~`Personal Demons Getting the Best of Me`~ by shanpoo
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Hi everyone!! I have been not around for so long not even commenting on images. I have so many friends here as well as my fellow Dazney Landers that I thought I would explain.
I have thought long and hard if I would share whats been my troubles lately but have had my health problems out in the open before so here it goes....
The last 3 years I have major back problems that I have been taking extreme pain killers just to deal with everyday aches and pains. Last month I lost my health insurance and also thought it was about time to throw away the prescriptions. Needless to say I knew I was addicted but had no idea of just what it would be like going through the emotions of taking them away. Talk personal hell!! Even though it has been around 3 weeks the major hardship is gone. Thankgod!! I have found myself going through heavy depression to the point where I have no energy to sit at the computer as well as the broken computer chair hasn't helped any. (Which I was able to get a real nice computer chair by credit coming on 7/13). Cant wait.
For those of you who are real personal friends also know that I have a son who is 14 yrs old and has ADHD. Without the insurance you guessed no meds for him. The stress that my son is going through just breaks my heart and causes incredible insanity here in the house. The stress levels are off the charts.
I have had to delete alot of ebots and starting all over fresh and new and to try my best just to push myself to keep doing what I love to do. I also have finally straightened out my internet connection as well.
I feel like I have been just gushing out my emotions to the point I may not be making myself clear but hopefully you get the point of why I haven't been around. I am very sad that I have missed so much beautiful artwork but looking forward to your new ones. Hope you all have a good weekend!! big hugs
**Special credits: Lucca V4 by HM Design (Hedda & Makena) thank you so much located @Fantasies Unleashed.com
DAZ creds: Cynx & Vogue Hair, Vandra dress w/Fatale textures, Millenium Dragon 2
Background was a freebie dont remember where I got it from sorry!! If anyone knows please tell me so that I can credit them.
Comments (90)
efron_241
Great creature there in the back wonderful image special colors and light.. and it fits all so well again
Denys234
Beautiful work!Welcome back!!
MMES
WOW ... great image Shannon ,i donno what to say ... its just perfect (-;
reginapaul
Beautiful picture Shanpoo, I love it! :-)
alhak
very nicely done image, i do like your choice of colours, excellent! i'm not going to say i know how you feel, but i know what depression is like, when you just want to curl up and sleep and hide....chin up, if you can smile, even if it's just once for the day, it's a good day! hope you feel better soon..
zaqxsw
Great to hear from you Shannon! My best wishes are with you and your family! P.S. Great image!
pennykay
Fantastic render Shannon! Sorry for what you've been going through- I will say a special prayer for you! Hugs, Penny
Storm9167
Dlg-> Great image, your dragon look's really cool. Like that armor he's wearing.. And I do so wish you the best with your fight.. Depression is no fun, and I think there are probably far too many people on this site that could relate to much of what you're dealing with!! Wishing you all the best for you and yours..
flaviok
Uma obra prima, como de costume. Belissima obra, aplausos (5) Sempre hum novo sol para nascer, principalmente para algu t brilhante, certamente a paz voltara a ti. There is always a new sun to be born, mainly for somebody so diamond, certainly the peace had returned to you.
Skyback
Remarkable work! 5+!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Blush
Wonderful render Shannon I am sorry to hear of your troubles when it rains it pours it seems I too am on the pain pills have been about 2 yrs now and I would probably have to go through detox if they took me off mine...but I have to for this pain...thank heaven's I have insurance but so worried about it in the future....and one of my perscriptions cost $171.00 for the Fentanyl Patches am now only paying @2.15 for them...but the time will come and I will go bonkers when it runs out...I think you are so brave and hang in there..all my best and will keep you and your son in my prayers... Have missed ya..and when ya got time I got up 3 new ones LOL Love ya sweet sis This is a fav Hugs Susan~
RundwulfWolfShield
~ DLG ~ This is just beautiful Shannon! Simply gorgeous! And a fav!
LudyMelltSekher
{@}>---Hola mi querida amiga , Absolutamente fanttico!!!!. Maravilloso trabajo de arte, una composici excelente como siempre, Felicitaciones! Un mill de estrellas de mi parte!!!*** (Muchas Gracias por tus comentarios) Ten un maravilloso d. Abrazo y beso en tu coraz. Bendiciones Luminosas. Ludy@>--->--- Perdona si no pude firmar tus imagenes, tuve problemas con la lea y reci me la arreglaron, No entiendo el ingl y tengo temor de traducir algo mal beso gigante
1010
Oh Shannon, so many things all at once. My heart goes out to you. I hope you will fine some peace....... Welcome back!
RodolfoCiminelli
Fantastic and very creative scene....!!! The composition have a great balance....!!!! Beautiful and very expressive contrapose characters.....!!! I coincide totally with the flaviok opinions, be a proverb that he says that there is not pain that it lasts a hundred years, you have the whole support of all those that here are....!!! #:O)
sixstring
You don't have to apolagise Shannon. I'm just glad to know you're still kicking around. Things can always get better. Hang in there, my friend!!!!! Looks like you haven't lost your touch at all. Big hugs!!!! - Matt
eekdog
long time no see, love your work as always, this one the ladies are very beautiful, and a awesome setting Shannon. well done. 10+
lukisha
Aww...Shannon, I'm sorry you been going through a hard time. I hope you can get your insurance back. Your artwork is amazing as always!
MarciaGomes
MARAVILHOSA OBRA,TUDO T PERFEITO ,+++++++++++5
jwiest
Oh man...sorry to hear all that, but glad at least some things are working out ok (giving up the pills) Hang in there Shannon...if you need to talk feel free to drop a line. Awesome expression of the feelings here in the image! :)
Ilenora
Oh Shan, I'm so sorry to hear about all your troubles!! I'm just about to write an email to you now so hopefully we can talk a bit more. As for the image, it's very nice, I'm glad to see even though you're going through so much you can still create wonderful works of art :)
jaynep12002
DLG - Sorry to hear you're going through a rough time, Shannon. Hang in there girlfriend, and I hope things get sorted out and you can get medical insurance again. Your artwork is wonderful, I love your choice of colors and lighting. Excellent render! hugs
cyanure
That s a beautifull one!I am sad to hear what is happening to you,and hope the best for you :)
brycek
Beautiful image Shannon..sorry to hear that things are rough. Will keep you both in my thoughts and prayers!!
DANDURANTE
I'm happy to see you here. I wish there was something I could do to help. All I can say I guess is keep up the fight Shannon. I'm not a stranger to fighting addictions, been there. Dont give up! Life hurts, but I have faith in you.
lorddarkwolf
wow!!! very cool scene!!!!!!
jakiblue
so sorry to hear what you've been going through - stay strong! :hugs: Lovely render and I really love all the earthy colours!
Pankaj
Times like this can be pressures. Something is going wrong in you life and now is the time to face it and fix it. I do know it's not easy(I really do!) but hang in there. Nothing last forever! Your art is a great expression and the dragon will protect you!!
jdehaven
You came back with a vengeance Shannon- this is an awesome image! Lots of gold and black tones intertwined with some cool atmosphere, effects, georgeous characters and scenery! You have likely traversed the hardest part, the first couple of weeks where the body/mind craves the stimulii to the point of making you sick. Now comes the lucidity of seeing yourself in a new light- less hazy. You may find more inner power now than you ever imagined! Things will get better, as long as you believe in yourself and know it is true.
irakika
Very nice fantasy work, excellent! +5