I am at a loss... by yomah
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I knew the outcome when they first hooked up. He smiled at her face and stabbed at her back. Said I LOVE YOU then pushed her down and ripped at her body.
Now she stands here waiting for his call. Willing to go back to it - one more time. This time it will be different.
Knowing it won't. Thinking how to end the pain.
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Only man is capable of imagining his own death. We are capable of imagining doing things we have never done. Being in places we have never been. We are ALL capable of imagining what it might be like to be dead, or at the very least what it might be like not to be alive.
No matter what anyone tells you, suicide does solve problems, at least YOUR OWN problems. If you succeed, it solves them once and for all. Once you are dead nothing can hurt you anymore.
Once you are dead you are beyond feeling bad. Once you are dead you can't possibly care what
happens anymore. Whatever pain you are in, it will end just as soon as you stop breathing. We can close our eyes and see ourselves lying lifeless in a casket.
It is this powerful ability to imagine an end to our problems that makes thinking about suicide
possible. And it isn't like anyone can stop us from thinking about taking our own lives. It is OUR mind, OUR imagination, OUR ability to anticipate what death might be like that makes us human beings and NO ONE, ABSOLUTELY NO ONE can stop us from being human.
yoshi
Comments (5)
ARTWITHIN
Interesting thoughts. They have been mine too, but one experience has changed me. I got a glimpse of a past life, that resulted in suicide. I know that what happens in successive lifetimes depends on how we handle each one. I can see how my life now tests my ability to grow beyond that previous suicide, over and over. No matter what this life throws at me, and believe me it has been plenty, I will not repeat this again. At least, in this lifetime, I've gained the ability to fight and not give up. My hope is the next will be better because of what I've learned in this one. I have gained already.
virginiese
stunning paint ! a sad dtory !
yomah
I knew I would put a lot of people off with what I wrote. Suicide IS an unpleasant topic. People do not like to talk about it. They do not like to hear that another human being is so troubled that he or she is even considering self-destruction. But this silence is not good either. It is not good for the troubled person and it is not good for those who avoid the fact that someone they know is so desperate and so alone that ending his or her life seems the only solution. It IS time to talk, and talk candidly. yoshi
A_
this is so lifelike, and there is such sadness in her eyes.. like an ocean. the subject matter is very close to my heart.. so much that i cannot comment on it.
Realm2D
Life is a gift which takes a whole lot of courage to accept!