Saying Goodbye (for everyone) by brewgirlca
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"Forgive Me Father"
January 2013
Been at this site five years now and have seen a lot of growth - both artistically and spiritually thanks to the many good friends I have met here. I work with Poserpro2012, photoshop CS6, PSPX2, Perfect Effects 3 and Photomatrix 4. I love working in the material room and continue to find lots of growth there. I also do a lot of postwork fixing, special affects, and framing, all for which photoshop is indispensible. I love doing postwork; no image is anywhere near complete without it.
In the last year or so I've added quite a bit of photography to my gallery. I started with a Nikon Coolpix 9100 point and shoot. It gives amazing quality and its small size makes it easy to pack around and just grab some shots as they come into my vision. I still use it for sneaky people shots but now I use a Nikon D5100 DSLR for my more serious keeper work. Had I known how all consuming my passion for photography would become I should have jumped to a D600 low end pro camera.In my gallery you will see mostly storylines based upon my own visions and versions of Mesopotamian Mythology, sprinkled with some Celtic works and an occasional pinup or two and quite a few special requests. I have long been a writer, though a terrible speller, and so most of my images come with a storyline or poem. No image seems complete to me without words to accompany them.In high school I trained in both the Sciences and Fine Arts but when I went to university I had to choose one or the other and so I went with the life sciences. Art dropped out of my life for a long time... though I never gave up my interest in archeology and mythology. I wound up with a graduate degree in the life sciences with majors in physical geography, ecology and evolutionary biology. My love of nature and a deep naturalistic spirituality eventually led me to the wikkan tradition.Some five and a half years ago I discovered poser after coming across some great 3-d art on the web and after some six months of stumble bum practice I joined this site.Doing this type of art has released many visions and stories that were locked up inside my soul for many ages. It has allowed me to explore the life and times of my primal spiritual ancestor, a girl also named Roxanne, who lived in the Sumerian regions. She whispers the stories of these classic legends in my mind and I create the images to go with them.My stories are mostly written as dialogue and they tend to be rather long. So grab a coffee, a tea or better yet a beer, kick back, relax and stay a while.I hope you enjoy your stay here.Hugs and blessed beRoxy
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Comments (64)
MineFujiko
my dear Roxy. agree with pixeluna. i am waiting for you.
Tracesl
great character and scene, excellent
mgtcs
OMG......This is a gorgeous piece of art my friend, super and very touching image, you are a great friend and artist!
MagikUnicorn
Beautiful work
SyberianFrost
She looks amazing
chaylastorm
Beautiful Roxy, full of feeling and I know what you mean by just letting to art do what it wants to show. Look forward to having you back in a weeks time. Blessed be.
shadowhawk2zero
It is always hard to say goodbye to a father or fallen comrade. The first is just as painful as the last and they get any easier. Ultimately humans are imortal to an extent, we live on in the memories and thoughts of those left behind, and when it is my turn I hope that I have someone like you that can pass on my adventures and stories to others.
alessimarco
A fabulous and powerful image conveying the hardness of endings and letting go! Marvelous work with great feeling!!
kingrommel
This is top notch work! Love the attention to detail. Nice one!
Seaview123
I can't tell you how relieved I am that your leaving will only be temporary. I have really enjoyed the pictures and stories you've shared with us over the last couple years. My heart goes out to you and your family during your time of loss, and I hope that time will help to heal all wounds. As usual, a beautiful image.
Bossie_Boots
I wish i had your courage i wish i could let go and move on one day maybe this is amazing art work and it touched a nerve i call my nightmare hugs lou x
densa
so sorry for your loss my friend it's times like this that we realize how short our lifes are on this earth we tend to forget that sometimes but the circle of life goes on and you said it so perfectly you will never forget and there will always be a empty spot in your heart for your father but never forget the wonderful gifts of life he gave you why he was living beautiful expression of your feelings
Seven
Wonderful work. Have a safe trip and hurry back :-)
crender
Marvelous work!!!
callad
Beautiful and atmospheric Roxy! You just make sure you stay safe my dear!
Ash888
Another one with strong emotion. A bit more contemplative it seems. It is good to give such intense emotions space and time and a way to express themselves. That is part of the healing process. Hugs Ash
2Loose2Trek
This is a beautiful render Roxy. Have a safe trip and productively artistic return.
Annco
Wonderful work!
misthemes
Amazing work my friend ! So beautiful and touching true words !! Hugs dear Roxy.
scifibabe
Well first let me say I'm glad you'll be back! I was worried. Fabulous image. Beautiful emotion and expresion. Great colors and effects. A really touching image.
3dpoetry
Awesome expression
plasmid
Great image and wonderful words and thoughts.
NetWorthy
Roxy, it was obvious that both this render and your ealrier one were straight from the heart. Take care and we will see you when you return.
lyron
Excellent render!!
Steff_7
Superb follow up and have a safe trip and see you when you return... Excellent work...
Sylvia
~Awesome~ So Magically detailed... FABULOUS!!! The Best of Lucks
Fanci
"Sometimes the one who is running from the Life/Death/Life nature insists on thinking of love as a boon only. Yet love in its fullest form is a series of deaths and rebirths. We let go of one phase, one aspect of love, and enter another. Passion dies and is brought back. Pain is chased away and surfaces another time. To love means to embrace and at the same time to withstand many endings, and many many beginnings- all in the same relationship." — Clarissa Pinkola Estés Fantastic image. Evokes much emotion. Than you for sharing it.
kasalin
Fabulous work, my dear
Trigue
Great image :) The expression on her face is just right for your words, and I feel your words very much, wonderfully said with truth !
Artbytrenchdog
Hamlet: o be, or not to be: that is the question: Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, Or to take arms against a sea of troubles, And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep; No more; and by a sleep to say we end The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks That flesh is heir to, 'tis a consummation Devoutly to be wish'd. To die, to sleep; Shakespeare would have loved 3D I am sure. I will not delve into the more than obvious quality of the image..Suffice to say it's good...it's more than good. What does strike me above and beyond that is how you strengthened.. nay fortified the inner meaning of it by a very stunning use of edgetechniques. Almost as if it's hammered into stone to last forever. As it should. Thank you for this gift