~~In Loving Memory of My Husband Danny~~ by Blush
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This is breaking my heart as I upload this pic
I have tried to go and re size it....it is not a very good pic and I tried my best to get it all corrected.......a lot of the grain would not come out.....so I did the best I could with it....As for me I am doing so so.......the new guy that has taken over his route came by to see if I had the keys to the paper box where he went to get his Sunday papers and I have no clue where they are..I haven't been back to my house to pick up his clothes anything..I have not been able to touch his sock drawer,t-shirts,his dress shoes under the bed.....and when the man left with the box I broke out into tears.........
I had such a wonderful husband.......He couldn't see well so every morning after breakfast he would have me read his daily meditation and the goal for the day........He would always try to fufill the goal before the end of the day.........sometimes he said I didn't help anyone today I didn't fufill my goal...but so many other days he did........He doesn't realize how much he is missed.......
I want to thank everyone on Rendo for the phone calls the food, flowers, money,cards,I am blessed with wonderful friends......My girlfriend has my home now in the hands of Homeland Outreach Society
to see if it will qualify to be fixed up..She told them what a bad state of repairs it was in...and they asked if they had funds will I allow them to tear it down and them build me a new home......I cried my eyes out......This is a Christian Ministry Group if they have fund it could be this coming summer or if not the next one..it depends on their funding..........
My Pet Scan also showed my cancer is still there...
But it hasn't got any bigger or any smaller and no more signs of any new cancer anywhere.....
I still have to pay off my hubbys funeral bill and also get a double headstone..Had no idea headstones were so high until I was looking them up and I looked at a lot....Right now money wise I doing okay........It is just my nerves that off balance.........been having really bad nightmares & I never dreamed until Danny died.......
I know I could of done this pic better justice had I had maybe better software to do it with..so please forgive flaws and the size..Just not too swift with that kind of thing.....I did try however...........
My 1st cousin Leslie lost her husband last week...
he had back surgery, came home started to hemmorage and he passed away...it was just too soon for me to back to the funeral home...I feel so sorry for her as they had a 10 yr old son...it seems some one has died every week since Danny has..
I am not ready to die yet........but if and when I do I know I will be going to heaven....I am going to fight this with all I have..I have gone to far to give up now....and I do know Danny would not want me to give up....
Will not be able to answer ebots Monday as I go to the Cancer Center........
Please continue to keep me and Bruce in your prayers.............
Again thank you for all your support and many acts of kindness through the death of my husband...I miss him so bad...Seems like he should be walking through the door things just aren't the same here.........so quiet and lonesome.........some times my heart aches so bad I can't stand it...but I keep on trucking...Just can't give up..........
All post work done in Paint Shop Pro9 enlarged some in Photobucket..........added borders and text........
Thanks for your comments and also if you favorite this image......
Hope everyone has a great weekend........
Hugs
Susan aka Blush~
Hubby
Born September 2 1954
Died June 15th 2012
complete obit at
www.foster-toler-curry funeralhome.com and click on obits
Comments (86)
eekdog
still is a wonderful portrait dear sis, hope that heart is mending hon. i wish i could have meet this wonderful husband of yours Susan, wish i had time and money to visit you my friend. i know it's still hard, takes mega time to heal, and i hope you do. i have you and Danny in thought and prayers my dear friend.. hugs. hope to see you more often here posting.. lol your bro. Steve
MtnMist
Susan I don't know what to say, my heart is breaking as I read. Everyone cares and your friends are with you always, as is Danny and his undying love. I am so sorry. You are a brave, wonderful woman that has angels surrounding you in comfort. Prayers for you and Danny.
bakapo
this is a wonderful portrait. my heart aches for you as you try to deal with this. please take your time and take one day, one thing at a time. there is no rush to the healing process. you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Faemike55
it's hard right now to type, like Steve, I would have love to have met Danny and you. a wonderful portrait of him you and he are in my thoughts and prayers, now and always
qmont
Susan, I had no idea this had happened, words can not express the sorrow I feel for you, and you will be in my Prayers. It does take time to heal, loseing a Dear Loved one has to be the hardest thing, be strong, and talk to God, Bless you my friend. Sincerly, John
Sea_Dog
A wonderful tribute for a wonderful man. I don't know how to express how sad I feel for you; words all seem so weak. You and Danny are in my thoughts and prayers, Susan.
1010
You did a beautiful job with the portrait Susan. How you heart must be so broken. ((((((( hugs )))))))
TheOwl68
This is a beautiful tribute to your husband, dear Susan~ Your strength honors his memory {{hugs}} Keep well and hope to see more of your posts soon, my friend~
DennisReed
It touches my heart Susan, all my love!
weesel
The image is a fitting tribute. What can a stranger say to offer comfort? Is comfort possible now? Perhaps it's best to say that your memories are the true memorial and as long as you have them -- you are not separated by that much.
goldie
this is such a lovely portrait--it shows a man who was kind and perhaps was a little bit devilish for fun's sake...i am truly sorry for your loss, susan...it must be just unbearable for you. i do hope that you do take care of yourself...all this stress cannot be good for you. i constantly ask myself, why does life have to be so difficult for some and for others just a walk in the park...guess i will never know. remember, you are always in my thoughts and prayers...
flavia49
It's a marvelous portrait, a wonderful tribute. I wish you all the best! A big hug!!
npauling
This is a lovely tribute to Danny and I love the soft finish you have given it. It must have been really hard to work on it. You will always miss him but the raw hurt will ease a little with time. The only thing I can say is to just take one day at a time. I do hope you are able to get your home fixed by the Homeland Outreach Society. Thinking of you, hugs.
4udreamcatcher
Wonderful portrait Susan xxx I am keeping you in my prayers my sister, mega hugs xxx
barbdennist
This is a wonderful tribute to Danny. May your memories continue as the pain of his passing eases with time. I'm continuing to keep you in my daily prayers.
kjer_99
It's as fine a tribute as any man could ask for. Not a bit inadequate in any way. I'm sure he would be pleased by it. We all wish we could remove the pain, but only time and God can do that. Still, we all keep vigil with you.
myrrhluz
This is a beautiful tribute. My deepest sympathies for your loss, and my best wishes to you.
Richardphotos
obviously a handsome man Susan.the picture looks like it was painted. excellent work
fluffykatt
Dear Susan, what a beautiful tribute to your dear husband, I can tell from your words just how much he meant to you & the love you have for him. I am smart enough to have allready bought & paid for mine & Don's funerals & burial plot & headstone, so I won't have that burden if he goes first but more importantly is if I go first he will not have that burden which would be so great since he depends on me to do everything, I mainly did this for him & my kids because it will have to be done someday so I got it out of the way. You my dear friend will remain in my thoughts & prayers & I hope your cancer will keep not gettting any larger.
brycek
You did a wonderful job on the portrait and such a lovely tribute. You are always in my thoughts and prayers!!
charpix
Prayers for you...and my deepest condolences. We lost a good friend on June 19th of this year, and my father-in-law on July 5th. It seems like it can come all at once, sometimes.
mgtcs
Ohhh.....Susan, this so tender, beautiful and touching tribute my friend, I'm so sorry....You are in my thoughts and prayers always, feel free to write me!
pixeluna
This is such a heartwarming tribute for your husband, dear sis. That feeling of missing him will always be there, there is no other way to let that deep pain go. You will always be in my thoughts and prayers. Hugs!
sharky_
I'm so sorry to hear of your husband passing. My prayers and God Bless...
anianiani
Great...And thoughtfull...Thanks Susan
brewgirlca
I am not very good with words about friends who pass on but all I can say is that I am sincerely sorry to read of you loss and all the hard times you have had to go through. I believe the Gods never give us more than we can handle even though it never feels that way at the time. Given what you have gone through I know the Goddess feels that you are a very strong person, only people with old souls have to endure so much and have to power to do so. It speaks to your spirit that you are hear and sharing your life with us in such a profound and open way.
DarkAngel612
It is a beautiful tribute to your hubby and as long as you keep him in your heart and thoughts --- sweety--- he is always with you. You take care of you now and good luck on getting a new home...wish they had that sort of thing here in Emporia for I would run over there asap to get help too.
jadench
Susan, I am sorry to hear of your loss. You have been through so much. I don't really know how a person could go through what you have and still be sane. I know I couldn't. Things will work out for you one way or another. You are in our thoughts here.
magnus073
Susan, thank you for sharing this photo of your husband with us my friend I know it was very difficult. It sounds like he was a wonderful man who loved you very much. I realize there's not much I can say to ease the pain right now but I just wanted to let you know I will keep you and your family that you mentioned in my prayers
kgb224
Susan always think of this when we are followers of our Lord Jesus Christ and do what He asks of us daily we are only sleeping when we pass away as The Lord will be coming back to destroy the World as we know it today and at that moment of His return those who passed away will rise from the dead just as he did after His crucifixion. "Because I live, you will live also" (John 14:19). So keep on following the Lord as you will see your husband again as those who followed and follows the Lord will have perfect bodies just as the Lord had after He was crucified and died on the cross for our sins and rose from the dead when He comes for a second Time. You and Bruce is in my prayers Susan. Superb capture and post work. God Bless.