Saying Goodbye (for everyone) by brewgirlca
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"Forgive Me Father"
January 2013
Been at this site five years now and have seen a lot of growth - both artistically and spiritually thanks to the many good friends I have met here. I work with Poserpro2012, photoshop CS6, PSPX2, Perfect Effects 3 and Photomatrix 4. I love working in the material room and continue to find lots of growth there. I also do a lot of postwork fixing, special affects, and framing, all for which photoshop is indispensible. I love doing postwork; no image is anywhere near complete without it.
In the last year or so I've added quite a bit of photography to my gallery. I started with a Nikon Coolpix 9100 point and shoot. It gives amazing quality and its small size makes it easy to pack around and just grab some shots as they come into my vision. I still use it for sneaky people shots but now I use a Nikon D5100 DSLR for my more serious keeper work. Had I known how all consuming my passion for photography would become I should have jumped to a D600 low end pro camera.In my gallery you will see mostly storylines based upon my own visions and versions of Mesopotamian Mythology, sprinkled with some Celtic works and an occasional pinup or two and quite a few special requests. I have long been a writer, though a terrible speller, and so most of my images come with a storyline or poem. No image seems complete to me without words to accompany them.In high school I trained in both the Sciences and Fine Arts but when I went to university I had to choose one or the other and so I went with the life sciences. Art dropped out of my life for a long time... though I never gave up my interest in archeology and mythology. I wound up with a graduate degree in the life sciences with majors in physical geography, ecology and evolutionary biology. My love of nature and a deep naturalistic spirituality eventually led me to the wikkan tradition.Some five and a half years ago I discovered poser after coming across some great 3-d art on the web and after some six months of stumble bum practice I joined this site.Doing this type of art has released many visions and stories that were locked up inside my soul for many ages. It has allowed me to explore the life and times of my primal spiritual ancestor, a girl also named Roxanne, who lived in the Sumerian regions. She whispers the stories of these classic legends in my mind and I create the images to go with them.My stories are mostly written as dialogue and they tend to be rather long. So grab a coffee, a tea or better yet a beer, kick back, relax and stay a while.I hope you enjoy your stay here.Hugs and blessed beRoxy
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Comments (64)
chasfh
Cool image, very nice work..
Rosie-D
The circle is open but unbroken...
ragouc
Very good picture.
sylki
I got such a fright when I saw the title:-)Thank goodness it was only the title of the image and not a real goodbye! Wonderful image filled with emotion, I can feel how much for yourself went into its creation.Beautiful words that went straight to my heart (Hug) Take care and we will 'see' you soon.
magnus073
Roxy this is one of those times when the fewer words said the better. Your image is beautiful with a sad tone running through it that grips you. Letting go and saying goodbye to someone who was so dear to us is the hardest thing we will ever do and something we'll never get used to no matter our age. Your in my thoughts and prayers.
ladiesmen
Sometime to say goodbye is indeed fact we have to accept, however hard it is and pain we feel. Thinking of you Roxy Hug
eekdog
her facial emotion roxy is amasing hon, i can only imagine my friend what your going through right now, your image is awesome my friend and my prayers are with you and your family. god bless and lol steve
tamburro
A fascinating picture my dear friend, I agree with your words and believe that we are all part of this energy that is part of a whole ... Bon voyage and best wishes!
zaigodou
Beautiful!!!
pixeluna
Sometimes saying goodbye is the hardest thing to do, but we do need to take a break for a moment to take care of other things. So we close by saying "I'll see you again." I felt a tremendous emotion while reading this, I could feel what you feel and for you to share this with a beautiful image is just like going in depth with your current situation. We'll be here, Roxy, waiting for you... until you come back.
missblue
Awesome!
renecyberdoc
amazing render in full view,the main thing is ,be safe take care come back in one oiece.and worry later about visiting us.we will be the glader when you are back of course.
jclP
very nice work..
adrie
Roxy this is another fantastic piece of artwork from you my dear friend, i hope to see you soon back and take good care of your self.....hugs Adrie.
Valery3D
SO beautiful and touching...you always put everything so beautiful into words...love this amazing artwork... I wish you a save and good journey...i hope to see around soon..i will miss you ;) BIg Hugs Val.
dragonmuse
You have portrayed the pain well.
brycek
Beautiful work!!
OrphanedSoul
Simply gorgeous art hun, have a safe trip!
twingo
Strong and true words, amazingly powerful image, hope you will have a good business trip.
shrinkers
Letting go is one of the hardest things. This is a lovely image. be safe in your travels!
Tea_Rex
"... then I just let go of my intentions, simplified the render, and let it be what it was telling me it wanted to be." Very often the results from such creative surrender over time become our favorite and inspiring works. In a similar manner the events in life beyond our control, when surrendered to, often evolve to be recognized as the most significant and transformative "turnings" along our journey. Life is an amazing and wondrous adventure .. but it hurts. Still, we must say "Yes!" to all that comes our way. The Universe does not make mistakes. What was ever "ours" will always remain so .. forms change but energy, once entwined, remains bonded in love and takes on new forms. In your own words: "It is not an end, nor a beginning, it just is." May you discover something bright and wonderful along your travels this week, Roxy! Until you return .. Terry
Carlazzo
The artwork is so magnificent and stunning! Excellent work!
Starlift
Very beautiful and moving render!
Faemike55
I can say that it does not get any easier, either. Very beautiful and moving render as well as a tribute to your father. Have a safe trip, Roxy!
BIGBEAR1965
Very beautiful and moving piece my friend! Letting go and moving on are probably the hardest things we have to face in life and never gets any easier but we must or our life becomes meaningless. You really captured the emotions in these last two images, heart felt work. Take care and see you when you get back!
RodS
Very touching and moving, Roxy, I'm so glad you didn't give up on it. Your words are so true and filled with the wisdom of one who had trod the path of loss and rememberence. You are in my thoughts. Blessed be. Hope you have a good trip, and I look forward to seeing your wonderful art when you return.
1010
Somethings we can never say good bye too. Very emotional work Roxy!
zil2008
Very moving piece Roxy. I hope your trip will be one that gives you some peace and carity of mind. I so understand your pain. Safe travels. Hugs Liz
mrestey
Dear Roxy, I think the reason these last two images of your are two of your best ever is BECAUSE you let go and let the emotion move you. I think the best art is really inspired and not forced. The posing and emotion in this is wonderful. I am two days away from the 1 year anniversary of the death of a VERY close friend of mine. I was gifted with her presence and friendship for 9 short years and she touched me deeply. I will never be able to replace her nor forget her unconditional friendship. Thank you for this lovely image and beautiful thoughts. Safe journeys to you.
LivingPixels
From the heart Rox we feel it! your images and your words convey the utmost heartfelt sentiments!! your right move on we must only then can healing occur ohtherwise we can be overly swallowed up in grief. Hope things go smoothly on your business trip Roxy!! take care friend!!!