BIO
Hi there (LOL) this is me Susan This was about 41/2 yrs ago I still look the same only my hair is shorter:) I have been married for 25yrs to Danny and have a son Bruce 31,by my first husband, I am also owned by my wonderful confidante, Winston my darling daschaund and Mere Kitty the new Persian kitten:) I am a Breast Cancer Survivor, was in remission but it has mestastized from my breast to my spine (bone cancer) Can't operate or do a biopsy even due to the location....My Dr told me if they were to go in...and do a biopsy ,they know air would touch it and well that would be all of me.........and I would soon be down for the count...my family Dr said he thought it was just wonferful..
I am currently taking chemo and stay in pain a lot of the time.....please forgive me if I don't answer your ebots right away.......Somedays I stay in bed for 2 to 3 days.....and wake up in the middle of the night crying in pain....I am trying to have a cheerful attitude with this and just thanking God I can wake up every day and try to smile and enjoy life..
I love to garden, read, take pics and play with my daschaund..I also have poems on Allpoetry.com under the name of Blushfulmoon......Would love to get them published someday....If you go visit me please tell me your from Renderosity.....Thank you for all your comments and keep me in your prayers..I need them so bad.....Oh I forgot to mention I am 52 years old....born March 25th 1955 making me an Aries..I am very true to what the astrologers say about the sign..........I make friends easy..sometimes quick tempered but cool off in a manner of minutes.....I can't stand anyone being mad at me........LOL.......I am so thankful for all the friends I have made here on Renderosity.....You are all special in my heart:)
Love all of you all
Hugs n love
Susan aka Blush
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Comments (79)
Faemike55
Sorry to hear that the results were as they are. I hope that they find a way to control it better for you. This is a very beautiful photo and your postwork is very nice. Excellent, Susan
bakapo
this is a beautiful photo, the light on the snow is lovely. I'm so sorry your test results were not better. you remain in my thoughts and prayers. hugs
mgtcs
What a wonderful photo my dear friend!!! I'm so sorry your tests came back positive, you are in my prayers always. I can't imagine going through what you are passing right now but you can't give up! We are here for you!
Arumbus
wonderful capture - very nice
barbdennist
Susan, this picture is just total beauty. I love the way the snow looks like cotton, and the light is perfect. You may not get to take a lot of pictures but what you do take are wonderful. As the others before me have said, my heart is heavy with your latest test results. I continue to keep you in my prayers.
clbsmiley
Susan this is a great capture and a lovely post! My sympathy and prayers for your trying situation.
myrrhluz
Beautiful image! I see lots of hands, ready to have a snow ball fight! I am so sorry about your test results. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope your chemo goes well tomorrow.
scifibabe
Oh, I'm so sorry to hear about what you've been going through. Big hugs to you! You need it! My prayers and sympathy are with you. Your picture is fabulous. A real beauty to behold. Very nice!
pennykay
Sis this is beautiful, just like you! I can not even begin to understand what you've gone through and what you continue to battle. I know I will pray hard for the hand of God to reach out and give you strength and healing. Love you Sis!
zoren
lovely shot, I wish you well....
evielouise
wow this is totally awesome wish I could find something like that around here these days: It's raining,big storm another on it's way and everything is cold damp and wet: ( of course wet lol)) Sorry to hear that bad news all we can do from our end is keep up with prayers It's terrible all the people I know now (including hubby with cancer .just awful)) be strong be brave do';t let it get you Sorry, easy for me to say I know:: hugs
eekdog
nice to see you posting again susan, really a cool shot, a whole new meaning to a snowball plant. excellent capture. lo lsteve
npauling
This is a wonderful capture Susan, with great lighting and a lovely soft feel. I'm very sorry to hear that your cancer has spread some more and that your battle continues. I hope this next round of chemo goes well and that you wont be sick. My thoughts are with you.
watapki66
Beautiful shot!
CaperGirl42
Such a beautiful shot!! so pretty!!! hugz anne
Sea_Dog
The image is wonderful Susan, but I wish your medical news was more encouraging. Hang in there my friend. Your courage is enspiring.
kgb224
Outstanding capture Susan. Sad to hear that the cancer did spread further.May The Lord be with you. May he Carry you through more though times. All the best with the Chemo. I will pray for you Susan. God Bless. Christo.
MrsLubner
Hon, you know I'm there. Times are difficult. Not only do you need to stay strong and fight, but you also need time to feel sorrow for what is happening. Just let it out and it will help to clean the hard thoughts out so you can pick up and fight some more. Site mail when you are up to it. As for this shot, it is amazing. I love how the flowers are replaced so well by snow.
fairyfreak
Absolutely beautiful hon!. So sorry about the cancer spreading which there was something I could do or say to help. ((((hugs))))
LivingPixels
Truly amazing once in a lifetime shot a moment in time you have captured a unique achievement susan!! thanx for this, will keep you in my thoughts and prayers and wish you the strenghth and fortitude to endure!! just keep on fighting Su!! lots of love and affection my friend!!
UteBigSmile
Wonderful looking blossoms dear Susan, I hope that you can be at least painfree, my thought's are with you, wish I could help you!!! A lot's of love, Ute
STEVIEUKWONDER
What a vibrant capture Susan. I am so sorry that the cancer has spread and I also wish you could have a day free without pain. Something which may suit you better for pain control, is Oxycodone. You will still get the pain relief, without as many nauseous side effects. Stay strong Sister! Steve ;o)
mininessie
you are in my prayers dear...i wish i could help :( i remember this words for you ...hope they comforting you a bit :) Psalms 41:1-3 1 Happy is anyone acting with consideration toward the lowly one; In the day of calamity Jehovah will provide escape for him. 2 Jehovah himself will guard him and preserve him alive. He will be pronounced happy in the earth; And you cannot possibly give him over to the soul of his enemies. 3 Jehovah himself will sustain him upon a divan of illness; All his bed you will certainly change during his sickness.
claude19
What courage does it have to endure all these products! I am in awe of your perseverance and fighting spirit ... we all have a cancer somewhere stored in cells ... the trigger seems random;;; But custody biological bent, I guess it takes a lot belief in life to fight. Do not lose hope, and do, beautiful pictures as clui it when the weather permits! May God in His Holy Guard
qrud
Magic of nature gif hope love.
romanceworks
A really delicate and lovely photo. You are amazing, Susan, and I hope you win this battle you are fighting so courageously. CC
morganahope
SUSAN .... TRY TO KEEP YOUR SPIRIT HIGH IN PRAYERS AND KNOW THAT WE ARE ALSO PRAYING FOR YOUR HEALTH! JOYFUL THOUGHTS HAVE ONLY AND ONLY WATCH MOVIES NEVER LEAVE A JOYFUL SORROW RULE .... BECAUSE WHERE THERE IS JOY HEALING Fellow ALONG WITH HOPE! STAY IN THE LIGHT AND PEACE OF GOD!
yakchat
Oh hon...I am so sorry to hear that your cancer has spread....bless your heart...you are always, always, in my thoughts and prayers... this is such a beautiful capture....looks like beautiful puffs of cotton...love you, Carol
lucindawind
this is so beautiful ..I wish we would get some ice nad snow here for some photos
Bossie_Boots
Your in my thoughts and preyers dear Susan im in awe of your courage and your picture is wonderful superb as always hugs lou x