BIO
Hi there (LOL) this is me Susan This was about 41/2 yrs ago I still look the same only my hair is shorter:) I have been married for 25yrs to Danny and have a son Bruce 31,by my first husband, I am also owned by my wonderful confidante, Winston my darling daschaund and Mere Kitty the new Persian kitten:) I am a Breast Cancer Survivor, was in remission but it has mestastized from my breast to my spine (bone cancer) Can't operate or do a biopsy even due to the location....My Dr told me if they were to go in...and do a biopsy ,they know air would touch it and well that would be all of me.........and I would soon be down for the count...my family Dr said he thought it was just wonferful..
I am currently taking chemo and stay in pain a lot of the time.....please forgive me if I don't answer your ebots right away.......Somedays I stay in bed for 2 to 3 days.....and wake up in the middle of the night crying in pain....I am trying to have a cheerful attitude with this and just thanking God I can wake up every day and try to smile and enjoy life..
I love to garden, read, take pics and play with my daschaund..I also have poems on Allpoetry.com under the name of Blushfulmoon......Would love to get them published someday....If you go visit me please tell me your from Renderosity.....Thank you for all your comments and keep me in your prayers..I need them so bad.....Oh I forgot to mention I am 52 years old....born March 25th 1955 making me an Aries..I am very true to what the astrologers say about the sign..........I make friends easy..sometimes quick tempered but cool off in a manner of minutes.....I can't stand anyone being mad at me........LOL.......I am so thankful for all the friends I have made here on Renderosity.....You are all special in my heart:)
Love all of you all
Hugs n love
Susan aka Blush
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Comments (87)
Faemike55
What can I say, Susan. We do care about you. Just take each day at a time, please? Wonderful picture
LivingPixels
Susan a great picture anything by you is awesome in my book!!! cute image but this little things struggling to survive!!!great shot Su!!
barbdennist
What a funny title and what a great picture. He looks like he has, indeed, lost his nuts and he is praying that the snow will end so he can find them before he has frozen nuts. Dear Susan, you don't need to ask my forgiveness but I will pray extra hard for you to get the pain under control and to have some good days.
brewgirlca
you have a lot of courage - and still humour - to put out an image and talk about it. This little fella isn't giving up despite hardships that could easily sink him and so it is that we have to find faith in those little everyday symbols of courage.
JuliSonne
Charming photo!
Jollyself
aww how cute is he? ....he needs some boots :)
byteline
Wonderful picture!
pennykay
Beautiful image Sis! You're courage in the midst of the storm is awesome! Keep the faith hon! I adore you and pray for a healing! Hugs!!!
mininessie
oh sweety....i can understand ...is so difficult...but do not surrender please! you have people around that care of you ...and if you go out....i´m sure they will die of sadness! i know you can still fight...you can do!! hugs! Ines
UteBigSmile
Hi Susan, they are really sweet looking little fellows, love them all. I just can tell you to make the best of your health situation, as I did these last years, it's so sad to know that a good friend is suffering! I send you a lot of love & light, big kiss sweetie, Ute
STEVIEUKWONDER
There is plenty of support for you here Susan. I am sure no one would think badly of you in your moment of despair. Quite understandale, especially with all those chemicals running round your metabolism. Stay safe Susan! Steve ;o)
marybelgium
so cute !
claude19
Very beautiful symbolic picture, my friend! Consider this EZcureuil seeking his food in the snow ... ... Like him be yourself, express yourself in front of your friends, your husband, your doctors. Nothing is more important than your life, your desires, your brain ... to create mind, make the kitchen as you like ... Do not lose hope. You are surrounded by people who adore you ... look at their smiles, their smiles are taking photos for regrads photos when they are not there, listening to music that you love, live, breathe ... exit as soon as time permits ... make ballads Courage ... your star still shines in the sky!
micturn
Well, it certainly looks cold enough...great take
qrud
Sweet, fine capture.
dragonmuse
Such an adorable pic.. and great title. There is nothing to forgive. A bit of insanity in the turmoil is natural.. I am so glad you made it through. {{{hugs}}}
ocoee53
Sweet photo, and not to worry; squirrels can easily find their nut under 3 inches of ground and 7 inches of snow! And Susan, I've been to that point, I understand what that level of hopelessness feels like, so there is nothing to forgive. But if you feel you need forgiveness, you've got it.
wjames
Great picture, he looks like he's blowing on his hands to keep them warm.
Umbetro38
This is very cute
lucindawind
aww poor little guy .. cute capture!
sadlers5
so cute great capture!
eekdog
such a cuttie it is susan, superb capture. love it// steve
MrsLubner
I think this guy may know exactly where he put his nuts...I think he's just sitting on them! :-) Adorable shot - you are right. As for weakness, if we were all strong and all able to handle everything we face in life, there would be no reason to have friends. No purpose in prayer. No reason to dare, to challenge, to test your abilities. You found out what my father once told me many years ago in a similar time of weakness I faced... The end is just that...you don't get to change your mind about it and you don't get another chance when you end it. How will you ever know if you win the lottery, write the Great American Novel, and you'll never know the gentle touch of your true love's hand on yours or warm in the glow of your child's loving smile. For a moment of weakness you get an eternity of emptiness...endless nothing. But why not reach out and grab on to a friend and hold on for tomorrow when everything and anything is possible...you just might find all your dreams come true if given a little more time.
AngelWeb58
What a cutie! Great Photograph Susan good shot I hope you feel better soon! Sending you health power My best to you always Hugs Angel
Primal
Just so glad you didnt get to finish..But i know this must be impossibly hard to deal with..Sending lots of love in our prayers and hope we can focus our prayers and love so you can feel better and get well.also very brave of you to tell us of your week moment and i think this trust is the foundation of love..That you have for us and we have for you.Love peace and respect Bill
awjay
super shot
Sea_Dog
You image is wonderful, Susan. I am so glad hubby and your friend were there for you - life is so tough for you and I admire your spirit and determination in the battle you've put up. Hang in there, my friend, and don't let those little bastard cancer cells get you down.
Richardphotos
I am so glad that you have people close to you that cares.what you have went through is heart wrenching I know.your squirrel is very cute.good it has a warm winter coat
jendellas
I love this little fella, he is so cute, great capture. Please take care, xxxxx
kbrog
Look's like he/she is blowing on it's little figures to try and warm them up. Great capture!