly lives. Even though I walk over it with more confidence nowadays I still can feel my legs wanting to take off when I see trucks making their way towards me. This knowledge gives a greater appreciation for what I was about to do.
I turned back and looked at this pebble, the sun was bright and casting a long shadow on it. I took a picture, checked it, and it didn't come out well at all. It didn't pick up the shadow. I tried again from a different angle. I still wasn't satisfied. Now I squatted, as I was doing this I imagined people in their cars passing by must have been wondering what this nut was doing. I wanted the longest angle of the sun casting its shadow on the pebble. I now had a mission. Still not satisfied, without thinking twice I decided to lie down on the pavement. Here I am lying on the pavement-taking picture after picture of a pebble. I noticed cars slowing down as they passed by me. It wasn't until two semi trucks passed and gave that familiar bounce that I realized just how close I was to the "break". When I hit my head on the rail I also realized that I was much closer to the edge than I thought. Then the weirdest thought had come over me. I had written a poem about a young woman with a camera that committed suicide the previous summer. And here I was camera in hand under the rail taking a picture. Like my poem, if I had fallen would anyone believe it was an accident? Then a thought about one of the comments left to me about a jelly donut. Right at that moment, another truck came barreling over the bridge and the bouncing started again. I put my head down on the ground and laughed and said out loud, "And me without a jelly donut!" As soon as the bouncing subsided I stood up dusted myself off and made my way toward my destination. A woman pushing a stroller with a young boy tow about 4 or 5 years old passed me. She gave me an odd look but I just shrugged it off. All of the sudden I heard her call out. The little boy had run over to the rail to look down at the water. I turned just in time to see his foot kick the stone over the edge. I watched it as it sailed down into the water. "Too bad I didn't have my camera on at the time, that shot would have gotten my point across,
Comments (5)
DennisReed
I am sure there are many that flow through life, and have less effect on it, than your pebble! Delightfuil tale! Bravo! :)
davidoblad
Pebbles rank right up there in my top pet peeves. Why I hear you ask? Because I have replaced my cars windshield about 10 times in about that many years. I'm not sure if pebbles simply have it out for me or if my windshield is some kind of pebble magnet. But I am just driving along, minding my own business, and some car or truck ahead kicks up a pebble and crack! There goes another windshield. I found, after about the 5th one, that if I don't fix the windshield, that I can drive for several years without another incident. But usually within a month, after getting tired of looking through my window at a cracked world and get it replaced, crack, another window succumbs to the curse of the pebble. I somehow think it's related to the washing of the car causing it to rain the next day syndrome. Anyway, I somehow feel that justice has been served. At least one less pebble will be looking for my windshield. I'd like to congratulate that little boy for his good deed. I wish every roadside pebble would meet a similar fate. I am glad to see you have faced your fear Michelle. Wish you could help me face mine. I sold my last car car about a year ago (with cracked windshield) and bought a nice new one. So far I've been very lucky.. knocking on wood... no evil pebble encounters yet.. but I dread driving the freeway everyday because I just know there is a pebble out there somewhere with my name on it. Excellent piece here young lady.. very well written with awesome insight. Too bad no one stopped to see if you were ok.. but that probably would have caused a pile up.. and one more pebble would go to bed happy that night. Hugs from Dave :^)
Lgium
and so is life, a pebble that gets kicked around, lies in the sun, peaceful and quiet...then gets it in the b...and tossed into water, onto a windshield ou some other muck; evenually, though, it will end up on a sunny shore with many friends... as they say in french: "pierre qui roule n'amasse pas mousse" ["a rolling stone does not gather moss"] very well done, miche
TallPockets
"I believe it's not enough to just observe, but to be a willing participant of it." Methinks it would be a great 'start' IF one would first just observe. SMILE. Excellent work!!!
Silkylady
Michelle, You are something else. This pic and story you have written, is exactly as Dave had told me about. Hillarious. He hates pebbles. You both make a team and a half. Very funny indeed. Dave has told me a lot about you. I'm sorry it took me so long to visit your gallery. I'm going to look at some of them now. You sound like a very nice lady...Silkylady...