My artistic life in as few a words as Possible.
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Before my first computer (a Macintosh 1600, one of the first of the so called Power PC's Apple put out), I did pen and ink work on my regular spot...  this being the steps of the First Presbyterian Church across the street from San Francisco's "Hard Rock Cafe".  I used to tell people I was between a Place and a Hard Rock  (I know, it didn't get any laughs then either) but after a few days sales skyrocketed.   As I got better, and MUCH quicker, at doing ink drawings of Wolves, Bears and other High end Animal Predators sales was a never ending sequence of 20 minutes of drawing (and making between 10 and 20 dollars in the time it took to make a picture ,because of people stopping to watch me draw and giving contributions of not less than a dollar at a time) and taking less than 10 or 20 minutes to sell them at the cheap price of 20 dollars, I was averaging about 40 to 60 dollars an hour on the street or my church steps.   To aid me, and because the police frowned on anyone standing or sitting in one spot, the church gave me an exclusive, signed and stamped letter saying I could be there 24 hours of the day.   At the time, and because I was then homeless,  I ended up not only drawing but eating sleeping and conducting all sales from that spot.
    Soon the word spread and people started to call me the "Wolf Man" because I could turn out a great wolf drawing in about 10 minutes, tops.   People would order pictures in the mornings and come back to pick them up on their lunch breaks or on their way back home in the evening.  Â
    Sadly at the time I had a bad addiction to some of San Francisco's finest drugs.   I would start drawing at 5 in the morning and end about 2 in the next morning.   As you can see I was not getting very much sleep but I was, how shall I put it, DRIVEN to do as much as I could and with the amount of money I was able to make kept not only my habit but those of a few "friends", if that is what you could call them.   When one makes about 500 dolars a day and can't even afford to rent a room then I say that is a SAD state to find one in.   My so called friends loved it..  I on the other hand started to feel like a hamster ion a tread wheel.   All that running and I got absolutely no where.   My state of mind because of the drugs and lack of sleep caused me to have a slight break with reality and so I eventually ended up in the state mental health programs.   I was already bipolar but when I started to get mad at people that were not there the outside world began to take notice and the church folk who supported me in my art endevours decided I needed help.  One day while screaming at the top of my lungs at someone that only I could see the church, which was having a Sunday school meeting inside decided that I fit the police description of what is called in California a 51-50..  A person that is in danger of hurting themselves or others because of a mental problem.   After the police arrived and sent me off to the hospital for 6 months of observation and treatment I was released.    Though I was making a lot of money I had come to realise that I could never get clean in San Francisco so I went to the coast hiway and left.  I made it just 90 miles that first day and ended up in Santa Cruz, California..  I had become determined to beat this problem of mine and though I would always be somewhat biPolar I knew that I must stop all drug use..  I did really good and though I didn't make as much for my artwork here (I wasn't driven by the drugs anymore) I did alright.   One thing lead to another and I soon met my wife.   About a year or so later we had our first child and my life settled down a lot.  I have continued to remain drug free for the last 15 years and now have a beautiful, and VERY smart daughter.   It was the best thing I have ever done.   I then dscovered the computer and photoshop.Â
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I have been doing this for about 12 years now. Â Â Started out on Bryce 2 (not counting Photoshop) and went all the way through the most modern versions. Â Â I picked up a copy of Poser 3 along the way and at first was not too happy with my inability to understand how to use it. Â At first I just used it to populate Bryce pictures but then I started to catch on to a lot more of the possibilities that this program contained. Â Â As my use increased my understanding of what was possible with Poser. Â Â I am now so addicted that I have bought every upgrade that has come out. Â Â As with Poser, most of the other programs I have bought along the way have been a real challenge. Â Â I have (regretably) given up on most and remained with only Poser. Â
   I invite you all to partake of my gallery and, PLEASE, read the stories as well.   They give a whole other dimension to the pictures themselves.  Â
Life has become a totally different thing for me now.  I Own a very nice two story home on 3 acres, I have helped my wife start her business (she is a great animal groomer and a vetinary technician and my daughter is going to a College preparitory school, well on her way to a university of her choice (gets all straight A's and A+'s)  so I would say what ever  God there may be has smiled heavily upon me.   My health is not great but Hopefully I won't up and die in the next couple of years and my family is set for life.  On this note  I will end this little story and give my wish that you all stay healthy and safe and keep on doing your artworks as well...  Luv, GENE
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Comments (15)
bazza
Wow what talent, they are superb, beautiful work Gene.. top job my friend!!
genefleeman
Well, they don't have breasts and They aren't Poser so they will probably only get about 50 views,but I just wanted to do something that was ALL me and not just an assembly of stuff other people made. My wife keeps telling me that when I make stuff with Poser I'm just playing with Paper Dolls. She knows I hate to hear that so she constantly reminds me that I don't make the Meshes or the Textures or the Props or the Poses or the lights or anything there. She claims all I do is just move stuff other people make around like a little kid playing paperdolls. If only it were that easy...lol... It's easier for me to make these pictures because I have honed it down to where I can make these (especially in ink) without hardly having to think about it. I could almost make the wolves with my eyes closed I have made so many of them.. No.. Poser is a lot harder for me... I have to think about every part of it... If it was not for my schooling in Printing and Photography I would not be able to even set up a scene or light it... anyway, thank you for the compliment my friend..
Realm_Of_Illusion
Very talented, beautiful work!
thecytron
Beautiful artwork!
RodolfoCiminelli
Splendid and wonderfl trilogy my friend.....!!!
bakapo
WOW, this is wonderful work... very impressive!
Flint_Hawk
You're a fantastic artist!
Roboman28
Good pictures. Far better than anything I could draw. Now you know why 3D took over. Its a hell of a lot easier.
genefleeman
Not for me it isn't.. I can do these all day long and about 1 picture an hour using ink... It takes me all day to set up in poser and then maybe another day of rendering till I get that right.. I wish Poser was as easy for me as ink drawings are.. As you can see it is almost a waste of time to post these here.. I mean really... 31 people are all that even looked at this one.. I guess if I put a naked woman behind it they might be bother to pay it more attention.. VERY discouraging for me.. guess I'll go back to poser... at least they get a hundred views.. even that is almost a waste of time ... if I didn't like doing these so much I would probably just quit altogether.. I am really starting to feel shut off from it all.. don't mean to whine but this is just about it.. the main reason I took my gallery down.. It seemed that unless I go against my ideals and just make a bunch of naked women I am not EVER going to get anywhere.. I've been doing this for over 5 years now and it just gets worse and worse... I mean some kind of recognition would be something but the only people that seem to even notice my work are a small group of friends I have made here. I absolutely refuse to pander to the "in your face" type of works for some people Porn collections.. When you put up works that you think are at least pretty good and no one seems to even notice then why am I even bothering...
Grimslade
although my sketching is nowhere near these, i agree with you Gene. Several of my renders have taken hours to set up, and tweak, while say a sketch, like my Logan sketch, took only minutes. Beautiful work here my friend. A true connection from eye to hand; a true artist's touch!
morganahope
THE BEST !!
PhilW
Looks like you were about right with your estimate of views - these are lovely and show real talent, but it is a shame that people tend to gravitate towards more "obvious" subject matter and techniques - but I'm really glad you shared these!
genefleeman
I just want to say that the people here that not only viewed my work but took the time to comment are some of the best people here. I don't need to make a naked woman for them to take notice of my artwork and they judge it by it's merits and not by how much skin is showing... a fine group and I will always be indebted to them for the great way that they have treated my artwork and myself.. Thank you all for the fine people that you are..
bimm3d
superb!!!!!!
jocko500
this is wonderful. tell your wife when you draw you pushing just ink around or paint if you painting. Might help you feel better as you get back at her comments about poser.